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Friday, December 30, 2005
♥ 12:32 PM

give it up girl
you know you cant have him.
cause he's mine
and you know it.

dont fight it
let him go
its gonna be ugly
if you dont.

is it him you
wanted so bad?
that you were
willing to hurt me
and loads of others
in the process?

or was it that
you were missing
the sweet taste of revenge
cause i seemed to get
everything you wanted?

till this day
i dont know
what i did wrong,
what i did that caused you to
jump at the chance.

as i lie in bed
night after night
i ask myself
was it me?
or was it that you just
didnt feel loved enough?

i pray
that perhaps one day,
you'll just know that you hurt me
more than you imagined.

cause you'll never
know how it feels;
how i felt
when i loved him.

oh yeah.
i loved him so.
but perhaps we werent
meant to be.

he showed me
in ways he does not know
that i was much too young to love
no matter how much
my heart ached for him.

i will be forever thankful,
whether i show it or not,
even if he hasnt a clue.

in my heart
i know the truth
the truth that no one
else knows.
the truth
that causes
my tears to drop
and
my heart to shatter.

you say you've
gone through all this
but have you?
do you know
what i feel?
I dare say you dont.

♥ 9:55 AM

today, i went to cedar for the camp thingy. it was wayy fun. the cedarian cheer is like.. totally whacked and the leaders played where's the peanut, turning it to a really really disgusting song. but haha. it was fun.

when we were sorted out to our classes, i was kinda bummed. lisa was in 1c. sara and ellyn in 1p, bella and clare in 1a. i was with a girl from 06 in 1i though. yeahh. i think.

recess was quite fun. i managed to talk to lisa for abit and i made quite a few friends. the girls in my class are all sincerely nice. really. but it was rather comical to see each other trying desperately to remember each others name.

then, the teachers told us about the rules and stuff, including how to choose your cca. when she had finished talking, we were allowed to go and look at the cca booths in the, if i'm not wrong, courtyard.

it was wayy fun and everyone was giving out free bookmarks and stuff. me and lisa signed up to try out for tennis. and we, or rather i, told like.. the rest of the booths that we went to that i would be there. heehee. but really. the free stuff were real nice.

me and lisa were like runnigni about all over the place, looking at the booths. we had soo much fun. but, its a must for a sec 1s to try out for track and field and choir. bummer. i totally cannot sing. i shall go act innocent and use the worse voice i have to sing. arghh. i'm soo gonna bomb at the auditions.

but, it was still fun, running about the whole place, JUST for the free stuff. heehee.

then, i ran to kay's house and was so happy that i started jumpinh up and down. then, i quicked went to rinse and went to j8 to watch family stone.

me, shyuan and min sat together, while jia and ting sat opposite us with the 3 adults behind them. during the show, i looked at min at a really awakard part and she like.. was so scared and i ACCIDENTALLY snorted.

yi shyuan was like laughing and laughing. she told me to do it again so when it was VERY quiet in the whole cinema, i snorted. i simply snorted. haha. jia turned to look at me and the guy in front of us got a shock. haha. the 3 of us started laughing our heads off.
i sank down the seat and was like.. the only laughing after a period of time so i was.. real loud.

beware friends : go to the cinema with me at your own risk! hah.

Thursday, December 29, 2005
♥ 12:25 PM

top five reasons why it sucks to be me
1. i dont get what i want. ( who does )
2. the guys i am interested in seem so.. dense.
3. my friends can be SUCH copycats.
4. my OTHER friends are wayy too nice to me, causing me to feel bad like.. all the time.
5. my brother drives me insane.
top five reasons why it rules to be me
1. God made me.
2. some of my friends just rock. they seriously rock. they are like.. there for you just because they are your friends. <3
3. SOME boys are quite nice. but i am strictly off boys now.
4. it DOES help to have a brother to keep me company when i'm bored.. etc.. also to be able to take his nice stuff.
5. i am quite lucky eh?

♥ 12:08 PM

on tuesday i went to try my school uniform. they were sincerely.. horrid. and over sized. seriously. and, my mother refused to let me buy textbooks. i mean, even though it IS only for about 3 months, cant i buy at least SOME? my favourite part of a new school year is all the school books. and she is DEPRIVING me of them. the people there must have thought we were crazy. most moms LOVE to buy kids their school books.. you know? geesh.

after getting the stuff i wanted/needed from cedar, i went to j8 cause kay was meeting shyuan and min to watch naria. so, we walked about for abit before meeting up with them. then i went home and went on the com.

then, later that night, my whole family went to seletar. i went to swim while the other 3 went to the gym. bor-ing! they took soo long la can.

then we went home and i went on the computer somemore. after, i watched tv until like 1 something then i went to bed.
at night, i went to kay's house to stayover cause i hhave to go to cedar tomorrow morning at 7.20. i doubt i can wake up. arghh.

♥ 9:51 AM

on monday morning, when i woke up, sijin and chloe were watching austin powers and nicole had already gone to shower. when i finished watching it, i went outside to watch the other two play ps. nicole had gone for her friend's party. soon, it was time for lunch. after lunch, we got ready and then left for uncle willam's house.

when we got there, me and chloe watched get over it, followed by chicken rice war. the maid there had made curry puff for the adults which tasted real good so me and chloe helped ourselves to some. hee.

then, when chloe was in the toilet, me and sijin was trying to unlock the door. but she figured that it was us and started chasing us around
in the house. haha.

soon, it was time to go to min's house for the performance. when i got there, i quickly went to help aunty jeanne feed anthony and alaric while i waited for my dinner to be ready. then, i ate with the twins. once everyone was done eating, we went for our last minute rehersal.

sijin had to dance to the ozone song and so when anthony heard it, he was like.. ' hey! thats the chicken little song! ' not bad eh?

surprisingly, russell came to their house to drop off gingerbread cookies for the 4 older ones and a present for kanghao. the gingerbread cookie looked really cute. really. he and kanghao went outside to talk. the kids were like so embarrassed cause they like had to shake their butts. they were all laughing. in the end, we decided to ask russell and kanghao to help us throw down balloons from the 2nd level.

then, the performance started. the adults were quite happy really. the aunties had to all do a dance. and so they sang jingle bells and used tissue paper to dance about. haha. everyone was luaghing till we could laugh no more.

once that was done, we had a little quiz for the adults. it was a crossword puzzle. but ALL the adults were like.. cheating. looking at each other's paper. except for uncle john and my dad and i think aunty boon keng. but really, the rest all cheated. and their not really good at cheating either!

after, we opened our presents and everyone was happy. we got russell a present as well. i think he kinda felt out of place. but we really didnt have any clue that he would be going.

