Monday, January 22, 2007
♥ 7:23 AM
THE OLD MANThere once was a kind old man, whose clothes were torn and tattered, whose shelter was broken and whose food was barely enough. He lived by the mountains, below another house, where a couple stayed.
That couple and the old man knew that living by the mountains would mean leading a quiet and serene life. One year, the couple had a baby girl who could not see. The man could hear her cries from a far and so he went trudging half-way up the mountain daily, in hope to comfort her.
Everyday he would tell her the same things, over and over. He told her that the mountains were tall and beautiful, waiting for the world to see their beauty, that they longed to be praised daily, longed to take away one's breath everyday. He told her that the grass all around the mountains was lovely too, that they could not have been any greener, any more appealing.
He would also tell her about the sky and how blue it was, how pretty the sunset and how shining the stars. That was what he told her without fail, day after day, week after week, year after year. Then one day, he went away.
That girl missed his company terribly much and she was miserable. Her parents tried to comfort her by telling about the scenery and what they saw but she exclaimed that they were wrong. It was only then that they told her, that old man was blind.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
♥ 3:03 PM
i love the things you do;
like how you used to say hello
how you always help me put my things back
how you say the same things over and over again
and how you smile your smile.
i love the things you do;
like how you butt in everything
how you always tease me
how you care so much
and how you always make my day.
i love the things you do;
like how you do things you wont normally do
how you do things that you didnt plan to do
how you always talk so nicely
and how you show you care in your own special way
i love the things you do
like how you make my heart go faster,
how you make me smile
and how our eyes always seem to meet.
Friday, January 19, 2007
♥ 9:28 AM
minnie&i having fun on jin's laptop.we wanted to use our pictures as his screen saver (;
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
♥ 2:59 PM
i just went through a few of my older posts.
ahhhh !
i think i prefer them to the ones now.
but i dont even know why.
today was eventful,
but its too precious to write and let everyone read it,
i'm gonna keep it to myself,
so i actually think its twice as special than it really is.
because i really like it
and its super duper great!
and i also found out something today that i think i'm gonna really like. (:
OH and i have decided to call sheryl SINNIE!
its my own nickname, just for her (:
oh dear,
we have science test tomorrow.
grrrr.
i studied loads on sunday so i hope thats enoughh
but its conduction, convection and radiation,
what exactly can you study?!
grrr.
i miss you guys in singapore.
i called xi nan today
haha, it was really funny.
ahhaha i love you ah nan (:
& look at mine and ronald's conversation, i havent talked to him in soooo long;
[RoNa]Whr r u & im so sry i cnt sleep & dream 2nite..hear ur voice of treason will u come home & stop tis pain 2ite-I MiSS YoU.. says:
wad date?
love, SARAH says:
dont know leh
[RoNa]Whr r u & im so sry i cnt sleep & dream 2nite..hear ur voice of treason will u come home & stop tis pain 2ite-I MiSS YoU.. says:
need me pick u up from the airport -.-
hahaha so nice right (:
grrr.
i miss all the times where i got to butt into their affairs
and tell them not to do this and that,
to do their work, to not swear and things like that.
now ronald is filling me in about all the stuff that has been happening.
i always love it when they tell me things
and i still feel included.
but i think, this group of friends, we're always gonna be friends.
cause whenever we meet up its like no time has passed
and we know each other so well,
we could probably read each other's minds.
& sara sent me an e-mail too.
maybe its because jia ying's birthday is coming up
that its so hard being apart.
Hi! =)
jus felt like writin to euu. =)
ii suddenlyy miss u alot alot.. haha..
mayb its cos jia ying's birthdayy is comin up and we wont b able to go out without u there.
its been like 2 years alreadyy.. since u left for hong kong.. but it seems like jus yesterday we were
in rosythh together.
anywayys..
you'll b comin back durin CNY yar? u must okay! than we can go out again and haf so
muchh fun like we used to. =) gtg noww! byeee
love u!
xoxo
sara
i cant wait for chinese new year !
but i cant wait for friday too :D
Monday, January 15, 2007
♥ 3:46 PM
you're not supposed to.
