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Thursday, November 30, 2006
♥ 1:37 PM

hahahaha
i feel happy today (:

i wroteeeee the poem for school!
& to prove to you guys that i shall not get married :P
heheheee

i'm talking to michelle now and she's going to teach me how to sing!
muahhahahaha yay!

today was ptc.
parent teacher conference.
(:

my parents went for some 5 minute long talks
and told me everything in 2 sentences.
grrr.

mr varro said that they didnt need to see him
but i had said that they wanted to
so that was okayyy and he said that i was good in math,
except that i was careless.
my checking and reflection skills were only in the middle. *wails*

then mr kaanderlars said thattttt i was a delightful girl *snickers*
but then i never expand my concepts in my essays.
hahahha he doesnt know that i sleep in class.
hahahahaha (:
but he said i'd be okayyyyy.

and mr etheridge said i was nice to have in class
BUT THAT MY FIRST ESSAY ONLY GOT A FIVE
a FIVE!
i worked sooo hard on that essay!
grrrrrr.
but nevermind, i like mr etheridge and science. (:

mr svin already had my work on his computer.
and he said that i got a 7 for computer technology already!
muhahahahah.
he said that it was nice having me in class but
he told my parents that i have to manage my time properlyyy.

NEXT WAS ENGLISH.
and mrs chadwick said i was fineeee
and that i was a darling and that i was quite able.
heheheeeee

ms simmons was next (:
she said that my computer music was good
and my mom told her about singing and ms simmons
said that i should join the choir so i'm dragging michelle with me this friday (:
THANKKKK YOU MICHELLE!

and then it was dai lao shi.
*drum roll*
she didnt say much that i know off,
she just told my parents that i have to read more chinese books and that i shouldnt compare my grades with others,
so thats still okay (:

mrs o'connell was last. (:
she said i was a darling and that she wanted to bring me home.
hahahaha.
&she also said that when she was sad, i'd be sad too
and always go ask her how she was feeling.
(:

and thats about it! (:
ptc wasnt that baddddddddddd
it was good, really.
yayay!

& michelle!
I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROWWWWWW (:

hahaahaha and the teachers said that if i kept on doing my work
like i am doing now,
i should be able to get 7s or 6s.
muhahah

okayy, i have to go do art and then chinese.
(:

oh grrr,
i'm having so much fun!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006
♥ 12:32 PM

In the future,
15 years ahead of time,
I'd be a single mother,
With kids of all different ages.

They'll be lovely and adorable,
Mature and handsome.
They'll be exotic and unique,
Childish and pretty.

They'll have blonde, brown, black hair
With big eyes or small eyes,
With noses that will match their wonderful faces,
And smiles that brightens everything up.

They'll be from all over the world,
They'll speak different tongues.
Sometimes we won't understand each other,
But that's okay, we won't give up.

We'll find a way to communicate,
Our special way of talking,
Of showing that we care,
That we love one another.

At times we may struggle,
At times we may panic,
At times we may worry;
At times we may even cry.

But that's okay,
My kids and I,
We'll find a way out,
Hand in hand, heart to heart.

My kids and I will have fun together,
We'll play and learn, all at once.
We'll share fun, laughter, peace and joy,
All rolled into one.

We'll go to places like the zoo and the park,
We'll swim in the pool and the sea.
We'll explore sights in the world,
Together, as one family.

We won't care about how different we look,
We won't care about how different we talk.
We'll only care to know that we love one another,
And that that's all we need.

When father's day comes around,
They won't wonder why they don't have a father,
They'll feel blessed that at least,
They have a mother.

They'll take the opportunity to consider themselves lucky,
Lucky to have at least one parent,
Instead of none at all,
Like some people in the world.

Together we'll look out for those without parents,
We'll give them toys and play with them.
We'll take them in as our own,
And be one big happy family.

In the future,
15 years ahead of time,
I'd be a single mother,
With kids of all different ages.

