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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
♥ 1:42 PM

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
I AM LATE AND LOOK LIKE A DISASTER!
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
not next time! first time! and after i get married!
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
ROAR!
4. Favorite planet?
PLUTO! and earth too. (:
5. Who is the 3rd person on your missed call list on your mobile?
dont know leh. delete liao. tilly i think.
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
ALOT leh. how to choose?! emm. jie kou by jay chou
7. What shirt are you wearing?
black. its my PAJAMAS. and i'm also wearing POKA-DOTTED UNDERWEAR! their my favourite. (:
8. Do you "label" yourself?
no. who does?!
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
emm i WAS wearing skechers.
10. Bright or dark room?
BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
bill. he's great and supposed to be STUDYING! good luck!
12. take a break, have a kit-kat!
i'm sorry. i dont like kit kat. (:
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
computer and talking to mom.
14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
'ok' from mom
15. Where is your letter box?
downstairs on the ground floor?
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
i dont know what i say alot!
17. who told you he/she loved you last?
emm. i dont know. OH I KNOW. isaac!
18. Last furry thing you touched?
ahhh. how i know?! a cat?
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
too many for you to handle. (:
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
PRIMARY 6. WHICH MEANS 12.
22. Your worst enemy?
no one.
23. What is your current desktop picture?
me and ta, from when we were out.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
i shouted 'AH' cause we're getting more channels. (:
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you do?
FLY!! fly already show people, collect money!
26. Do you like someone?
yeah. like the whole world!
27. Are you dating them?
no. the world is too big to go on a date with me!
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet for them?
YEAH. my family leh!
29. If you could punch one person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
no one?
30. Who're the six lucky people who will be doing this next?
EVERYONE!

♥ 1:16 PM

i forgot to say that my reports got sent back home yesterday
i got 9 sixes and 1 seven
and the teachers commented lots
but i dont think they really know what their saying la can
and i missed seven by ONE POINT for like 3 subjects
and if i had a seven, i could have got heads!
ahhhhh.
but oh well.
TOMORROW
YAYAYYAAY.
i'm going nuts already.
i've been laughing like a retard since dinner.
hahahha.
AND FRIDAY ON OR NOT?
YES RIGHT. PLEASE SAY YES OK.
i cannot wait already!

Tuesday, June 27, 2006
♥ 6:53 AM

i cant waitt
TOMORROW
and for soooo long!
OKAY. WHO WANTS TO GO OUT.
RUTHIE CANNOT MAKE IT =P

sunday we had visitors from singapore
we went all the way to lantau island to go shopping
and they seriously bought alott.
then after dad dropped them off at the airport,
we went back home and watched high school musical
and even though i have watched it for like every single day,
i was still sooo high
and me and jin were singing and laughing the whole way through
even mummy and daddy were watching it okayy.

yesterday was so chaotic
i was forced out of bed veryy early cause michelle was coming over to watch west side story with me
then we watched high school musical again while we ate lunch.
when it was over, we played some word game on the computer which we both sucked in and lost MANY tiimes.
ahahha.
AND SHE WROTE :
HAVE A FITTY SUMMER IN THE FOREST OF MORIA
on a sheet of paper and sticked it onto the computer.
ahhhhhh! clara, TELL HER ITS COPYRIGHTED! (:

then at about 3, we dropped michelle off her house and i went to tilly's to swim with talia, sally and her.
sally was supposed to swim too but she didnt want to.
and so the 3 of us had idiotic races in the pool while sally stared at the diving coach. (:
then like 15 minutes later, we got sick of the pool and went to eat ice cream
then we went to go rent a movie so that we could watch at her house
but we all wanted to watch different things and so we took about half an hour choosing
in the end we watched shanghai knights.
but then we had to wait for another half hour cause her sister was watching the re-runs of soccer
and when we finally started watching the movie, sally had to go home.
then after a while me and ta had to go to
but ta came to myy hse for dinner
and andrew was over to
then we played x-box, which we totally sucked at
then ta had to go home and andrew stayed over.
and he refused to tell me who he likes.

this morning, had chinese tuition first thing
then had to go for dental
then walked about
and now i'm home, packing for tomorrow
YAY.
i'm soo excited okayy. (:

Sunday, June 25, 2006
♥ 2:10 PM

when i fall in love;
i'll fall in love with my eyes wide open,
just in case.
cause i was blind then,
but now i'll just wait
to see what you do.