♥ 11:05 AM
OH MY GOSH,
AISA AND JING'S PARTY KICKEDDDDD BUTT
when i first got there,
ta, steph and jin were already there.
and asia's dog came up to smell me and everything
so i just froze there and i wanted to scream and run about so bad,
i really did.
BUT I CONTROLLED !
they were all doing homework,
see what good children we are?!
but we decided to paint our nails instead
we would blindfold someone,
make her choose from a bunch of paper
and each paper had a theme on it.
with the person still blindfolded,
we would paint her nails really badly
and it was so funny.
i thought asia's was the worse
cause her was really hard to do.
but ta took her's off like the moment she took off the blindfold :D
after that, we went upstairs to play jump rope
and sheryl came so everyone was really happy.
but i was freaked out by the dog cause it was running about like a lunatic
so i ran downstairs and we opened presents ! (:
after, we waited for veronica to come
before having dinner.
but asia and jing INSISTED on showing us rattlesnake's eggs
and i was SO shocked, you wouldnt believe it.
but dinner was so good,
we made our own sushi and
laughed at everyone who did bad jobs.
then we cleared up and we choose what movie to watch
but we decided to have cake and ice cream before
so we sang the birthday song,
cut the cake,
cleared up, and went to watch me, you and dupree.
but i dont really like that show
so i went into the room to do my work
and use the computer.
ta came in as well
and i let her use the computer while i did my work
and we gossiped and gossiped and gossiped,
like we always do.
then sheryl came in as well
and gave us chocolates! (:
so the three of us talked and talked.
half-way through, ronnie had to go home
so they paused the movie and asia walked her down.
after, they continued watching till it was over.
we then went to make hot chocolate and apple cidar
and asia took out cranium to play.
we all teamed up and it was really fun to play,
everyone was laughing and all.
but then it was really late when we were done so we decided to go to sleep
ta and i slept in ryan's room,
sheryl and jing slept in ciera's room
and steph slept with asia in her room.
ta and i read for abit
but she decided to sleep like 5 minutes after
while i read for a bit more before going to sleep.
the next morning, i woke up and had to go to the toilet so bad.
jing, sheryl and asia were already awake
and i woke ta up
so we went downstairs and we baked
BLUEBERRY MUFFINS !
i got ready to go off,
cause daddy was gonna pick me up for church
but before i went, i took 2 blueberry muffins with me
(:
Friday, January 12, 2007
♥ 2:39 PM
i love you jinThursday, January 11, 2007
♥ 12:35 PM
AND THIS IS MY 500TH POST !
today, we had chinese dance,
or so we thought;
the teacher didnt show up.
anyway, we decided to have chinese dance
during lunch time because all our timings were really different
and the teacher cant do after school on wednesdays.
but, we decided to go into the dance room on
tuesday and thursday lunch time for half an hour
before going to lunch to practice
and to stretch.
i sincerely hope the whole thing goes well,
so that we're be FABULOUS!
huang lao shi even said that she would try
to help us arrange to go put on performances during our summer (:
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
♥ 3:05 PM
she's hurting so much inside,
her heart's about to scream.
she wants to run to you and cry,
but she knows she has to be strong.
she wants it to be like 2 years ago,
when she had you, and she knew it.
when she knew she would go to school,
see your face and see that smile,
that secret smile just for her.
she knew that was the smile that was going to make her day,
that was the smile that was going to help her get through everything.
that was the smile that was meant for her,
and only her.
and you dont know it,
but she's dead jealous.
she's never felt this way before,
she'd rather be caught dead.
she always thought you were hers,
and hers alone.
it wasnt until just that she realised
how much you mean to her
and how much she wants you,
to give her that special smile.
she wants you to look her up
and for the first time, not show off.
she wants you to talk to her straight
and tell her how you're feeling.