But that won't hold me back,
That'll only stir an awesome sensation in my heart,
A sensation to love more,
To help the world in need.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006
♥ 5:02 PM

MIKE HE JUN XIANG
<33333333333333333333
HEY BABE(:
I JUST HAD TO PASS THE HOTNESS ARD.
OH. MY. TIAN.
ISNT HE OH-SO-SHUAI SHUAI SHUAI?!
-SCREAMS
YOU TOTALLY HAVE TO WATCH 'E MO ZAI SHEN BIAN/DEVIL BESIDE YOU'
ITS LIKE YOU CAN PAUSE AND KISS THE SCREEN DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES LAH!
WOOTS(:
KAYKAY

♥ 4:49 AM

MICHELLE SAYS HELLO
HELLOOOOOOOOOOO <33 sarah!

(:

heheheheheeeeee
we had 2 periods of chinese today.
and we're gonna have 2 more periods.
grrr.
and all we do is waste time!
but next, its ZHANG LAO SHI TEACHING
*snickers*

I'M SO SO SO SO SO JEALOUS, SARAH!!!!
I'M GONNA KILL YOU. ZHANG LAO SHI IS LIKE THE BEST BEST BEST TEACHER IN THE WHOLE WORD! SO BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE!!! OMGOMGOMG

i like mr mulcahy best (:
he's totallyyyyyy love
but i dont like him like that.
he's just my favourite favourite teacherrrrr.

NONONO he is not nice.
you should join the yr 7-9 production if you like it so much.
sarah is pestering me to join it with her.
lemme think. GRRRRRR let's see...
shall i be nice to saraH?

okay BYEBYE.
time to d1o2 34m56or7e98
do* more productive things (:

Sunday, November 26, 2006
♥ 8:05 AM

reply tags (:


valerie- hahah :P sorry la. very busy leh! and the history museum WAS boring ): grrr. but at least no lessons (:
teoie- I LOVE YOU TOO TOO! (: haha yeah, and then we can go and do all the fun stuff AGAIN!
michelle- updatedddd already! and no way, tung ping chau was sooooo much better!
Atrum Nex- what kinda name is that?! -.-lll i'm gonna take historyyyy too
pei jia- HELLOOOOOOOOOO PEI JIA!
bill- i'm really glad for you (: and its okayyy. i'm glad you had fun and learnt.
ruthie- HOW I KNOW YOU GOING BACK TO ROSYTH?! I THOUGHT YOU GOING ST NICS WHAT! MY FAULT AH?!
kay- hahah sorry la, i was superrrrr busy. HAHAH TOO BAD :P i go outward bound trek mountain MORE than 15km cannn. i walk 2 days STRAIGHT LEH! and you DIDNT CALL! loveeeeeee.
lisa- UPDATE LIAO. AND NO NEED TO LIE SAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND THAT YOUR THE BEST LA. : P lying isnt good ): haha love ya
valerie- HELLO VAL hahha its only for a day!
yingbin- hahaha hello (:
diondra- AHHHHHHH I LIKE YOUR DREAM- GOT ME CAN LIAO (:
char- MUST ASK ME PRIVATELY THEN CAN! HAHAH i tell you next time okay *secret smile*
ruthie- ASK ME SECRETLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kay- hahah its okay (: thanks for flooding yet again AND i didnt hand up my chinese yet *snickers*
michelle- hahahha history is BORINGGG
valerie- I KNOW!!!!!!!!! *SQUEALS* I'M LIKE. SOOOO SUPER DUPER HAPPY!
pei jia- ): i miss you guys super much leh!
RUTH- HOMMMM MY! YAYAYAYYA! I LOVEEEEEEEEEE YOU RUTHIE!
amanda- HELLO MANDY! (:
bill- (: yay! thats super awesome and YES, i am behaving like a christian. or at least i think so. (:
lisa- HELLOOOOOOOOO BUT I WAS SUPER URGENT. SO MUST TELL YOU (: pee for short short while only la. so shy leh, cannot say here hor! (:
char- I SHALL TELL YOU ON YOUR BLOG KAY (:

Friday, November 24, 2006
♥ 10:58 AM

since everyone says that i should blog,
I SHALL!