♥ 7:02 AM

after the ' party ' we went to my godparent's house to open up all the presents and ate our so-called dinner. we waited for chloe and nicole and their parents to come before we opened our parents. and lucky for us, they came just when we were counting down. so, we opened our presents in a rush and were all like.. very happy.

we had sparklers, if that's what you call them, and so the younger kids went outside to play. when they were done, we played pictionary. children against adults. the kids LOT. hah. but only by like.. 2 squares. unfair. and plus, uncle kee hock cheated!!!

at about 3, we all went home. i packed my room till it was like.. 4 and then went to sleep.

the next day, my family went to church. only chloe's and eugene's families were there from the cell group so the kids got to choose where to go and eat. chloe and sijin INSISTED on going marchee. so, we ended up there, spending LOADS of money. hee.

then, i went home to pick up some clothes and went off to stay at chloe's house. when we first got there, we decided to watch cellaur. i was jumping up and down due to my nervousness. lame. i know.

after that, we watched blue demon. when it was done, we were kinda bored with watching television so i went to use their laptop while nicole used the house computer. chloe and sijin were on the play station.

when we had finished eating dinner, we took turns to shower and then watched sweet home alabama together, jake is super super cute in a rugged sorta way la can.

me and nicole then decided to watch the sisterhood of the travelling pants. like 15 minutes into the show and nicole told me she was going to sleep. and so i kinda like got ready to sleep. sijin and chloe came into the room and they turned off the television.

♥ 4:20 AM

on friday, i went to cedar to report for the thingy. i went with kah eng and clare was on the bus. so, we all walked into cedar together. we went to register and then went to the hall to hear a longg speech. i wasnt really bothered. i mean.. its a girls school. hello?!

after, i went out with the adults and then they dropped me off at clare's house. we were supposed to go to mrs soh's house but then she had something on so we decided to go to heartland mall.

we walked around for abit before heading to kfc to sit and talk and old paper stars for like.. close to 2 hours. then i had to go meet kevin and she had to go home.

when i got home, i quickly headed to shyuan's house, where everyone was. we were supposed to all go to the expo for a christmas concert by kevin's church.

when we got there, we found seats and sat down. then kevin asked if we wanted to sit toether. so i was like.. ok la. then we all sat in front of them and his friends. ( jeanne and samuel included ) and it was so embarrassing. really. VERY embarrassing. jin fell asleep. min was so desperate to use her phone to sms her dearest prince charming. who by the way, doesnt even look good. she was practically begging me to allow her to sms. then, for the second part of the concert, we all changed places and jia sat beside me. she was dying to clap her hands la. the guy was making a speech and she was claaping her hands. alone. no one else. arghh!

on the way back to shyuan's house, we stepped on snails. real life snail.s and there were frogs. talk about gross.

then, we stayed over at shyuan's house and wanted to practice for the performance thingy but when we woke up the next day, we realised we had to go min's house so we all went. we practiced and practiced and practiced, and we finished up the whole performance thingy.
then, we all got ready and went for the ' party ' at my church.

Monday, December 26, 2005
♥ 12:31 PM

on thursday, we got out posting results out. i got into cedar. but who cares if you're only going to do like.. 2 months of schooling? i couldnt even be bothered if i went to a school with no one i knew. maybe i WOULD mind.. yeah.. i think i would.

anyway, i went to school that day and meet a few people.. we all like just sat around and talked. FOR THE LAST TIME. boohoo. so sad. then, russi helped me go around asking the boys and girls to sign the card for mr bong. and then i saw stephen. he dyes his hair. really. personnally, it looks nicer. but i didnt like.. go up and talk to him. i really miss talking to him though. i wonder if he's ok, if he likes his school, if he's appeal is gonna be a success. i miss it all. everything.

then, lisa, diondra and amanda came together. and lisa LOST my present from chelsea. she LOST it!! haha. its ok la lisa. i'm an understanding person. heh. soon, it was time to go line up. mr bong gave us a letter, saying that we wouldnt have anymore ppps. hah. i'm gonna miss him. mr bong, i mean. when lisa found out which school she was going to, she was practically screaming. sadly. while i, on the other hand, was soo happy. what kind of friend am i?!

then, when i got my report book, lisa was happier. sara and clare also got into the same school. but then jia ying didnt. i think we were all pretty bummed out. no jia ying!!

then, we just stood around talking to each other. i went to talk to mr bong and he was really nice. he even gave me his e-mail. i am soo going to e-mail him. then, sara's parents gave me and jia ying a lift home. they changed car and so me and jia ying were kinda.. amazed i guess. hah.


then, i went home, was drenched, on account of me, sara, jia ying and clare were running under the rain.i went on the computer, had lunch and then went to shower before going on the computer some more.

later in the night, i went out to watch naria. it was.. interesting la.

Saturday, December 24, 2005
♥ 5:17 PM


thats andy roddick. haha. this is just for testing to show minnie that the picture thingy works!

Friday, December 23, 2005
♥ 11:04 AM

on tuesday, i had the computer to myself cause my brother was still sick. at night, we went to marche to eat dinner, to celebrate his birthday. afterwards, we went to mount faber. of all places. the fountains there are soo noisy and i could barely hear lisa, who was talking to me on the phone.

we walked up and up and up, looking at the scenery. which, by the way, doesnt look very good. it really doesnt. i dunno why. but it just doesnt. then, since i was practically grumbling the whole way, we decided to go home.

me and my brother were forced to go to sleep cause we had to wake up super early the next day.

when we came back the next day, we went to minnie's house. we had to do the rehersal thingy for christmas. when we got there, we had lunch first. min told us like.. everything we needed to know. i think she's the one who did the most even though she went away for holiday.

she had the scripts all ready, the dance all prepared, and had even helped the younger kids figure out their solos! so, we started with the practicing. but really, they didnt look as good and as ' together ' as they did before.

after like.. an hour, we all got bored and went on the internet. shyuan found tai jun's e-mail through friendster and min went.. crazy. we added him on msn and then we got tai rong's e-mail from ambra. soon after, tai rong signed in. we chatted and he asked for my number. so i gave him.

then, i went to shower in min's room. and she followed me down. then, tai rong called. seriously. she was practically screaming into the phone. shyuan was like.. hes such a young and innocent boy. leave him alone!

when i had finished showering, tai jun signed in. and min went balastic. seriously. she was soo happy and kept on giggling and screaming. even the adults from the first level could hear her. but, overall, it was fun.

then, tai jun called her and she was over the moon. she was giggling and giggling non-stop. really really non-stop.
at night, we all went online and the ng brothers took turns to go online. we played truth or truth with tai jun and it was quite fun la. but, he didnt want to tell us who he found most atractive in tennis. heh.

Thursday, December 22, 2005
♥ 1:37 PM

remember the class gathering tomorrow at 11.45 people! remember!