♥ 1:43 PM

today the carpet came
its weird ok; its leather STRIPS
as in seriously, strips.
like little little pieces of leather all together.
and i put up alll my posters today
so now i loveeeeee my room (:
then after, we had guests
well have, their still here
the boys are all in the room playing x box
i'm out in the living room using the com
and ericka is watching television
the adults are all talking very loudly on the dinning table
ahhhhh.
tomorrow high school musical is on!
i can barelyy wait already.
and only 4 more days till i get to singapore (:

♥ 5:25 AM

yesterday was the last day of school
and the first day of summer. (:
the whole day long we had assemblys,
super boring.
during recess, we were allowed to stay in homeroom
so a few of us did and we played truth or dare
hahaha so retarded.
and then sebestian started saying weird stuff
and 'fighting' with the other boys.
after school, i went to watch she's the man
with ta, sally and tilly.
we laughed soo loudly.
esp. me and talia.
and we smuggled KFC in.
before the movie even started, we had already finished eating.
cause we were there super early;
tilly had already watched the movie twice and missed the beginning both time
so she didnt want to be late and we were like the first ones in the cinema.
after that, we went to take neoprints and then we saw ben and jerry's ice cream
so we ran to a small small table and bought ice cream.
me and ta shared cause we ordered 3 scoops. (:
and i used napkins to write down all our i-owe-yous
which was alot.
and sally ended up owing tilly ALOT.
as in like ALOT.
but we all had sooo much fun.
then at night, i called singapore
and i talked to the kids (:
but they were sooo engrossed with their gameboys.
ahhhhh.
oh and i talked to kay and shyuan
we're going to have a crying competition (:
I'M GOING TO WINNNN
yayay.

Saturday, June 24, 2006
♥ 2:54 PM

YAY.
i have a new skin.
hahaha.
zhi wei chose it; so obviously must use.
thankkk you. i lovee you.
YAY.
summer is here and school is over. (:
i cant wait for wednesday!
and sunday, can watch 3 hours straight of television with disney channel.
ahhahaha.

♥ 11:26 AM

be not afraid of greatness;
some are born great
some achieve greatness,
some, have greatness thrust upon them.

Friday, June 23, 2006
♥ 1:04 PM

I AM SO SUPER JEALOUS LA CAN

♥ 12:47 PM

ruth:
" anw, siyin called and we were toking about -- JIJI & the piggie ! HAHA.
she wanted to tok to weng fong and the da shao ye waddled slowly up the stairs and kept our da xiao jie waiting for so long lah can! expensive one leh weng fong.
den siyin calle dback again later and asked for daniel.
daniel went into a room and toked to her -PRIVATELY- HMM YES. fishy right !
so we went to kpo den hakim went to the fone and made those yukky disgusting kissing sounds "

zhi wei:
" ahha then we all talked to her.
and hakim and weng fong!!
HAHA SIYIN XD
daniel talked to her for 15 mins.
oooooooooooooh. x) "

both of you DIE ok.
how come suddnenly i become da xiao jie?!
i all the while so innocent la can
why not PEI JIA or someone like that?!
and even if i AM da xiao jie, why must wf be DA SHAO YE?!
not my problem if he want to walk so slowly right!
and is hakim talk to me one lor.
he only said that he didnt want to take picture.
hahaha.
and i ALWAYS talk to daniel in school right.
not like i SUDDENLY fall in love with his oh-so-charming looks.
plus, he likes SOMEONE ELSE CAN.
and of course fishy la.
we talking about YOU leh!
dont fishy how can?!
hahaha.
i love you guys (:

Thursday, June 22, 2006
♥ 1:06 PM

arghh
so many people are at lisa's house!
its not fairr.
even hakim, abigail.. loads of people who dont normally go are thereee
and having funn
plus, amanda is staying over there tonight!
and weng fong was in PINK!
ahhh. and like EVERYONE was there!
so of course i had to call,
and i asked lisa to help me that a picture and hakim took the phone from her and was like why do i have to take a picture?!
and ruth and charmaine and pei jia still insisted that i had a jiji. ):
and weng fong took like soo long to answer the phone and who knows what he was talking about.
and RUSSELL STILL SOUNDS THE SAME!
he was all siriee willie and stuff.
and daniel is still the same.
SO IT ZHI WEI. hahahah.
and of course xi nan and lisa!
then i talked to diondra for like soo long about..
actually about nonesense, like we always do.
but not really nonsense la. (:
ahhhh.
and now jia ming is telling me there was a chocolate fountain!
anywayy, isaac and i decided to bring ode to macdonalds when i get to singapore.
yay. i miss ode soo muuch la can.
xxoo

Wednesday, June 21, 2006
♥ 1:59 PM

a long time ago, when ruth had no jiji and was INNOCENT, piggie loved her.

then one day, when ruth SUDDENLY had a jiji, piggie changed its mind!

hahahahahahha. see; your my beloved pig is still alive!


♥ 1:28 PM

tomorrow.
ahhhhhhh.
everybody who is anybody is going to be at lisa's house.
but i'm gonna be a nobody cause i'm stuck at hong kongg
ahhhh.
ahhhhhh ahhhhh ahhhh.
nevermind. (:
4 something i am going to call your house lisa.
i dont care.
(:

Tuesday, June 20, 2006
♥ 12:12 PM

It's hard to believe
that I couldn't see
you were always there beside me

Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
But you were always right there beside me
This feeling's like no other
I want you to know

I've never had someone
That knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone
As good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before I finally found
What I've been looking for

Ohhh
So good to be seen
So good to be heard

Don't have to say a word
For so long I was lost
So good to be found

I'm loving having you around
This feeling's like no other

I want you to know
I've never had someone
That knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone
As good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before
I finally found
What I've been looking for


i cant wait for high school musical;
thank goodness for youtube. (:

♥ 10:54 AM

i'm gladd i was in the green group today
cause we kicked butt
and this way i know for sure;
i'm not a bitch.

♥ 10:36 AM

today for pe we played gladiators.
its like paint ball,
we switch off all the lights and put up maps,
to help you hide.
i was in green and we lost 3 rounds, won one round.
the first game, i managed to go all the way up.
but then everyone started charging towards me with balls.
and when we finally won,
we were soo happy and shouted like mad.
it was soo fun and we ran about like crazy
for like a whole hour and a half.
then, for drama, we finally had our performances.
and i think we kinda sucked
but it was still nice, cause of all the props and everything.
and everyone was so excited.
math, we had inter-class competition.
and man, the other class owned us
we lost by like.. eleven points.
then had to stay back for the english project.
complete waste of time.
and when we going off, i told james,
hey, can you let make take the first cab?
and he was like, yeah sure, whatever
but he ran all the way down while i walked with asia.
and when i got to the carpark,
he was signalling for a cab
and i was like thinking,
what the heck.
but then, at the very last minute,
he stood up and pointed to the back.
and it was only then that i realized,
there was another cab there.
but oh my gosh, he was so nice.
and i remember when we were younger,
i asked him once, what does W.W.J.D. mean?
cause he was weraing a bracelet that said that
and he told me, What Will James Do
and i actually believed him,
till the next day, he told me the truth.
haha.
&& i miss ode soo much!
to think it was only a week ago that me, isaac and everyone else was still playing with him.
ahhhhh.
and he's so cute (:
i bet you, you've never seen a cuter baby.

Monday, June 19, 2006
♥ 1:44 PM

RUTHIE
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT RIGHT
SO NEVERMIND,
SHHHH.
I WONT TELL ANYONE.
I KNOW, YOU KNOW,
ONLY THE BOTH OF US KNOW,
CAN ALREADY;
( BUT NOW THE WHOLE WORLD WILL KNOW )
THAT YOU HAVE A ji ji!
SHHHHH.
CANNOT USE CAPITAL AND LET EVERYONE KNOW OK?
ITS OUR LITTLE LITTLE LITTLE SECRET.
AIYAH. SO SAD LEH.
WHY YOU HAVE AH?!
WAHH. LUCKY I DONT HAVE.
HAHAHA.
thanks for cheering me up. (:
i loveeeeee you.
p.s. dont kill me.