ta has got me hooked onto mars ):
BUT I SHALL RESIST,
EVEN THOUGH VIC LOOKS SOOO CUTE!

also, i have decided what i'm gonna do with my life when i grow up.
(:

ASK ME OKAY.
YOU'LL LAUGH.
but its really good.
cause i think i make sense, and even when i told my mom,
she laughed and said okay!

right now ee leng and michelle are off to tung ping chao for some geo camp, while i'm stuck here with the history students,
running off to the hong kong history museum.
grrrrrr

& i miss you guys sooo much,
i cant wait for chinese new year
when we go back to rosyth, just like last year. (:

and today, its exactly one year since we collected our psle resutls and WENT SEPERATE PATHS!
*wails* i miss you guys sooo much!

but on monday, minnie is gonna come
and we're gonna have sooo muchhhh funfunFUN!

chloe, nic and mae are all gonna go back tomorrow
grr, it seems so fast!

but uncle william and his family are leaving on sunday,
which means that we're gonna have guests in our house up till just about before christmas.

OH CHRISTMAS!
(:

okayyy, homework time.
:/

Thursday, November 16, 2006
♥ 10:37 PM

I THINK WHEN MY DEAR SUSU SPEAKS OF HERSELF AS A THIRD PERSON..
*YEAH*
THATS WEIRD MAN.
LOL.

TYPING IN CAPS IS NOT BIMBO-ISH CAN.
SO NOT OKAY.
HAHA.

MY TAN SUSU IS UNDER ALOT OF STRESS LATELY..
POOR DARLING!
COME COME, LET YOUR BELOVED KWOI KAYKAY CHEER YOU UP!

THIS IS ME TELLING YOU ALL THE GOOD AND TOUCHING MOMENTS WE HAD TOGETHER AS A FAMILY XD
I HAVE A FEELING THAT THIS IS GOING TO BE GREAT GREAT GREAT.

RMB THAT TIME WHEN WE WERE IN THE LIBRARY?
YOUR MOTHER, YOU AND ME?
THAT WAS THE WEEK WHEN YOU BROKE UP WITH WHATS-HIS-NAME?
(WHO CARES ABT THE NAME)
ANYWAYS.
THERE WAS DEFINITELY AN AWWW MOMENT THERE OKAY!
HEH.

AND US WATCHING THE WASEH SHOW TOGETHER!
OMG.
MINNIE JUST HAD TO LAUGH SO LOUD RIGHT?!
AND GUESS WHAT WHAT WHAT!
RECENTLY THERE WAS ANOTHER EPISODE WHERE XIAOZHU HAD TO PICK A GIRL THING!
*SCREAMS*
LOL

AND US PLAYING TRUTH OR TRUTH WITH RUS AND KANG?
THAT WAS FUN.
HAHAHA.
ALOT ALOT OF BLACKMAIL INFO EH?
LOL!

SHOPPING WITH RUS AND THE GANG!
US TAKING FOREVER AT THE NEOPRINT SHOPS..
LOL.
AND WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE SHOPPING BUT WE DIDNT BUY ANYTHING!

AND THAT 'JONATHAN, YAO JIAYOU!' THING!
OMG THAT WAS HILARIOUS.
YOU AND MINNIE WERE PEEPING THRU THE THINGY THE WHOLE TIME!
GAWD THAT WAS EMBARRASSING.
WAHAHA.

AND DINNER AT NYDC BEFORE BATTLE OF THE BANDS!
AND BATTLE OF THE BANDS!
OMG.
THAT GUY IS STILL ON MY HOT HOT HOT LIST XD
BOTH THE DRUMMER AND THE SINGER OKAY.
HEHS

AND US ALWAYS GOING ON ROAD TRIPS TO MALAYSIA..
PLAYING ALL THOSE STUPID GAMES IN THE CAR AND DRIVE THE PARENTS CRAZY WHEN WE MAKE SO MUCH NOISE.

AND COS WE GO ON SOOO MANY ROAD TRIPS WE'RE SO TIRED OF PALMS AND BINTAN.
LOL.