she wants you to want her,
to fight for her,
to be the guy for her.
but you've walked a seperate path since 2 years ago,
and that boy, that smile, isnt coming back.
so the girl wants to move on,
but she doesnt know how.
she doesnt know what to do,
she's aching so bad.
she doesnt know who to tell,
face to face,
her heart yearns for someone to understand.
she knows she's going to have to forget that smile,
but couldnt the world make it easier?
last year passed so fast,
i remember 2 years ago,
when we had fun and everything,
it seems like just yesterday.
i remember primary 6,
when we would go to school
and gossip our hearts out,
go to the toilet to talk and have water fights,
stay in class and play with cards
and all the fun things.
when we went out and all cried,
when i used to hog the phone,
like there was no tomorrow.
i remember the sleepover,
it was so much fun.
i remember all the times we spent together,
they wereare my favourite.
i remember our last day of school,
i wish it were tomorrow.
& i remember secondary one,
when i would wake up real early to go to school
and come home late,
after having loads of fun in school.
i remember going to k-box
and singing and laughing so hard.
i remember going to junction 8,
talking to the guy behind the counter,
watching elizabeth town,
and hating it so much.
i remember the second last day before i went to hong kong,
sara, clare, bernita and jia ying
decided that we had to have fun still,
one last time.
and they came over to my house in less than hour,
so that we could go to junction 8
and do all the things we always did,
like a tradition.
they helped me carry my old school uniform to rosyth,
before taking a bus to junction 8 and meeting clare and jia ying.
we went to delifrance and just sat there,
talking and laughing like nothing had changed.
then we went to take neoprints,
and for the first time,
it had all 5 of us.
and those,
those are my favourite neoprints.
i remember my last day of cedar,
it was so fun.
i remember the day i left,
clare came late,
just as i was about to go in.
she ran, with ronald behind her
and i went to hug.
we both cried so much,
without saying anything at all.
& sara and bernita cried too,
even jia yu.
out of all the people at the airport,
i was most grateful that they were there.
cause even though i told them countless times not to go,
they still went.
i remember crying really hard on the airplane,
convinced that hong kong sucked.
my life was so perfect in singapore,
why did i have to come?
i remember coming to hong kong
and hating it immediately,
refusing to let myself enjoy it.
i remember writing letters to singapore,
the very moment i went into the hotel.
i remember dreading the first day of school,
just cause i knew he was there.
but i remember how nice they were,
how tiffany helped me open my locker
and how kevin said hello twice.
i remember how he talked to me when i didnt know what to do,
and how i met michelle, valerie and ee leng.
i remember complaing that i missed singapore so much,
crying so bad
and hating to go to school.
i remember how happy i was that i could finally use a computer
and how i thought my room was horrible.
i remember how i went back for my theory exam,
for easter,
for church camp
and for the summer.
i remember casting hong kong aside
at all costs,
not really caring.
& then year 9 rolled in
and it wasnt so bad.
there were new-er students than me,
i had more friends
and i wasnt scared anymore.
i remember all the fun things i did,
even all the homework.
i remember how mr mulcahy thought us,
how i looked forward to his lessons so much.
i remember how we all grew up
and the class was so comfortable.
i remember i stopped complaining,
i stopped crying.
i didnt need singapore to be happy,
i didnt.
i remember still missing all my friends.
but then,
whenever i was back in singapore,
we would meet up
and things would be like they never changed.
this year,
this year was so hard.
i had my worst birthday,
i had my most goodbyes.
i even met my first few crushes again.
but,
i have so many new friends,
and i have a new life.