♥ 1:15 PM

God bless the broken road
I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you


Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you


I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true


Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
(:

♥ 11:27 AM

i am so scared;
i really truly am.
i've never been this scared and
i dont even know how to explain it
its not supposed to happen like that
it isnt.
do come home.
please do.

♥ 9:01 AM

love just is;
whatevever it might be

♥ 8:20 AM

this year's father's day sucked so bad
everything went wrong,
right from the start.
mom and dad got into such a big fight
it was so scary to just listen
they shouted so loud and furiously,
like never before.
then they refused to talk to each other
and got short-tempered with everyone else.
its father's day;
why cant they be happy like last year.
why cant everything be like last year,
when they never fought.
perhaps it started when we were about to move
and they couldnt decide what to bring over.
and then that stress just continued;
because it was such a tough time.
but if..

Sunday, June 18, 2006
♥ 2:03 PM

people are like stained-glass windows;
they sparkle and shine when the sun is out,
but when the darkness sets in,
their true beauty is revealed only from within.

♥ 5:43 AM

okay, sarah,
i'm going to be direct this time for the very last time:
i'm sry that i bothered you today,
and i will not again,
you can walk away,
but u will leave footprints,
if u go on to be happy without me,
u r extremely welcome;
u don't know the real me,
my footprints are slowing fading away,
and we are going on,
to the future,
where your footprints will go to the left,
and mind will go to the right.
Just bear in mind,
u will be welcome to come with me,
but also very welcome to go away.
Please don't pretend,
cos it would hurt me more,
and please don't do that.
Writing and saying and meaning is different,
very different.
They can be identical;
yet they can be opposites.
They can be nice,
yet they can hurt.
Saying or writing: michelle, luv u forver <33>
perhaps can even be done without thinking,
but it can hurt a lot.
thanks for being a great friend,
thanks for caring,
thanks for all those times we had in chinese,
thanks for the laughter we had together.
thanks for signing my yearbook,
just because i told you to.
you can love clara, natasha, claudia, lisa, and everyone but me;
i have my own friends,
and i can accept that.
i can get on with my life,
and make new friends,
friends who like me for the real me,
friends where i can be the real me,
where i can be free from stress and fear--of losing you.
Please, don't pretend,
cos i will find out--i will.
DON'T EVEN TRY!!!
Thanks for being considerate and honest.
my true friends are the ones who like me for who i am,
and i will be nice to her,
you all know who she is.
i love you, valerie, thanks.
Michelle
p.s. sry sarah,
but i really have to say this to you,
and here is the end of me bothering u.
u will be welcome to be my friend,
if ever you want to,
(pls don't pretend) even if i am not yours,
or part of your "gang".
Thanks.



i'll say it once,
i'll say it twice.
but that's it; i'm telling you.
thats it.
if you dont want me to be your friend; say so.
i never did anything to hurt you
i wanted to be your friend.
remember?
i told you so in chinese
but hey. obviously you dont trust me.
i said
"sry. i'll wait for you to go for lunch"
and you insisted i dont.
you ask me to be your friend,
your true friend.
and hon, i try to.
but you keep pushing me away
where did i go wrong,
when all i did was to try and make you smile.
so what is it that you want from me?
my heart i gave you;
my trust, i did too.

i'm sorry michelle.
their my friends.
what so wrong with talking to them?
they dont mind that i'm talking to other people
they didnt even say they hate you
and
just cause i can smile and stand their guts
doesnt mean i dont want to be your friend
it doesnt mean i dont have feelings
it doesnt mean i cant tell right from wrong.
they are nice, you know that?
they care too.
but hey, you turn tables round love,
its all my fault right?
and i'm sorry.

and i wanna be your friend.
so at the very least tell me what i did instead of sticking it up my sorry face.