THAT BOAT RIDE TO BATAM WAS ONE TO RMB..
ESP WHEN OUR BUTTS WERE VIBRATING LIKE CRAZY.
OMG.
THAT I COULD HAVE DONE WITHOUT!

ALL THE STAYOVERS WHERE WE SAID WE'LL STAY UP ALL NIGHT BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENED?

ALL THE LETTERS I TOOK SO MUCH TIME WRITING DURING CHEMISTRY CLASS?

ALL THE TEARS THAT FELL WHEN YOU FIRST LEFT FOR HK?

THAT TIME WHEN YOU WERE TRYING OUT THAT SAILOR DRESS?

THAT OTHER TIME WHEN WE WENT SHOPPING AND GOT YOUR BIG BIG SUNGLASSES?

THAT OTHER OTHER TIME WHEN WE WENT TO THE AIRPORT AND THEY WOULDNT STOP SHOOTING ICE?

THAT OTHER OTHER OTHER TIME WHEN I HELPED YOU WITH SCIENCE HOMEWORK?

thinking abt all these times makes me realise how close we all are and i really really REALLY miss you sooo much.
so dear, dont stress(:
cos no matter what you still have us okay?
and we'll totally do your homework for you(((:
but dont tell anyone
HEH
and im always here when you totally have to bitch abt someone(:

so stop gg to shiit when you call me lah.
very irritating lehs.
i so nice to you somemore..
and and and.
up till now i still havent told you my story yet.
SHEESH.

wells..
im leaving for camp next monday..
i hope this makes up for all the times you invaded(:
and helps you relieve stress when you FEEL THE LOVE BABY((:

muackies <333


kay

♥ 1:50 PM

i have suddenly realised,
that i havent been a very christian-y christian for a very long time
and its high time i started behaving like one

cause today we went for Hilsong United
and i saw how happy and involved everyone was,
screaming and shouting and rejoicing and i realised,
i want that again.

that selfless feeling,
to love everyone and to be able to control my patience,
not screaming at anyone, and always thinking of others,
reguardless of the situation.

that feeling that i felt,
when i saw the people along the streets, with no where to go,
the feeling when i knew i did the right thing,
and the feeling of being able to control myself.

somewhere along the time since we came to hong kong,
i stopped doing as much as i used to
and i stopped living up to the things i said i always would.

but now, i'm going to be a christian-y christian,
no matter what it takes.

i'm gonna wake up half an hour earlier everyday, and do my devotions plus read the bible.
i'm gonna take down notes and by the end of the day, i'll take them out to read them again.
i'm gonna go for BSF, pay attention and do the work,
i'm gonna go for transformers,
i'm gonna go for christian club
i'm even going to go on fridays and make the best of it,
and i'm gonna go help out with the church in shengzhen.

& i'm gonna stop hogging msn for such long man hours
and go crash courses;
i'm gonna go start piano, dancing and swimming again, as soon as possible.
and when swimming in school starts, i'll go every tuesday and thursday morning as well.

plus, i'm gonna stay up late into the night,
not caring about what its gonna cost me,
just to finish my work till its perfection.

and even when i have loads of homework,
i'll still wake up early to do my devotions,
i'll still practice the piano for at least half an hour,
stretch for dancing and ppractice singing.

above all, i'm going to find time to do extra work from singapore,
just so that i'll feel that sense of achievement,
and i know God'll be proud.

&&& during my spare moments, i'm going to pray
and i'm going to start talking to God like how i use to again.

yes. thats what i'm going to do.



today at the performance, we sat at the back and i saw andre
so i just waved and he waved back, but like absent-mindly.

then we all ran up to the front and worshipped,
before i went to look for my mom and sat by her.
i was paying attention and listening,
when i felt her wave.

so i turned to look and there was ryan ho.
i just simply raised my hand, slumped down
and waved a short wave
before looking forward again.

thenn, i was just glancing out and i saw james,
cause he was sitted on the hand-rest of the chair
and you can always see james hair from reallyyy far
so i figured it was him.

as we were walking out, i saw james again
and he sorta nodded his head and i just smiled and wave.
plus, i saw loads of cis students. alot.