& along the way,
i also trusted God so much,
cause he was the only one i knew could count on.
even though last year passed by in a flash,
i wouldnt trade it for anything.
i gained the friendship of many
and i still have my old friends.
and maybe, hopefully,
everything is gonna fall into place soon.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
♥ 9:54 AM
i'm watching hua yang shao nian shao nu nowwww
its so funny, i've been laughing so loud
and jin has been teasing me.
grrrr. (:
BUT I SHALL NOT COMPLAIN
AND PRESERVE ON
BECAUSE THE SHOW IS TOTALLY AWESOME!
actually i was watching in love with a senorita
but then, youtube only had up till episode 10 -.-ll
watch so much then must stop.
so lisa made me watch this one
because i showed her farhenheit's photo in my wallet during chinese
and we went balastic
but at least there's someone here who watches things like that (:
from now on, i'm going to watch one espisode per day
and still do my work and practice the piano
AND still try and sleep early.
its almost impossible.
BUT I SHALL DO IT :D
and i'm going to watch other serials as well,
so that i have fun and work at the same time.
MUST MUST MUST.
GO GO GO!
SHE GETS THE BALL
SHE AIMS
SHE SHOOTS
SHE SCORES
AND THE CROWD GOES WILDDDDDDDDDDDD !
&& happy birthday sharon! <3
Sunday, January 07, 2007
♥ 10:34 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
♥ 3:40 PM
on tuesday, the 2nd of january, the day before diondra tan rui en's birthday,
WE WENT TO DISNEYLAND TOGETHER !
*SCREAMS*
SCREAM
SCREAM
SCREAM
SCREAM
SCREAM
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was super duper fun !
first when we got there,
we went for lunch and talk talk talk already.
then we went off on our own
so that we could sit the rides that we wanted to.
it was SO cool, we went on space mountain 4 times,
with the fastpass, cause or else it would take ages.
the first time we took it,
we were so scared
and didnt know what to expect cause it was all black and everything,
so we just held each other's hand and enjoyed it.
but by the time it was done,
we had SO MUCH FUN !
the third time we took it,
we decided to put our hoods over our heads
and we put our hands up in the high.
diondra kept laughing at me because i covered the guy behind us.
hahahah. (:
on the last time we sat, we posed SUPER DUPER DUPER nicely,
just that other people were in the picture as well,
or else we would have bought it.
we sat on the astro blasters ride for 3 times
and it was really fun how it could turn and turn and turn
and we both managed to get to level 4 (:
we sat on the teacup once and we spinned like crazy,
going round and round,
but it was really fun.
we also took pictures with pooh!
we went on this flying thing
that you can go up and down like some kiddy ride
and we were fighting over how to fly it;
whether to go up or down.
hahaha (:
we even bought candy floss to share
and it was really huge
but we finished it really quick and became all sticky ( :
we also went to see the 3D movie in fantasyland.
it was so good and we were laughing at all the other people trying to reach out and grab the things that seemed to be in real life.
we went to tarzan's tree house as well but that wasnt much fun.
on the way though,
we saw a little boy in red
and he was lost.
we tried to help him
but he ran away from us
so we really couldnt do much.
at night, we watched the fireworks at night which was awesome
before going to look for her parents again.
earlier, we had wanted to buy some sort of friendship thing
but we couldnt find anything.
however, her parents bought us necklaces that said best friends! (:
we then took the mrt to sunnybay before changing to another station to go for dinner.
BUT, the disneyland mrt is SO AWESOME AND SO CUTE.
the windows are in shapes of mickey mouse and the seats are all cushioned!
there's even statues of disney characters in the mrt!
we then went for dinner, my parents came along as well.
her sister fell asleep but dinner was really fun.
when it was about time to go,
my dad called for the bill and diondra found out
so she asked me if he was and i said yes.
then she said
you2 hao3 xi4 kan4 le4!