♥ 1:25 PM

on monday morning, sara came over to my house and woke me up. arghh. anyway, we were supposed to meet clare at junction 8 at 11 and then the boys at 11.30. so, we quickly went on the computer to find out the timings for the shows and thus decided on pride and predjuice, which, needless to say, the boys disliked VERY VERY much.

we quickly rushed to plaza sing so that we could be on time for the 12mn show. luckily, we were on time. when they heard which show we were watching, they were like demanding their money back. haha. but, it was too late. so, we all went into the cinema.

when the show first started, we all didnt really understand it and were talking among ourselves. slowly, we had a clearer view of the show and it was kinda interesting. at least i think so. i think matthew macfayden is good-looking. oh yeahh.


then, when the show was over, we went to heartland mall. after walking about for abit, i decided to head for amanda's house, where everyone was. everyone as in.. xi nan, zhi wei, charmaine and of course amanda.

amanda meet me in front of parry and then we ran to the playground together. when we got there, we played for abit before it started raining and then we all rushed to amanda's house.

when we got to amanda's house, we all went into a room. i used the computer and stephen told me some major news. that truly hurt. cause amanda couldnt even be bothered to tell me herself. and i think stephen was pretty depressed to. i mean after everything that has gone through, i'm not really surprised why.

anyway, i asked stephen to call me and i went outside to receive the phone call. we talked for quite a while and i dare say i am freaked out by him. he isnt like his normal self i guess. how i wish he was though.

then, after i found out, i like.. had no mood liao.. i think zhi wei kinda realised i was abit on the upset side. either that or she just wanted to go home. anyway, we went home together, crossed the road together. then, i walked home. ALL THE WAY HOME. haha.

when i got home, i was told that my brother was having gastric. so, my parents and i went to the nearby food court, the one opposite the school, to eat. then, when i came back, i went to watch the television till like.. late. then i went to sleep. haha.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005
♥ 9:59 AM

exactly 3 years ago, on this very date, i cam back to singapore from hong kong. yea. its been 3 years.

♥ 9:49 AM

on saturday, i went for ballet early in the morning. however, there was no ballet. holiday. hee. before going home, i went for breakfast with my dad. when i got home, i went on the computer till it was quite late and then went on the piano to practice.

then, i had to go to church, which meant skipping tennis. alot of people where there and guess what? my grandmother accepted christ. yuppie. i saw my brother and he was seriously having loads of fun. all the people in the youth camp looked liked they were having a blast.

the next day, i went for piano in the morning and then went for church. chloe was finally back from australia. after like.. 3 weeks.

clement, a old friend, who is also in our bible study group, was also in church. normally, he goes to another church. his grandmother was getting baptised do his whole family went to our church, which is also their old church.

they were going for the chinese ministry and so we all decided to go in with them. but really, i didnt understand much. i understood VERY little. so, me chloe and her sister, nicole, decided to go up stairs for the english service. i was so tired i fell asleep while listening to the precher. nicole was like " wake up! "

afterwards, when we were going for lunch, i told chloe that i was so tired that i had slept. nicole was like the guy beside you knew that you were sleeping! chloe quickly asked me, between her laughter, " do you know him? " i said no and she was like.. so lucky. later he tell your parents. haha.

after lunch, they all came to my house. i was so tired so i told them that i was going to go sleep. chloe said she wanted to sleep too so i pulled out a matteress from underneath my bed and she slept there. before we slept, we were all laughing. i really forgot how i managed to sleep, with us all laughing so badly.

♥ 5:01 AM

on friday morning, i surprisingly woke up beofre 12. the first thing i did, obviosuly, was to go on the com. and guess what?! zhi wei aka. ah wei was FINALLY online. i hadnt talked to her for the longest longest time.

anyway, we played truth or dare with loads of other people and it was really quite fun. oh, and it was my brother's birthday, so i smsed mark tan, from church, and asked him to wish my brother a happy birthday cause he was also at the youth camp. after spending nearly the whole day on the computer, i went to simon. the kids went and we really had fun.

they had brought their remote control cars so we all went to the backyard and were all running after the cars, taking turns to try it out. jia was the best at controlling the cars. she kept making the cars hit the rest of us.

i have decided, that when the kids grow up, alaric shall be my best friend, which he already is, nicole my girl.friend, and anthony, my boyfriend. however, jia was like.. not fair! hes MY boyfriend, so, i went to ask anthony. he sai he was going to have 2 girlfriends. haha.

and then, when it was 9, i watched the very last epsoide of the dancing show. i was practically crying for yoyo la can. when the show was over, my mom and yi shyuan's mom went for supper. they promised to buy back some food for us.

me, jia and yi shyuan then decided to play monopoly. they had brought it all the way from their house. as we played, i lost really badly. i mean, by the time they had finished their first round, i was only like half done. then, when i finally got to my second round, i landed on all the extra spaces.. you know the ones that you have to pick cards? yeah.. thoses. then, i went into JAIL!! by the time i got out, like.. 3 quaters of the properties were all bought. so, needless to say, i lost.

and as we played, i was in jail for like.. three times.. while shyuan and jia didnt even go to jail! after a while, i decided that i liked staying in jail better than moving about, losing money.

pretty soon, we were all sick of the game and decided to go watch television. we served the channels and agreed to watch the disney movie. before it ended, out moms came back and we got our supper!

after eating and finishing the movie, we decided to play halo. i teamed up with yi shyuan to go against jia. she is really good. but then again, she plays it soo often. anyway, me and shyuan kept dying horribly under the hands of jia.

♥ 4:07 AM

on wednesday night, my parents came back from hong kong. i was watching television so i couldnt really be bothered to go and help them bring in their bags. which is quite alot. they settled down for abit and then went upstairs to their bedroom.

when it was about 1 something, my mother came downstairs to rush me off to bed. i was like.. let me finish! its the last disc! now you see, my mom watched anything. and i mean anything. so, we watched it together! haha. she was pretty engrossed in the show. when it finished, we both went to bed.

the next day, i woke up at around 2. not bad eh? but i DID sleep at like3 the night before. i went on the computer straight away when i woke up. when it was around 3, kay called me and asked me if i wanted to go out with her. of course i said yes la. so, we decided to meet at plaza sing. when we got there, kay insisited on going to pmk to buy more shirts. so, we went in there and started choosing what we wanted. however, my mother or her mother wasnt there to help us pay. so, we reserved them and asked my mother to come down later.

by that time, it was more or less time for ballet. i think i did really well for that i lesson. even though i have no idea why. i think its because the other teacher was coming in to like.. asscess us. before she came, lyn, another girl from my class, was like " she spanks people's thighs. " everyone was kinda laughing. i have a feeling that everyone is afraid of her, even the other teachers.

before my ballet was over, my mother came and went with kay back to plaza sing. they bought all the clothes that we had choosen and guess what? we spent so much that we became members and even had a free pair of cow. haha.

when i was done with ballet, i meet them at the carpark. then we went to pick up my dad cause my parents had a dinner to attend. so, they dropped me and kay at orchard. we walked walked and walked, trying to find a place to have dinner. however, it was soo packed that we decided to just go to kay's house for dinner.

when we reached kay's house, we quickly ate our dinner. it was about 8.30 already. then, we went up to her room, just in time for the show. afterwards, when i had finished showering, we decided to pack her room again.

at around 11, my dad called and told me that they were going to pick me up. before going home, we stopped by the church to peek at my brother, who was at the youth camp. the next day was his birthday anyhow. when we got there, nearly everyone was still up. it looked kinda fun. perhaps i should have gone.