then, we went to macdonalds for dinner
and *GASPS* andre and ryan were there.
they both saw me, and mae, cause she was with me
and andre just sorta glanced and carried on with whatever he was doing.

i was telling mae how embarrassing it was that they were there
and i had to point them out.
andre was easy cause he was all in white.
but ryan was easy too,
cause he was telling his friends about us too.
*snickers*

he was in the front of the line
and this whole group of boys had their heads turned and were looking at us
when i was trying to tell mae who he was.
so i said " one of the guys who are looking at us, the one in brown"
and she was all "ohhh. not very good looking what"
hahaha (:

oh and chloe, mae and my brother now have a maid agency.
their names are maria, mimi and melvin.
HAHAH.

now we're back home and my mission to become a more
christian-y christian is gonna start now.

♥ 7:03 AM

reply tags

val- HAHAH HELLO (: WAIT A WHILE LA. I ALSO DONT KNOW CAN! ee leng- haha NO WAY, ITS SOOO GOOD AND YOU TOTALLY SAVED MY LIFE OKAY! THANKS SO MUCH!
ruth- WAH BIANG. where got girl go after SO many girl one :P STILL SAY DONT LIE! AHHA
lisa- its okayy, hope your feeling better (:
pei jia- I WAS BEING FORCED MY RUTH ONE! I'M SUPER INNOCENT HERE CAN!
valerie- ahhhh okay la. but your take all the nice name liao can!
xi nan- thank you (: loveeeeeeeee
ee leng- THANKS (:
michelle- HAHAH true but its SUCH a bad day! and now, i even know the answer for the last question ):
& nothing's up with K. whats up with AOL?
ann- no kidding
isaac- thanks
sum1namefong- THANK YOU LA CAN
val- HAHAHA kayyy. it was REALLY good! but i think class stuff are harder. haha but val, you've like SO much more than i have! like, SO MUCH! and HAHA, how did you manage to miss the bus?! yupp, he's niceeee. oh gosh. ct! ): AHH HOW DID YOU KNOW?!
ruth- NO LOR. he act smart come and tag. somemore tag until so mean. ask him for what!
kay- EHHHH NOT MY FAULT CAN! nature calls (: AIYAHHHHHHHHHHH. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR HELPIING ME WITH SCIENCE. WITHOUT YOU, I'M LIKE *FAINTS* DOOMED. HAHA AND DUHHHH FLOODING IS SOO SIMPLE!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006
♥ 1:01 PM

today has offically been the suckiest day since yr 9 started.

we had our literary terms essay due
and i stayed up till 1 to do it, woke up at 4 to continue.

then i went to school and IT WAS WRONG.
so i had to go change it during recess and lunch
but i had cca during lunch
so i was practically running all over the school.

during math, we had the amc test
and ohmygosh, i swear, i know the last answer.
but i thought i didnt
and i started writing my name in cursive and everything,
till the 2nd last minute, when i read it again and
*GAAPS* I REALISED I KNEW HOW TO DO IT!

its so depressing!
plus for our assessment, i did so badlyy,
i dont even know what went wrong.

grrrr.
so i came home and i've been doing my stretches for ballet
in the gym and outside in the living room
cause i always feel better when i do
but grrrrrr its so sickeninggg.

tomorrow we have a half-day,
but i have to do
1) 2 du shu bao gao
2) history homework
3) english essay
4) chinese pink book
5) get ready for chinese test on friday
6) short essay
7) reflections for drama
8) reflections for computer music
9) corrections for chinese
10) chinese project

oh. thats it!
but look; there's sooo much.
grrr.


for real.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006
♥ 1:37 PM


♥ 11:12 AM

OH NO!
RUTHIE TOLD ME THAT I'M NOT SINGLE;
I'M WITH HER HIM INSTEAD!