Saturday, June 17, 2006
♥ 2:52 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HORNY!
I WANTED TO JUST POST UP ONE PHOTO
BUT SINCE YOU LOVE THE CAMERA SOO MUCH,
THAT IS KINDA IMPOSSIBLE TO DO
AND SO I HAVE CHOSEN MY FAVOURITE PICTURES AND POSTED THEM
AND BE THANKFFUL THAT THE ONE TAKEN AT YOUR HSE WITH YOU LAUGHING ISNT HERE. (:

look closely at that picture; its you seated and jin pushing you at the airport, before we went to eat swensens. (: remember how fun it was; running about everywhere, trying to eat chips at the same time?
that is you and jia. dont ask me what you guys were trying to do. i was only in charge of taking the picture. look at jia's face. HAHA.
this one was taken when you stayed over at my house. ahhh. look at my roooom. i miss it sooo much! anyway, do you know what shirt you were wearing? its the " damn right i'm good in bed " shirt. HAHAH. and we had to persuadde my mom before she let us watch BARBIE in her room. (:
chinese new year. clement and nicole were trying to hit you while you were soo engaged in the magazine cause shawn and joshua were in it, for i not stupid 2. and then later you guys went into the pillow fight. hahah.HAHA. i loveee this one cause YOU LOOK LIKE RUDOLPH. hahaha. i am FOREVER going to keep this picture. and next time, i can show it to your HUSBAND on your WEDDING DAY. hahhaa.

CHLOE GAN; HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

YOU ARE, FINALLY, THIRTEEN!

yay! i hope you liked your present

and see you soon. (:



♥ 2:29 PM

ah ruthie make me do this. :(
Bold ( RED ) the statements that are true to you.
Italics ( BLUE )the statements that you wish are true.
Leave the fibs alone. Then stab 10 people to do the same test. (:
wait i'm adding one more rule -
if its half true, make it purple.
I miss somebody right now. DUH YOU GUYS LA
I dont watch TV these days. NO TIME. SO SAD
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana. NO WAY
I have been in a threesome. EWWW
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. HAHAHA. WOULD BE SO FUN
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. NEVERRR (:
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. YEAH. ALOT ALOT.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart. duh =p
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes. SOMETIMES ONLY
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. i ALWAYS need money!
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. lol yeah. i sometimes
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas. TOO YOUNG LA CAN
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. EWW GROSS
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. SOO TRUE
I like the way i look. YEAH. GOD MADE ME AND I LOVE GOD. (:
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. HAH. YEAH ITS REALLLYYY HIDDEN
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends. how much is your alot?
I am currently single. whooooo! haha. lets see how long i'll last~ ((:
I have pecked someone of the same sex. i was YOUNG and INNOCENT back then
I enjoy talking on the phone. I LOVEEE IT
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat. depends la
I dont hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. I HOPEEE SO (:
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone. WHO DOESNT?!
I believe in God. yesyesyes <3
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future. YES. AT LEAST THREEE. (:
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. not ALOT ALOT, but yeah la. ALOT.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. HECK NO. I'M NOT MAD!
I am shy around the opposite sex. HAHAHA. I WISH
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. DOESNT REALLY COUNT
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. NO WAY!
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. GROSSGROSSGROSS
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment. i dont even know!
I'm obsessed with guys. I AM INNOCENT. MUHAHHA
I love hugs.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I''m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant. I WISH
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I am a chocoholic.
I love kisses. I DO I DO!!
I fall for the worst people. I DO DONT I?!
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner. GOTH ALL THE WAY
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. NOW THAT WOULD BE SO GREAT
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. THEY HURTT
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions. THATS ALOT LA CAN
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. AS FRIENDS
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
WHOEVER WANTS TO DO IT (:

♥ 9:59 AM

REPLY TAGS ( ruth, so that you can SEE IT )
here goes nothing..
by the way, i absolutely cannot stand doing this.
ah wei: eh spell wrongly la.
xi nan: HAHAH. i loveeeee that picturee can?! its soooo nice! and you look sooo good. (: but dont so ZILIAN LA CAN. hahah. =p I LOVE YOU TOOO
diondra: lol. sorry la. spell wronly. i write your name but thinking of lisa mah. hhahh.
emily: hellllllooooo. (:
bill: HAHAH. thankkkk youu. and that fact is digusting.
ah wei: hahah i agree with you.
lisa: AIYAH NEVERMIND LA. such a nice sirname. MUST SHARE WITH EVERYONE. (:
bill: lol. thanks.
jia ying: I KNOWWWW! NICE AH?! and nevermind la. next year can do ok? its ok. cheer up and at least your on POINTEEEEES! i love poointeees soooo much. they are SO cool.
yingbin: nopeeee. take in singapore one. longg time ago. lol
amanda: aiyahh. nevermind la. type wronlyy.
bill: hello AGAIN
diondra: AHHAHA. YUPPP. but now you in dont-know-where leh. :( so sadd. next time must call you guys and TALK TALK TALK TALK again ok?! wheeeee. (:
ruth: eh RUTHIE. i tag you sooo much more than you tag me la can. SOMEMORE I SO NICE TO YOURS-NOW-MY PIG HORR. hmphhh. xoxo
jia yu: hahah nevermind. (: i also forgot your password liao. heee.
michelle: yes michelleee. and we SO have to watch wws together k?!

Friday, June 16, 2006
♥ 1:41 PM

i spent most of yesterday on the computer yesterday,
talking to that isaac.
he INSISTS that ode is his when OBVIOUSLY
ODE IS MINE! (:
and i was my report todayy
it is surprising GOOD
at least i think so; because i barely cared at all
i got all 6s and one 7
and 7 is full marks!
and to top it all off,
I GOT YEAR'S ACCOMADATION!!
WOOHOOOO.
i was sooo shocked and happy when i first saw it.
and i think mrs chadwick was happy too
haha. she like came up to me, hugged me and asked me if i was happy.
and when i first entered the classroom today,
for the first class, homeroom doesnt count,
some of them was like all
SHE'S BACK
and they started to sing shady's back
hahah it was so cute.
and p.e was soo fun
even though we had badminton,
it rocked.
i was with kevin
and we both arent really good
and we lost to EVRY SINGLE match except against natasha and tiffany
ahahha. by 1 point. lol
but then like
we make up excuses to try and get more points
and whenever we DO get a point,
we get so happy and go YAY
and stuff
ahha.
and when we played against jody, she was sooo good
and kevin suddenly turned to me and went
"eff you jody"
and i know its bad
but it was sooo funny
and we were like so.. GAY
yes. gay.
i dont even know why we were so happy la can.
all the opposite teams thought we were mad
but natasha and tiffany were the funnest to play against cause
well cause they are funny and we all ended up laughing
but kevin and i werent all THAT bad;
most of our loses were just by ONE point!
one miserable point
haha.
then when we had finished playing against all the other teams,
we were like oh shoot.
we're definitely gonna lose
but then..
WE SAW NATASHA'S AND TIFFANY'S SCORE
and we were soo happy cause they were worse then us;
they didnt even win ONE GAME.
so we rushed up to them and kept cheering for the opposite team like crazy.
natasha got so pissed with me and she started tickling me SO hard till i was practically rolling on the floor.
but yyay. we didnt end up last after all.
we were SECOND LAST!
AND THAT ROCKS (:

Thursday, June 15, 2006
♥ 8:14 AM

DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME
IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME
THEN GIVE ME SOME TIME
church camp was
awesomeness
so awesome that i dont wanna go back to school,
even if it is only for one week
so awesome that i lie in bed and think about it for soo long,
wishing for it to come back.
so awesome that i would scarifice anything if i didnt get to go.
on the first day i reached,
which was one day earlier than the rest,
nicole and the adults werent there yet
so we went up to our room first
then like.. 10 minutes later,
they came and so me and jin went to look for them at the lobby.
i was soo happy. (:
after that, we went to racky around,
get everything ready.
we still had some time so went shopping
but no one really bought anything.
except for nicole la
then at night, we went to this open air restaurant
where i saw the cutest boy on the planet
his eyelashes are soo long, those of which to die for
and we said hello and sat away.
but i kept looking at him and he waved. (:
the next day, we woke up early to go to the gym
but nicole and jin cannot use the equipment
so they just fooled about
and if they are folling around,
how am i to concentrate?!
so i went to play with them.
then i took off my shoes to use the barre
and jin told nikki to tie my shoes together
i have no idea what she heard but..
she tied her shoe to mine.
hahah.
then jin was like WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!
and we all ended up laughing
so then she tied my shoes together but when she showd it to me,
she pulled them too hard and they became undone.
i was like laughing so bad and sijin just snatched it away and tied it himself
and for the rest of the day, the both of them continued to flirtt.
but to give them credit, they were doing it innocently,
hahaha.
around noon, the first batch of people came
of all people, they just HAD to be joshua, bryan and fat mouse
i was soo hoping it would be chloe.
then wait soo long but still no sign of her
i got tired of waiting and was chased to go eat
but then, my mother came running to tell me that chloe was here
i was SO DELIGHTED; i dropped my food and ran after her.
and when i saw horny, i screamed,
she screamed, we all screamed.
people were looking at us but heck la
then mark was there and he was like giving us the
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM eye
haha.
then later that day we basically just got settled in and played played played.
we didnt even sleep till sooo late.
the third day for me, second for the rest,
had to wake up SO early.
but we couldnt wake up and so we decided not to go for prayer.
during tea, i saw ode and i was sooo happy.
i played with him for a bit
but then not much time.
then, during lunch i talked to Dr. Tan
and he asked for mine and horny's names.
when he heardd my name, he was like..
ohhh you're the one who likes ode very much right?
oh man. i was sooo delighted.
then that night had the campfire
i thought it was so lame la can
but i didnt want to go watch football cause must support my team right.
the next day, during tea again,
ODE KISSED ME AND I KISSED HIM.
WOOHOOO.
his mother saw and was like
i saw you kiss my son ah
you interested in him is it?!
then i laughed and said VERY INTERESTED LEH
think i got hope not?
and she laughed
and said i shall think about it
lmao. ((:
then during lunch, when i was walking out,
ODE WAVED TO ME!
so of course i reached out and held his hand
but the, the SAD SAD SAD part is that nicole said that he wiped HIS hands after.
and like HELLO.
his hands were the ones that were SO dirty la
i didnt even wipe MY hands he dare to wipe his hands!
later, i went swimming and when i came back,
he was playing snooker with his father and the helper
lol. he is SOOOO CUTE!
then that night, have family night
so i went up to ODE and asked if i could carry him
then we went to look at the fishes and play snooker
weeeee soo much fun. (:
lol then eat eat eat then finish eating i went to get him to go play
then i saw ann, she sprained her leg so we wanted to go see her
but then isaac in front of her
and ask me to let him carry ode.
MY DEAR PRECIOUS ODE
and that was the end of me and ode.
SO SAD LA CAN : (
BUT
it was the start of me, ode AND isaac.
sighh. haha.
then follow isaac all over the place with ode
but ryan was also there
and ODE WAS JEALOUS OF RYAN LA
so obvious to see
haha. so young so jealous
very funny to watch them
then that isaac like dont care like
hahaha.
so that night was filled with
playing snooker, feeding fishes and watching the fishes swim and swim and swim and swim
how fun. (:
the next day, during lunch,
me and isaac walked about the food area with ode
cause at first ode wanted cake
but then cannot what right
so we had to convince him to eat rice
isaac carried him and i took the rice and fed him
then we let him try pasta
but he didnt like it so he took it with his hands
and spat it back into the tray
and nicole, who was behind me was like all grossed out
but he was SO cute
and we managed to make him eat fish and rice.
soo happy. (:
lol. then at night,
we played with him alot alot alot again
he went on stage
but then never practice so just anyhow dance
but wah seh
SO CUTE LEH
can die ah.
everyone was like laughing at his cuteness
* swoons *
and i had to ran ran ran after him that day
actually not i had to la.
but i wanted to. cause he is SOOO cute
i think by now you already get his cuteness right.
then the next day, is the last day already
i so sad la
i wanted to escape from hong kong
for as long as possible
then end out so short
arghh
but veryy fun la.
but it was soo hard to say goodbye to ode
cause he is SOOO CUTE.
and i cried like shit that day la can
cause i was soo sad
and i didnt want to go back to hong kong
everyone gets to have fun
and be happy
why cant i?
but then also no choice la.
must still go back to hong kong.
somemore pastor phillip come and talk to me,
say cannot make everyone upset
so must listen to him right..
then my mother told me that alot of people say she must let me EXPRESS MYSELF.
muhahahahaha. that means that she HAS to listen to me cry and whine non-stop,
as i LOVEEE to do.
it makes me feel better. ((:
during lunch, i fed ode!!
but then isaac just sit there and eat HIS chicken rice
somemore i'm the one that has been DEPRIVED of chicken rice for SOOO long la.
he still so happy just sit there and look at ode. hmph.
haha. but i dont mind; ode is sooo cute
can sacrifice for him. (:
when ode was gone, me and chloe went to sit by the pool side
so nice. hhaha.
so fun, just talk and talk
then, before she left,
guess whose sweater was found?
PHILEMON'S
hahahah.
then SOMEBODY had to insist that she had to take it and probably HUG IT NON STOP
ahha. woooot.
then i went up to look for jin who was sick in bed and not too long after,
we headed for the airport and
it was the end of the church camp.