Saturday, December 17, 2005
♥ 8:34 AM

on tuesday night, all my other cousins went to simon for tuition while the younger ones went to play x-box. i decided to stay at the house to watch television. so, first i watched thats so raven, followed by oh carol. then i watched extreme japan and tiramisu. by that time, it was nine and so i watched the dancing show. after that show, i was EXTREMELY bored.

i cant remember what i watched.. i think i just served a few channels. i continused watching television till it was 11 plus. my cousins had all gone for supper, thats why they came back so late. when they got back, i went on the computer for abit. when i was done with computer, they had finished washing up and so we all lay down on the beds and couchs in the living room. we were all planning to sleep outside.

we watched television till we were all kinda bored. some of them had already fallen alseep. i think i was the last to sleep, mostly cause i slept the most the day before and was still WIDE awake. by the time i settled down and actually went to sleep, it was around 3.

the next day, i was the last to wake up. again. everyone was practically FORCING me to wake up. cant they just let me sleep?! but, it WAS close to 12 already. anyway, i played abit of x-box with everyone, but yi shyuan went for her ice-skating class. after a while, i got bored and went on the computer. but then i got bored again and went to watch television. so, i watched television for a whole lot more and waited till yi shyuan came home.

then, we all went swimming together, playing in the water. while we were swimming laps, some guy threw a ball at yi shyuan's butt. she was like.. in pain while i was laughing. her mother started to sorta scold the little boy, but i think their neighbours or something. after swimming a few more laps, yi shyuan complained that her butt still hurt and so, we decided to get up.

when everyone was out of the pool and had all showered, we went to kay's house for dinner cause aunty boon lih had tuition at potong something.. i dont know how to spell. at kay's house, i decided to help her sort out her postcards, which she has MANY of. when me yi shyuan and kay were done with that, yi shyuan said that she wanted to sleep so she just crawled onto kay's bed and went to sleep. see how close we are? we can just sleep on each othere's bed! the younger kids were all watching television.

feeling bored and looking for fun, i asked kay to let me help her pack her room. which is, i must say, rather on the messy side. so, we took out drawer by drawer, wiping off the dust and sorting out everything. it was really fun. i dont know why, but i just like to pack stuff. by the time it was 9, we had finished packing up all her messy drawers. they lokked real neat. she even said that for the first time, she could see the bottem of her drawers. haha.

so, i watched the dancing show and when it was ten, shyuan had awoken and we all went downstairs. the adults had went to jackson, which is pretty near kay's house. after like.. 10 minutes, they came back with our supper. we all quickly ate it up and before we knew it, the food was all gone and it was time to go home.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005
♥ 6:01 PM

today i went to tampanies with kirsten, kay and yi shyuan. when we got there, we decided to go to long john silvers to eat. i think we all had loads of fun. when we were done eating, we went to the arcade. we exchanged $20 dollars and just started playing. its nice to be like little kids, shouting out loud, yelling whenever you like and so on.

after, we went to take neoprints. more. we spent ALOT ALOT of money of neoprints. really we do. but i've realised, the more you take, the nicer they become. so.. who cares how much they cost? yi shyuan said she wanted to become rich and buy a neoprint machine so that she could take neoprints anytime she wanted. and when we gorw up, all the cousins have already decided that we will buy a few houses and tear the walls down. then, we will have one house just for clothes and we can just wear anyone's clothes. we're going to have a LARGE bathroom, which a sink for each and every one of us. pretty cool eh?

since we were ultra bored, we decided to go to toy r us. i wanted to sit on the trolley and asked them to push me around. when we got to on end of the shop, yi shyuan wanted to get on so i was forced to get off my ride. so sad right. anyway, i wanted to push yi shyuan so i made her go around and around. then, we moved on and went to this section where they sold toy animals that, according to yi shyaun, looked really real. kirsten took a snake that can, amazingly, move its selfto and fro. kirsten put it in front of yi shyuan who had no clue that it was a toy. she screamed and flung the snake away and it landed out of the aisle. a man was walking pass and he looked so shocked.

yi shyuan was kinda screaming so i brought her out of the aisle and we made a circle to go back. she was practically hugging the pillar cause she didnt want to go back. we were all laughing and screaming at the same time. when we got there, kay held out a lizard and yi shyuan is really really scared of lizards. everytime she sees one, the chances of her crying is really high. so, yi shyuan just stood up in the trolley and wanted to get down. she was like making rounds in the trolley. but, we stopped soon enough.

then, we went to the airport cause kirsten and her family went off today. at the airport, we decided to go to swensens for desert. outside the swensens, there are banisters which have a hole in the middle. i'm telling you- the hole is just right for anyone's butt to go in. so, i jumped up the banister and started sliding down. it was really fun and yi shyuan was laughing at me cause i had abit of trouble jumping up while she didnt. kay and kirsten were already in swensens. they are the more behaved type. hee hee.

when i finished sliding down, this emm... old man pushing the big bin thingy came around and was like.. you must let go of your other hand so that you can go faster in hokkien and in a nice nice voice. i started laughing and nodded my head.

all too soon, it was time for kirsten to check in. we all gave her hugs and waved goodbye to her and her family.