& i laughed.
but, the waiter came with the bill
and both our fathers started arguging about who should pay.
diondra and i were laughing really hard.
both men even stood up and started walking away,
just so that the other couldnt pay!
at night, she came to my house to stay
AND SHE SPENT THE NIGHT BEFORE HER BIRTHDAY WITH ME ! (:
we showered and she went on the computer,
extremely happily,
because she hadnt used a computer in ages.
then she watched hua yang shao nian shao nu
and now i so badly wanna watch it!
i also wrote a letter for her parents thanking them for taking care of me for one whole day
and paying them back for the entrance fee
but then, in the morning,
DIONDRA TAN OPENED THE ENVELOPE,
TOOK OUT THE MONEY,
PUT IT UNDER MY PENCIL CASE
AND WENT OFF!
when i went to say goodbye and hug her,
she told me to look under my pencil case. -.-ll
SO MEAN RIGHT!
but look what she wrote to me when i was sleeping:
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:39 AM:
lol
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:39 AM:
i love you k
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:39 AM:
i shut down the com and lights.. den suddenly feel like doin tis
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:39 AM:
haha im weird
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:39 AM:
anw
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:39 AM:
serious la
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:39 AM:
thx for accompanyin me the whole da and night k?
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:40 AM:
*day
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:40 AM:
sry let u slp so late
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:40 AM:
and sry cant help u in yr hw!!!!!!
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:40 AM:
haha
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:40 AM:
tis holiday todae happiest
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:40 AM:
lol
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:41 AM:
anw
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:41 AM:
yr hp.. don sad le la!!!!!!!!!!!!
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:41 AM:
tts my siyin!!!
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:41 AM:
must smile
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:41 AM:
by the time u see tis
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:41 AM:
i in singapore?
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:42 AM:
i mean by the time u see tis i in singapore alreadi
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:43 AM:
tell me yr hp model i help u go check the price
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:43 AM:
=
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:43 AM:
todae i realli enjoyed myself la
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:43 AM:
=)
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:43 AM:
lol
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:43 AM:
i tink u must be laughing nw?
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:43 AM:
cuz tis is so stupid
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:44 AM:
bt tts my way of saying i love you!!! lol
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:44 AM:
i crazy liao
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:44 AM:
k la i go le
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:44 AM:
bb
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:44 AM:
hugs and kisses k
#][donteventryy][ ju sent 1/3/2007 3:45 AM:
yr dd
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! (:
i had LOADS of fun that day,
more than i had in possibly the whole holiday,
even if i did lose my phone in the restaurant.
I LOVE YOU TIONG BAHRU! <3
Thursday, January 04, 2007
♥ 3:52 PM
i wrote this on sunday kay (:
the past few days have been extremely chaotic.
i've just finished watching er mo zai shen bian
& i know, it was out so long ago.
but i've only found the time now.
so at least i'm watching it.
and all the guys from the show are super cute.
super super super.
hehhhhhhh
SUPER LEH.
but i like the devil best (:
i cried for the girl when he didnt care
because
if such fine a guy didnt care,
my heart would probably be so devasted.
and you'll crumble at his touch.
so bad.
so bad.
SO bad.
YES, HE'S THAT CUTE.
THAT SHUAI.
THAT EVERYTHING.
today, i was falling in and out of sleep during the service.
but after the service, i smsed ta
and when to help out with the kids.
when i first when into the classroom,
kipp and rebekah were there and we started running around and playing.
then we went for the kids worship
and i played with rebekah abit more
before i went to the back to stand
and daniel came in and we talked for abit.
as we were going in,
i saw aaron and he didnt want to go
so i told david to go ahead and
i ran up to aaron and practically dragged him in.
halfway through the class,
kipp came back in and i had to lure him from under the table.
and bryce licked me;
we were about to have a licking competition. (:
after class, i was sitting on a chair and i saw david
so i called to david and carried him onto my lap
and asked him who was the class.
so we talked for a bit, while he was eating his lollipop
and he kissed me !
(:
(:
(:
i was kinda shocked,
so i sorta froze but then,
i quickly smiled & kissed his hair
and he kissed me again and again !
oh dear, school is starting so soon.
i have to quickly go do my homeworkkk,
so that mommy will allow me to watch another series.