♥ 10:06 AM

i stole this from pei jia (:

Everyone has their firsts:

First bestfriend:
dominic tjia, from k2 till like p3 then he changed school but we're still friends now
First school:
some kindergarden
First cellphone:
samsung e700a
First funeral:
that i can remember? godma's dad
First pet:
frogs. no kidding.
First big trip:
AMERICA!
First fight:
SURE WITH MY BROTHER. SURE ONE.
First celebrity crush:
lizzie mcguire's gordo (:
First time out of the country:
when i was reallyyy little
First job:
ehhh I THINK DONT HAVE LEH!
First myspace friend:
none!

And their lasts...

Last person you hugged:
talia during lunch
Last car ride:
yesterday, to times square
Last time you cried:
saturdayy, then friday
Last movie you watched:
STEP UP! *OH GOSH*
Last food you ate:
digestive biscuits.
Last item bought:
emm lunch?
Last shirt worn:
school tee shirt
Last phonecall:
my aunt in singapore (:
Last text message:
(: i canttt find my phone noww
Last thing you touched:
the mouse
Last time you were at the mall:
yesterday, times square
Last time you were excited about something:
STEP UP!
Last person you saw:
the maid
Last thing you drank:
hot chocolate
Last person who broke your heart:
dontttt know
Last time you were honestly happy:
oh gosh, i dont know.


A is for age:
thirTEEN!

B is for beer of choice?
ew gross, they all stink like anything.

C is for career:
a teacher or a ballerina!

D is for your dog's name:
EMM. spotty!

E is for essential item you use everyday:
MY COMB.

F is for favorite song at the moment:
other side of the world- tk tunstun

G is for favorite games:
i have no idea

H is for hometown:
singapore!

I is for instruments you play:
piano

J is for favorite fruit juice?
watermelonnnn (:

K is for kids?
OH MY I WANT I WANT!

L is for last hug?
taliaaaa

M is for marriage
hehh

N is for name of your crush
..

O is for overnight hospital stays:
one, i think.

P is for phobias:
alot la

Q is for quote:
" because waiting for you is like waiting for the rain, useless and disappointing. "

R is for biggest regret:
to not study for psle

S is for status:
SINGLEEEEE

T is for time you wake up:
6.45

U is for underwear:
I LIKE MY POLKA-DOTTED ONES BEST!

V is for vegetable you love:
cabbage

W is for worst habit:
ALOTTT

X is for the name of ur EX boy/girlfriend /crush:
think i tell you ah.

Y is for yummy food you make:
I MAKE LOADS OF NICE FOOD OKAYYYY

Z is for zodiac sign:
rooster!


YOU
Relationship Status: single
Shoe size: dont know
Siblings: 1 brotherrr
pets: died.


FAVORITES
Colour: green
Number: 20
Animal: pigs and dolphins
Book: alot
Flower: lavenders
Twirl your hair? ALL THE TIME IN CLASS!
Have tattoos? nopeee
Cheat on tests? EMMM
Like roller coasters? their okayyy
Wish you could live somewhere else? okay la. i dont know.
Like cleaning? haha yeah, sorta
Write in cursive or print? it depends on how i feel like writing.
Know how to drive? nopeeee
Own a cell phone? yeahhhh, duh
Ever get off the internet? yeah.


HAVE YOU EVER
Been in a fist fight? no
Considered a life of crime? NO
Considered being a hooker? HAHA YEAH!
Been in love? yeah.
Made out with JUST a friend? nope
Kicked someone in the nuts? YEAH (:
Snuck out of your house? nopee


CURRENT..
Current clothing: school skirt, polo shirt and jumper with POLKA-DOTTED SOCKS (:
Current hair: ahhh
Current thing I ought to be doing: homework!
Current CD in stereo: nothingg
Last movie you saw: STEP UP!


RANDOM THINGS...
Last thing you ate: biscuits
Believe there is life on other planets? nopeee
Read the newspaper? hahah no, like never
Hate yourself? nope
Collect anything? STICKERS THAT ARE REALLY PRETTY
Like your handwriting? ahh yeah, kinda


LOVE..
First crush: i'm not gonna say cause val will go off non-stop
You believe in love at first sight? yeahh
You believe in "the one?" haha yes
Are you a tease? ahhhh
Too shy to make the first move? hahha nopeee


ARE YOU A...
Daydreamer: not really
Sarcastic: nahhh
Introvert: half
Extrovert: the other half!