♥ 5:23 PM

yesterday, i woke up bright and early to go to orchard ( again ). when i got there, i meet my cousin from china and yi shyuan and kay kay. we went walking around.. then we went to taka. at taka, i saw a VERY nice dress which my mother said was wayy too mature. so, we went about looking for other dresses for fiona jie's wedding. kirsten, the girl from china, also bought two dresses for her school's formal stuff.

after that, me and kay went to look at some really nice figurings. after a while, we decided to go for a break and went to get something to eat. we ordered quite abit of food but overall, we all had fun.

once we had finished eating, we went to paragon. on the way in, we saw jeff wang. you know the actor?! anyways.. he's real tall. he was with two other people and he was wearing sunglasses that made him look really ugly. as in really. but i guess when your a actor, you have to do such things to get away from crazy people who will stare their eyes out at you and trail you. ( me ) but my aunts and cousins REFUSED to let me do so. humph.

we were kinda bored with orchard, since they had been there for like.. 3 days straight. so, we all piled into a mini carto go to heartland mall. guess how many of us went in? 7. so, i had to sit in the front with another cousin while 2 adults and 2 teenagers ( i cant call them kids ) sat at the back. me and yi shyuan were really squeeshed but it was really fun. on the way to heartland mall, we saw this old man, shirtless, facing his butt to the road. and he was peeing. i mean really. peeing. me and yi shyuan started laughing till we couldnt laugh anymore. i think the others were asleep. everyone was so dead tired.

at heartland mall, we all just walked about cause all too soon, it was time to go to another relative's house. we all like.. dont really like them. its a really longg story. so we didnt feel like eating much. besides the fact that we were real full. i just lay about on the floor for abit. ( who cares what they think ) and then ate dinner. the adults all made a quick exit cause we were feeling pretty uncomfortable.

once we all squeeshed into the car again, we headed for kay's house. once there, i went to bath. when i was done, yi shyuan's mom sent me home to her house, where i was to spent the night cause my parents are out of town and so i can go wild. haha.

anyway, i watched the 9.00 show and then went on the computer as brandon hong asked me to cause he said he could only talk on the com and not on the phone. oh well.. and then.. the fun began with him. hee hee. he's a nice guy la. really. whoever gets him is really lucky. but you have to be really in love with him before you can actually ' enjoy ' it.

afterwards, kay, shyuan and ting came over. they had gone for supper with kirsten. we set up the beds in the living room ( i got to sleep on the coach! ) and they went to wash up. then, we watched fully loaded : herbie together. during the movie, i was soo tired that i just slept. i was the first to sleep. but i was really really really tired.

the next morning, sijin and jia went out into the living cause they had slept in one of the rooms. they hid underneath yi shyuan's blanket, cause she had gone to her parent's bedroom. they started talking VERY loudly and so i asked them to keep quiet. so, they decide to be ' smart ' and hid under the blanket. and then started talking. agian. i was so pisssed la can. i mean, i was trying to sleep! so, i asked them to go to one of the bedrooms. they pouted and said that there wasnt any rooms free. when there so was. i quickly chased them to the room and went back to sleep.

later, kirsten, my aunts and my grandfather came to yi shyuan's house. and woke me up. so sad. but it was pretty late la.

Monday, December 12, 2005
♥ 2:38 PM

yesterday, i went for tennis. and it was really fun. i've noticed that as each week passes by, we, all the students and the coaches, became really close. we joke about all the time and we always have fun, laughing at each other, lauhging with each other.

my cousins had started walking towards the tennis court without me and so i called for them to wait up. one of the guys from tennis, chris, was having dinner and heard me so was like.. looking at me with his eyes filled with wonder like as though i was crazy. haha.

when i got to the tennis court, we all sat around first, waiting for the coach to instruct us on what to do. kay, who doesnt take tennis, was also there and coach boon was asking her what had happened and so on.. not to long later, ambra came and when she saw kay, she was like.. " CAN I SIGN ON YOUR CAST?! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE?! " of course kay said ok. and so, joyfully, ambra went to take a marker from coach boon. coach boon always has markers to draw on the tennis balls. afterwards, when we had to practice our service, coach boon even signed her cast! and they meet on that day. cool eh?

after we were SO bored with rally-ing against each other, we decided to ask mr boon to drill us. i think he was pretty honoured. we normally dislike drilling. he always gets into a bad modd when he drills us. hee hee.

in the end, he took aside 2 students and asked coach nigel to coach the rest of us. coach nigel said that he wanted to teach us how to do a short shoulder swing. so, he made us run to and fro to catch the balls. he told the boys that if they let the ball bounce twice before catching it, which is a foul, they would have to give him 10 kangaroo jumps. hes really nice to the girls and he really ' takes care ' of all of us.

afterwards, we played 54321, a game where you have to run over to the other end of the court if you win 2 balls. if not, you go back to the end of the queue. i was wearing my new elastic band, which has a bear on it and looks CHAO CHAO cute. my cousins were trying to tell me that it wasnt cute and that it was up-side down. when i was lining up, i was like re-tying my hair over and over again cause sijin kept on messing it up. chris, tai rong and tai rong's cousin were all laughing and tai rong's cousin speaks in a korean accent cause hes from korea and yi shyuan was laughing so bad at him. and all the time, tai jun, tai rong's elder brother ( tai jun is very good at tennis ) was trying to cut the line and go to the front so that he could play again and again. but, he couldnt go over to the other side cause he kept missing the line by a tiny little bit. his brother, cousin and chris were all pretty happy.

one time, when me and yi shyuan went to the back of the line, tai jun was by the lamp post and was bent down, choking.

yi shyuan then asked him what was wrong and he said that he had sallowed a fly. i was like.. so shocked that i started laughing. the girl in front of us, from the earlier class, asked him " what did it taste like? " he replied in a kinda weird tone " it flew right into my throat! i couldnt taste it! " everyone started laughing. he and his brother are really funny. and loveable.

after that, coach nigel made us all pick up the tennis balls in one minute. by accident, i threw a tennis at my brother's private part. he was like.. crouching down. chris was laughing and calling me a pervert. i quickly asked sijin if he was alright and quickly ran off to pick up the balls cause i just knew that he would come after me with another tennis ball. as i ran along and stopped at a corner to pick up the balls, chris came up to me and was still calling me a pervert. i was like.. accident la! he continued laughing till when i was like.. it was an accident!! all the while laughing. then he said " were you trying to find out how strong it was ? " we ended up laughing really loudly. i think my brother was kinda pissed.

when we were done, coach nigel told us that he was going to teach us a game - little red riding hood. we were excited and so all asked him how to play. his games are always fun. anyway, he said the first step to the game was to jump and skip like little red riding hood did when she was in the forest. he made us all go one by one. we all ended up laughing at one another. afterwards, when we could all do it, he told us that the game was to go 5 times to one end of the 2 courts and then back. we were all so tired when we had finished. but, we all had LOADS of fun.


i cant imagine leaving them all, letting them have all the fun.