Thursday, June 08, 2006
♥ 3:00 PM

happy birthday xi nan!
i'm posing this early but putting it as the actual time k?

i just wanna let you know;
that i love you soo much and

that i would never forget your birthday.
thank you for always being there for me.
your the bestest friend anyone could ever have.
no matter where i am,
or where i go,
i shall always remember you.
i shall always remember the time where we talked for hours,
teased meng luck,

gossiped about everyone else..
and so much more,
like the delicious cheesecake and otah

that i loved so bad,
like getting jing xiang's picture from mark,
like copying each other's homework,
and talking about cute boys.
oh and also of our music presentation.
i love you so much ah nan.
i do i do i do.
thanks for always updating me with all the nice juicy stuff,
and the wasting of money on the phone
when i was in singapore and you had the chicken pox.
i loveee you so much.

xoxo

p.s. she sucks you rock!

♥ 1:14 PM

later going to call lisa again
YAY
must wish xi nan happy birthday
and people,
please tag me and tell me what is happening k?
so that then at least i can keep up.
thankks. (:

♥ 12:22 PM

are you excited xi nan?
your birthday is coming in like..
3 hours!!!
i think i'm more excited bout tomorrow then you la can.
i'm packing now..
ahh.
so messy.

♥ 11:34 AM

church camp is comingggg
TOMORROW
yayayyyay.
i'm so excited.
i've been practically bouncing since this afternoon.
(((:

♥ 9:33 AM

"What would you do if 4 just professed his/her undying love for you:
(Siyin) HAHA.HAHA. LIKE SHE WILL? actually she did before la haha.. i will erm.. break up the u-noe-who and accept her? haha.. no way la.. i will reject her straight. hahaha.."
DIONDRA OON.
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THAT?!
WANT TO REJECT ME?!
YOU KNOW LIKE THAT MY HEART WILL BREAKK ONE LEH!
SOMEMORE HOR, WHEN DID I EVER PROFESSED MY UNDYING LOVE FOR YOU?!
meanie. =p

♥ 8:54 AM

today was a wacky day
ups and downs
cause she makes my mind go up and down
in class she'll nod at me
and sometimes talk to me
but cant she tell that thats not enough?
cant she tell that her other friends dont care?
but she keeps trying and trying,
till one day she's gonna be so exhausted
and by then, i'll be done waiting
to be that friend who wants to help her.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006
♥ 2:59 PM


happy birthday tony and ricky
you guys are 4. (:
i love you so much
more than you can imagine.
"siyin, i love you"

♥ 12:23 PM

today for d.t
i finished like soo many things
all thanks so natasha who helped me on my wire and
valerie who helped me SO much by running about the whole classroom,
asking for stuff and helping me put together everything.
thanks soo much.
i think i have to stay back one of these days to finish everything up.
which hopefully wont be much of a problem..
but i'm really glad that i finished up so much of my d.t
now just the prob and a TINY bit of the circuit left!
YAY. (:


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