WOULD YOU RATHER...
Pierce your nose or lip? emm none.
Be serious or funny? DEPENDS. but funny.


ARE YOU...
Simple or complicated? COMPLICATED!


ABOUT YOU...
What time is it? 5.54PM
Name: TAN SIYIN
Nicknames: SU SU, TANIE, AH YIN, SIREE.. alot la


WHAT DO YOU WANT...
Where do you want to live? anywhereee
how many kids do you want? AS MANY AS POSSIBLE!
What kind of job do you want? teacher or ballerina
do you want to get married? anything la


UNIQUE...
Nervous Habits: EMM i make werid noises. hhaha
Can you roll your tongue? haha yeah
Can you raise one eyebrow? NO!!
Can you cross your eyes? nopeeee
Do you make your bed daily? nope


CLOTHES, ETC...
Which shoe goes on first? right, all the time.
Ever thrown one at someone? haha yeah.
How Much money do you carry in your wallet? about 200 plus?


IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU...
Bought something? yeahh
Gotten sick? also yes
Sang? yes yes
Felt stupid? emm. yeah.
Missed someone? haha yeahh
Gotten drunk? nopeee
Gotten high? yes
Danced crazy? OH YES
Gotten your hair cut? nopeee
Watched cartoons? yeah
Lied? dont know, think so.


LAST PERSON THAT...
Slept in your bed? emm besides me, aunty lay kuan
Saw you cry? talia, tilly, michelle and valerie tang
Made you cry? i dont knoww
Saw a movie with you: chloe, mae and my brother
Said 'I love you' to you: AH NAN!

Monday, November 13, 2006
♥ 2:36 PM

& i cant take it any longer,
i want out.

♥ 10:29 AM

yesterday was fair day!
i got to school at about 9
and then we had to force our way into the lower gym toilet
to put on make-up and get ready.

before long, we went to perform but we were asked to do it again
cause *AW* we're so good! (:
*silly silly smile*

thenn, i had to go for my shift at the flea market for about an hour
before i went to do crossroads.
it was quite fun and we were all laughing and talking.

ta and i did it for about an hour before we went to grab our lunch
where we saw shrankiee, also getting the pizza
*snickers*
hahaha

thennnn, we went SHOPPING about school
before i went back to the store to make sure that they had enough people.
but the people there wanted to run
so i took over and stayed till the end of the fair.

first, chris came and i we stayed by the booth while
others went to collect money in the donation box.

he had this blond wig and he wore it,
twirled the hair and was like
bite me
in a really girly voice
and everyone was laughing so hard.

in the end, no one would buy the cds so we ended up selling them for a dollar and then free.
some lady came and grabbed a whole handful
and so did another man
but they did give donations so it was okay.

then we saw henry and told him to go grab a few cds
and he grabbed and grabbed and grabbed.
by then quite a few year 9s were crowding round and everyone was just taking whatever they wanted.
it waas extremely fun.

at 4, it was time to clear up and everyone worked together.
when we were done, i helped mrs chadwick bring the box up
and on the way up,
she told me that our year group was really good at going up to people and asking for money.
haha (:

then i went home with jin and slept till really late
before doing some homework and going back to sleep.

today, we went to watch step up
*squels*
the show is so good cause channing tatum is soo hot
& through out the whole show, chlo mae and i were
squieking and squieking cause he's so hot and good looking and hot and good looking!
*FAINTS*

tomorrow there's 4 whole periods of chinese :i hope dai lao shi quick comes and talks to me
so that i can go jiang ban
and skip the test and du shu bao gao!
muhahaha (:

the kind of people i REALLY cant stand right now are people who:
1) copy, then lie and pretend they dont
2) think they know me really well when they dont
3) show you a fake side of themself and think they're so great
4) act like they have everything under-control when they dont
5) flirt with nearly every single guy around and then pretend they do no such thing
6) has no mind

(:
& boy, those people have no idea at all
how annoying they really are.