♥ 8:14 AM

on saturday, me, kay and shyuanie benienie went out with this cousin that came from china on friday night. we first went to bugis. and she bought a necklace and a stuffed toy key-chain. after, we went to plaza sing. where she bought a pair of shoes, 2 stuffed toys, a bookmark and more.

she really spent alot of money. i went home early, but from what i was told, she spent over $300 and still had about $400 left in her wallet. she had bought a ring, which she herself had said that she had no what-so-ever interest on wearing it. she would only put in her room. and there is only 125 of that ring in the whole world, out of that, 5 in singapotre. she bought the last piece. she also bought a coat from fcuk, the french connection, which cost over $100. she just tried it on, looked at herself in the mirror and decided to buy it. insane much?!

anyway, we went to heeren to eat lunch at marchee. we really spent a bomb there. after, we went up to take neoprints. we were supposed to spilt the cost so that everyone would be able to bring it home. and we FINALLY took the neoprint with the bar!! i climbed up ( of course! i've been waiting for this chance for ages ) and after my constant persuasion, they agreed to choose 2 of the pictures that we took with the bar. yuppie! i was soo happy.

after the ' bar-neoprints ', we went to line up for another machine. in front of us, 2 couples were like.. kidding around. one of the guys pushed the other guy, whose name was jonathan, saying " jonathan, ni yao bao wo ji hui hor. " he and another girl, who i suppose, is his girlfriend kept saying that. it was quite interesting. afterwards, when they had finished putting in the money ( you have to put in the money from outside ) they said " wo men she me dou mei you kan dao " and ran away laughing.

of course, i was interested in finding out what was goiing to happen inside!! i poked my head in slightly through the curtain thingy and peeked. my cousin peeked from the other side. they were like so.. intimate with each other la. the guy was holding her waist.. her back.. he even kissed her for one of the pictures!! but.. she wasnt that bad either. she was also like.. holding him. i was practically jumoing up and down, trying to look at them. my cousin who was looking couldnt really see them properly so i kept on telling her what was happening. i was seriously squealing.

when they came out, i didnt dare look at them. so embarrassing mah. when we had finished taking the neoprints and went to decorate them, we passed by them. but since there are two machines to decorate, we had to go to the one beside theirs. as i passed the guy, i was like.. staring at him. with my eyes WIDE open. he, in turn, looked at me with his eyes wide open as well. i think he knows that i was peeking. hee hee.

Saturday, December 10, 2005
♥ 2:19 PM

yesterday, i stayed over at my cousin's house. all of us did actually. we have been making plans to go to one another's house to stay. anyway, when i got there, i asked to go on the computer while the rest were watching wang zi bian qing wa. the younger ones were playing traffic jam actually. the other two older cousins were the ones watching wang zi. half-way through, they decided not to watch anymore and like.. tell each other 5 or more random facts on any topic they chose from. the topics were really weird and slowly, the random facts became weirder and weirder. they became really funny random facts. oh yeah..

then, at 1, we had to turn off the lights so we all got into bed. i had to ask kay a question but she refused to answer me cause she said that we had to keep quiet ( even though everyone was talking ) so, i decided to sms. when i sent the sms, i was like.. i sent the sms already, please reply.. in a soft tone. she just laughed.

after about ten minutes, i asked her.. are you going to reply the sms or not?! she kinda started laughing. when it was.. NOT funny. i really wanted the answer lor.then, i kept on disturbing yi shyuan, who was beside me. i think she was kinda pissed. but in a good way. haha. after a longg time, i decided to go to sleep and so, i said goodnight to everyone, fot like.. the third time and really went to sleep.

the next morning, my brother woke up first. he woke the younger kids and they went to wash up.. etc.. it was nine in the morning and i really felt like sleeping some more. i know he made alot alot of noise cause i heard him. but i really just felt like sleeping.

later on, when i woke up, since there was a huge hole that i kept sliding into, i went onto the huge bed and had it all to myself since the younger ones had gone to our grandparents house. not too long after, the other cousins woke up. i asked if we could watch television and they were like.. why not.. so, we turned on the television and put on wang zi agian. we all watched it and laughed together. we stayed in bed watching television until like.. 1.30, when it was time for lunch.

♥ 12:34 PM

on thursday, when i woke up, i went to watch the television. the old guy from the show died after fighting with his ' son ' and they didnt get to say sorry. it was soo saddening la can. i kept on crying when i watched it and really couldnt stop. i think my maid might have thought i was crazy. anyway, i got kinda moody afterwards cause the show wasnt really going according to what i wanted.

annoyed, i paused the disc and tried to work the computer, which my brother and his friends had supposing-ly hung the day before. dont ask me how they do it. they manage to turn the whole in a mess and even hang the computer. and really, this isnt even the first time. anyway, after i tried to work the computer for like.. the 10th time, i finally got it to work. i was soo happy and called for my brother, telling him that i had managed to work the computer. he, leaving his beloved x-box from upstairs, came running down the stairs and shouting that he had said that he wanted to use the computer for the whole.

i started shouting very loudly. and of course he shouted back. so, we started shouting at each other very loudly until i started crying some more. i got so irritated by him that i let him use the computer, pushing him away while i said good-bye to everyone. crying. i mean really, i was already crying. couldnt he have just gave me the computer?! when i was done, i just went up to my room, locked the door, lay on my bed and cried some more. sometimes, i really think he doesnt care at all.

anyway, after MUCH MUCH persuasion, he finally agreed to give me the computer. a whole hour later. and he didnt even try to work the computer!

♥ 11:09 AM

on wednesday, diondra asked me to go to heartland mall with her since she said that she was bored. anyway, i agreeed and while i was calling my dad to ask if i could go, she told me that bernard was going as well and that she wanted to stalk him. so, while he was walking up and down the mall, her eyes were following him, while she stayed hidden at cold storage. talk about hidden love.

then, when i got to heartland mall, he was walking out. so, i quickly told diondra that i had saw him since we were laredy on the phone. she was like " go after him! " so, having no choice, i waited for her and the both of us gave chase. but, we didnt see him so i had to call bernard. he told us where he was and then said that he was going to 7-11. diondra and me then went into that tiny 7-11 and waited for him. in the middle of the shop was like.. a row of things. so when bernard went in and moved left, we moved right.. etc..

after that, he walked off and was on the way to this playground. diondra insisted that we continue to follow him so i called him and asked him which way he went. bernard, surprisingly, told me the way to the playground and of course, diondra insisted we go. when we got there, bernard was with some other people but i didnt want to go over. we saw a ball opposite the people and diondra said to go to pick it up. when we picked the ball, the people saw us. they started calling me and diondra so we headed towards them. when we got closer, i realised that they were fionella, ying bin, dickson and jonathan. ( the one whose heart was broken by vanessa )

we sat down and talked to them for abit before decing to head back for heartland mall. on the way out, we saw bernard's brother. at first, i didnt know it was him so i like.. kinda stared at him. he was also looking at me and took off his ear plugs and said " you're bernard's friend right? " i was like.. yes.. and started laughing. then i quickly said bye and walked on. me and diondra were laughing alot alot.

after that, we went back to heartland mall and walked for abit more before we both went home.