(:
& mike he jun xiang is SERIOUSLY hot.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
♥ 6:45 AM
"HELLO ALL MY DEAR DEAR DEAR
READERS WHO MEAN ALOT TO
ME. ESPECIALLY OON YI TENG
LISA WHOM I LOVE DEARLY!"That's what I told Siyin that I would start with & so I did! :D
LOL. I guess by that beginning, you'd have all pretty much guess who I am(: BUT for those dim enough not to know... ahh well, I shall let y'all think that it's tkind-hearted pretty Siyin (whom you dream about every night) who is blogging(:
Our dear Siyin's blogger is down. Or so she says. It has been down "ever since the earthquake thing". Therefore, I so kindly offered her a hand to do my good deed of the day & first good deed of the year twenty-oh-seven. Oh yes, almost forgot...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
There, now that's out of the way(:
I would like to say that we here in DEAR OLD (maybe not that old.. middle-aged?) SINGAPORE MISS SARAH TAN SIYN SO DARN MUCH & SHE IS VERY DEAR TO US! (I guess I have to say nice stuffs about her since this is her blog eh?) LOL.
I remember when I first knew her... No, no... Not in 602. I knew her before she knew me. I knew her as Minyi's mortal enemy & such. So, I didn't really have a good first impression of her...
BUT... WHO can hold a grudge (or hate or dislike or whatever bad stuffs ) against this pretty little... thing (*ahem* sorry, girl... teenage girl) ? No one! I know I certainly can't! (hightlight for the answer... Although, it is pretty obvious & if you don't know... Well, let me put it nicely: you're a stupid, no brain, idiotic blockhead)
*On pause.. Am talking to the angelic creature we call Tan Siyin who is currently blaming her webcam for the hanging of her computer... (in a sweet & angelic way of course!) *
Then, on the first day of school or was it the second? Oh, I don't know.. Stop asking me trick questions. All I know is that it was the first week of school... This dear little angel {who was (is) friends with Russell Ngo whom I was sitting next to (He sat on my right & Timotty Tay [ahem, Diondra!] was on my left!)} was copying homework with Diondra & Russell. Russell asked me over & told me to hand over my homework. Ever since that day, we became friends & met everyday before assembly. (Though I was never sure if they liked me for me or for my beauty or just simply & plainly for my homework!)
She & I have gone through thick & thin together. I never approved of her ... um, boyfriends or crushes & she never approved of mine! (: But, nevertheless, we still (like she once mentioned on her blog.. in fact, it's in teh previous post!) drew pictures of a boy & a girl and wrote some.. names over them! Ahhh, those were the days.. (:
But now... she's in HONG KONG *plays tragic music like the one from TITANIC (GOSH! Leonardo DiCaprio is HOT! )* & soooo far awayyyyyyyyyy! I still remember when she was in Cedar with me THEN LEFT ME ALL ALONE WHEN SHE WENT OF TO HONG KONG!
Ahhhh, those were the days... when we would talk about SHARRON!!!!! (: & Mr Chan & she'd tell me how he didn't have a butt(: Then she'd tell me that Kevin didn't have a butt either & we'd joke about how I liked guys without their butts. WHICH IS SO UNTRUE.. but I, being nice, let her have her way(: even if it means that everyone thought I liked buttless guys...
Then when she came to visit & she WENT OUT WITH ME FIRST! Out of all the millions of friends this angel had, she chose ME! Imagine my "touched-ness" (: We took neoprints! ahhh, yesssss(:
she always did like to say that she didn't love me... but sighhh, one day, she gave me all the evidence I needed(:
HERE IT IS...
SO NOW SHE CAN'T GET AWAY WITH SAYING THAT SHE DOESN'T LOVE ME, 'CAUSE SHE DOES(:
Siyin, Siyin, Siyin...
I love you so so so very much...
*gets a crazed look in my eyes* WHY'D YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME?!?!?!! WHY??!?!! WHY?!?!?!?! WHY?!?!?!?!!?
I shall go HUNG TAN SIYIN DOWN & FORCE HER TO ANSWER ME!
until next time.. toodles! (:
i love you jin