Friday, December 09, 2005
♥ 3:48 PM

on tuesday, i went out with my mother, my brother, my cousin and her mother. when we met, my mother was already kinda pissed cause of me and my brother. =) when she saw my aunt, she realised that my aunt had not brought her other child, the one who plays with my brother and was.. even more pissed.

after a long long long while, we decided to shop for abit at centrepoint. after walking about the whole mall, my cousin said she wanted to go to wisma. however, we decided not to go and instead, we all took my aunts car to raffles hotel. my aunt had to rush off but my cousin stayed with us. we found a bench outside ' the hour glass ' and sat there. i was so tired after walking for a whole day that i actually slept there. haha.

not too long after, my dad came. we were supposed to go for dinner at one of the restaurants there. when we went in, the food was not ready yet. my cousin went to take a look at the food and when she came back, she was kinda shocked. she said the food looked so good that she didnt dare take it. half-way through dinner, when we were eating dessert, a waitress came up to our table to refill our glasses when she saw my brother trying to eat this.. thing.. in a little cup with a spoon.
she was like.. let me get you a spoon to eat. my brother barely looked at her and said " no thank you ". i burst out laughing. its kinda weird looking at someone eat from such a tiny cup with a huge fork. and plus, the waitress looked kinda surprised that he had said no. as she poured the water, everyone else was like laughing. in the end, she said " i'll just bring you a teaspoon k? " and, above all, everyone was still laughing and yet, my brother was still so blur.

afterwards, we went for a short walk. we saw a fountain and decided to be like ' friends ', splashing ourselves with the water from the fountain. it was fun. really. but, in the end, we got scolded by my dad.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005
♥ 2:17 PM

i've just realised. that no matter what happens in the future, things will probably never be the same. the chances of me ever being able to talk to him like how we used to talk is so darned slim. this is very stupid la. i barely know what i'm feeling know. this is really stupid.

Monday, December 05, 2005
♥ 10:37 PM

i'm so dead. i really cant bring myself to tell you guys the truth. but then, if i did, would you guys.. behave differently? would you guys care?

diondra.. she just did something i longed to do, but knew i couldnt. cause then its not really fair to him. perhaps i ought to tell her. but then, how if, he was so great, that maybe he would be able to last through it? to pull through like i did once before? to hang on to everything, like there was no tomorrow? i wish, everything had never happened. then maybe my life would be back to normal. if only, it didnt happen the first time round. then i could have gotten to known everyone more.

now its like as though i'm torn between two pieces of glass, both equally as beautiful, yet different and unique in its own way. both calling for me, bringing me closer. but yet, perhaps, i could only, or rather can, only chose 1 piece of glass. i can only choose that brighter piece of glass, the one that might just change my life forever, causing me to regret whatever i did before, or whatever i didnt do, causing me to forever treasure whatever i have in my hands, reminding me to work hard, to show everyone what i can do. to prove to all my friends, that i will not forget everything. that i will always keep them deep in my heart. that no matter what, i'll risk everything just for them, just for that 1 special boy. but this time, i cant. maybe if this happened i could have said no, said that i wanted to find another piece of glass, inside the piece i know i cant choose now.

that other piece of glass would, i'm sure, be full of wonderful desgins, patterns of all sorts. colours of every kind would be seen and most of all, perhaps happiness and love to and for everyone.

and so to everyone : i'm sorry.

♥ 10:10 AM

guess what? i didnt do my theory cause i managed to persuade my parents to enable me to cancel piano. but, i still did do my ' froggie ' position. see? my determination is strong. if there is such a thing. anyway, i ended up watching ' wang zi bian qing wa ' with my cousin. we were like ' fighting ' on where to sit on the bed, cause you can see better if you sit in the front. i got the back. but, i forced my cousin to put her head onto the bed, do that i would be able to rest mine on the pillows. half-way through, she said she wanted to use the computer , which was in the air-conditioned balcony, just beside the bedroom. in fact, i could see her through the transparent windows.

anyhow, she said to wait for her to continue and so she helped me put on the previous disc. that episode is the one which is jun hao and yun xi's wedding. i watched the part where tian yu saved jun hao like.. 5 over times. i even played it on slow! i still remember what jun hao said " wo hai shi yi ge xi wang bei ai yong bao de ren." those were his words. at least.. i think so. something like that.

then, i watched the part where he went to look for tian yu in her bedroom. you know the part where he tells her that yun xi has given up? and then she climbs out of her window secrectly? yeah. that part. this one i watched ALOT. definately more than 5. i was practically squealing on the bed, covering one of my eyes with the blanket. my cousin was like " siyin!! " from the other room.

but really, dont you think that tian yu and jun hao are a perfect match? even if they are just acting. my cousin got kinda fed-up with me watching and re-watching the same part so, she decided to fore-go the computer and instead, watch the next disc with me. and really, the next disc didnt have anything interesting that had to do with tian yu and jun hao. humph. not fun. tao yan. haha.

anyway, my aunt has borrowed for me another show. tian guo de jia yi. i've wanted to watch it for a longg time but.. psle. my mom didnt let me watch it then. also.. i've been busy i guess. maybe not busy. just lazy. heh.
i'm going to watch the hong xin da jiang later. i love that show. i HAVE to watch it every year. i dunno why.. but i just love it. i remember 1 year, i was in bintan when it was on air. so, i had to watch it in bintan with all my cousins and the adults. but that was really funny. we all laughed together. laughed at their clothes.. their hair..etc.. and, we also commented on like.. everything. i will always remember that year.

ok.. i gotta go. my mother is gonna scream when she finds out how long i have been on the computer.

Sunday, December 04, 2005
♥ 2:12 PM

ok.. its me agian. and i'm still bored. there's nothing to watch on television now.. i think i'm becoming addicted to the television. hah.. so now, i'm reading a magazine. dolly, to be exact. its my cousin's. shes at tennis now, having fun. while i, oh i, am stuck here. lucky me eh?

i have a piece of news that is going to like.. change my life. but.. i dun wanna post it here. to all my friends, i'll tell you guys in school on the 22nd of december, when we collect our results for our schools. i cant wait for that day. although frankly i couldnt care less.

today, i couldnt go for ballet in the morning cause i'm sick. so sad. everytime i miss one lesson, i normally do really badly for the next. as a result, i have decided that i am going to force myself to go down and do my ' froggie ' position for a longg time. so that, hopefully, i will not deprove. also, i am going to go for the 4.30 class this thursday, as well as the 5.30 class. i cant wait. i enjoying 'squeezing' all my muscles together. i dont know why, but i do. i like to feel myself working, feel myself improving and feel myself being able to dance according to the music, keeping up with the other students. it really is a great feeling.

gosh. i'm not making sense am i?

tomorrow, i have piano. which i am awfully dreading cause i havent practiced enough yet. there's this section for my left hand which i absolutely forgot to practice till i saw it markded out at the last minute, just before i came to my grandparent's house. so.. i'm dead. also, i havent done my theory, but that isnt my biggest worry cause i can finish it up in like.. 5 minutes. provided i pay attention. which i know i wont. hah. but, i really like my exam pieces. their all so.. different. it has so much.. variety. at least i think so. they are fun to play but if you ask me to sit on the piano for any more than 2 hours to practice, then sorry. my interest is gone.

ok.. i have decided to go down on my ' froggie " position and do my theory at the same time later. when my cousins come back from tennis, which i am being deprived of on account of me being sick.

i have just realised that alot of people have gone on holiday. i wish they'll come back soon. i already miss them ( SEE LISA?! ) its just not the same when even only 1 of them is gone. its just not as fun. i wish we were all back in school and then i would be able to see everyone every single day. then i would be able to laugh with everyone again, gossip together, play stress, scream in class till mr bong gives us THAT look. haha. i miss it all. oh, i also miss quarrelling with weng fong, kicking him and then worry if hes after me. lol. its weird to think that we actually are ' friends '.

ohh.. i think my cousins are back. buh bye. time to go into my ' froggie ' position.
(=

♥ 1:08 PM

i'm sick. sick i tell you. and it sucks. i'm cooped up at home, or rather at my grandparents house, boring myself to death. i've forgotten how ever uncomfortable it is to be sick. i've been doing nothing the whole day but go on the computer, watch television and practice the piano. oh yeah. i've also slept quite a fair bit. hehe. but really, you cant blame me. i feel so stuffed up in the inside and so weird on the outside. do i make sense? because i dont think i do.

Saturday, December 03, 2005
♥ 6:36 PM

yesterday, i went to the airport to send off my cousin, min, to america. as we were all early, we decided to go to the food-court to eat something first. after eating, i went to help my aunt with her two boys. i sat across one of the boys, who was playing with the disposable chopsticks. there were two packets so we started playing. it was sort of like fencing, but playing with a 3 year old is much funner. they can cheat and lead you to a disadvantage.

anyway, during the first 'match', anthony hit my chopsticks so hard that it flew out of my hands and onto the floor. i was kinda shocked and opened my mouth wide, going.. ahhh ahhh ahhh. he raised both arms up and said " i win! " i, of course, did not give up and demanded a re-match. this time, i won. in the middle of our 3rd match, one of the plastic wrapped around anthony's chopsticks broke.

i picked up one of the chopsticks and told him that we could fight with just one. but, instead, he said it was a wand. so, i used it as a wand. at this time, min, the one who was going away, had him sitting on her lap. i said.. " i can make magic. i can make min kiss you. " and of course, she did. he was so shocked! after loads more tries, i said " i can make anthony give min min a big hug and kiss. " he caught on and obviously, did as told.

when we left to head back to the airport, min was really happy and so were the boys. everyone was running up and down. they really love the airport.

♥ 4:08 PM

on wednesday, i went to compass point with my little cousins. we went into john little and they like.. started playing with make-up. one of them started smudging his shirt with make-up and his mom started laughing at him. she was like " who are you? oh yeahh.. you're my son!! " haha.

the other one was ' testing' out the make-up and so i went to squat by his side. he was about to wipe it on himself and i was soo grossed out so i told him to wipe it out on the adge, where they put the price-tags on the shelves. he found it real fun.

after, we went to another shop and anthony, the one who was wiping the make-up on the shelves went really loudly " MAKE- UP! " with his hand raised up like as though he was a soilder. me and the adults started laughing right there. its kinda weird.. watching a 3 year old kid shouting " make-up " in the middle of a shop.

♥ 3:45 PM

on monday, i went to stay at my cousin's house. it was wayy cool. when i was younger, me and my cousins used to do it all the time. we'll prepare the matteress in the attic, and then turn the air-con real cold and all freeze to death the next moring. in the morning, one of the handphones went off, playing gunbound at 9.00 am. we were all like.. what the. and my brother was like " ITS 9!! WAKE UP!! " while, i, on the other hand, was so tired and was telling everyone else to shut up. hah.

the night before, we played hide-and-seek in the 3 leveled house. its what we use to LOVE to do. on the top level, there's this storeroom with loads of cupboards. thee was like.. this tennee winee space and my cousin asked me to climb up. being stupid, i did. and guess what?! when the seeker found me and told me to get down, i.got.stuck. seriously, i got stuck. i couldnt get down. haha.

anyway, the whole point of the stayover was to prepare for this concert, that we like.. have what-so-ever often. however, for the past.. say.. 3 years, we stopped having it cause we always got in quarrells. this year, we were made to do it by the adults. oh well. i think its gonna be wayy cool.

Thursday, December 01, 2005
♥ 12:57 PM

on staurday, there was a tennis tournament, which, i did not take part in. one of the girls in my class brought like.. pom poms for the tournament. to cheer people on. it was really cute. coach nigel was like " this girl ah.. crazy " haha.
in the middle of tennis, it started rainy. so, we went bowling. after a few games, me and yi shyuan, my cousin, teamed up together against 2 other cousins. they named themself ' SHIta. ' and me and yi shyuan named ourselves ' double ass '. the screen in the seletar bowling is really cool so it like.. showed our names, the whole thing. but, for mine and my cousins, it showed ' D ass '. anyway, me and my cousin made up a cheer for the other team :
SHIta.s love the drain
SHIta.s have no brain
SHIta.s are a pain
SHIta.s go to the drain!
lol. it was really funny and like.. the whole bowling alley was staring at us. it was really cool.

♥ 9:39 AM

on friday, jia ying sara and clare came to my house. when they first got here, they used the computer to play maple. which, if you ask me, was a total waste of time. after a long long long while, we decided to go to junction 8 and then head to ronald's house. when we got to junction 8, we went to look for ronald. we had to chase him around the shopping mall before he actually came to his senses that no matter what, we WERE going to his house.

so, he brought us to the arcade below his house where, he plainly wasted money. it was when he was playing that i took some of his money and yes, played a game. after that, we went to his house. we all went into his room, where her blasted his music, but only to turn it down after we complained. we took turns using his computer and then, his friends came to his house. they like.. insisted on going to play basketball with him and so we all followed. but, when we got to the basketball court, we got SO bored cause there were like.. dozens of boys already playing so we decided to go back to j8.

once at j8, we went to take neoprints, which turned out really really nicely. by then, we were all kinda hungry and decided to eat our dinner at kfc. our dinner cost like.. $17.35. hah. once we were done with dinner, they came back to my house and we took turns bathing. after that, we watced the 9.00 chinese show, the dancing one. then, we watched billboard dad.

half-way through, clare's father came to pick her up and so we all went down to send her off. then, me jia ying and sara came back up to continue watching the movie. when we were done, we went up to my room to get ready for bed. clare called when she got home and so we put her on speaker phone in order to be able to shout out whatever.

the next day, i had to go for ballet so we decided to meet at plaza sing. after that, when we came back to my house, ( clare also went to plaza sing. ) bernita was already here ( at my house ). so we played a few board games with my mother and brother. when we had finished, it was nearly time for them to go.


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Sarah Tan Siyin
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