Sunday, November 12, 2006
♥ 3:55 AM

THANKS KAY (:
last night i called xi nan's handphone
and talked to her, diondra and amanda.

ahhah, it was sooo fun!
we were all laughing through out the whole thing
and talking so much rubbish.

it was so much like in p6! (:

but it was really fun cause i miss them soooo ever much
but i love them even more! ( SEE XI NAN! ) (:


quiz from pei jia;

1) what's your phone brand?
nokia
2) what are the last 3 digits in your cell phone number?
ahh i dont know my number in hong kong (:
3) what does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
my inbox is emptyyyy
4) who's the first person under M?
mae
5) who's the last person you rang?
my fatherr
6) who was your last missed call from?
valerieeee
7) who's the 2nd person under D?
daniel!
8) what does the last message in your inbox say?
emptyyyy
9) who is the second last person under j?
JOEL TOH!
10) go to your sent items. what does the 10th message say?
empty too. I JUST DELETED MY MESSAGES!
11) who's the 4th person under S?
shane
12) who's your network provider?
i.have.no.idea.
13) how many messages are currently in your inbox?
0
14) what do you have as your background?
me and jinnie on the bus
15) who is the second person under R?
ronald
16) who do you have on speed dial 3?
no one
17) if you're on prepaid, how much credit do you have left?
less than $10
18) who's the last person under C?
cybil
19) how many bars of signal do you currently have?
fiveeee
20) what do you have as your main ringtone?
hips dont lie
21)name 5 people whom you want to do this test!
ANYONEEEE

Saturday, November 11, 2006
♥ 3:50 PM

steven strait!
hotness <33
-you can stop drooling now.
love you
XOXO
kaykay



♥ 3:45 PM

oh goshhh
today was a werid dayy.

we had drama in the morning and when i got to school,
ta was going down while i was going up and she told me that hugo was already in the drama studio.

so then i ran up to my locker, but it was really hard cause i was in my skirt and it kept riding up!
but then, i saw xiang yi on the 7th floor as he always is,
playing cards and went to tap his shoulder and told him to go down with me.

so then the both of us went down to the drama studio and all four of us practiced abit before we had to go off for homeroom.

but pretty soon, we had to actually perform
and it was so bad, i practically forgot my lines and everything,
cause i was so nervous.
but hugo was sooo good (:
and i'm pretty sure there were other groups who were worse off than us so yeah.

i really liked kevin's performance though
and anthony's too.
they were sooo good.

during recess, i followed val to our chinese classroom first,
to drop off her bag.
jim was already there and we had to memorise this LONG chinese RETARDED poem
so i was really stressed and everything,
plus i took like 3 hours the night before to memorise it.

but then, i really cannot do chinese
and i'm like going to fail and everything
that i started crying.
first time i cried in cis and in a chinese classroom!

so then cry cry cry and val told me to stop
then we went to the canteen.
but before it was time for chinese,
i went back to the chinese department and
*GASP*
told dai lao shi that i wanna jiang ban
(:

and i know its insane, and everything
but i'm in the best chinese class,
& i know deep down i'm not that good!

and here are the reasons why i wanna jiang ban :
1) i barely understand what dai lao shi is saying
2) i take about 3 times as long as everyone else to do our homework
3) i'm practically going to fail chinese
4) i feel SO stupid with all of them, cause she says something and their like *ohhh write write write* and i'm all * HUH?! *
5) i hate feeling stupid

soooo, i shall try my hardest to go jiang ban
then hopefully my self-confidence level will rise!

anyhow, dai lao shi said that she'll call my mom
so then it was done and i went to talk to tilly and talia.
but then i started crying all over againnn
and my eyes were sooo swollen!

last two periods were science
and science is alwayys fun
cause mr etheridge is niceeeeeee!

grr so yeah.
& its the school fair tomorrow,
we have to perform yet again.
grrrr.

but i cant wait for the fair anyhow,
cause i think its gonna be really great
and overall,
the shirts are already looking so great,
the stalls have to be as well!

plus, i changed back to this skin cause its a whole lot easier to read
and i'm missing chad right now (:

Thursday, November 09, 2006
♥ 10:55 AM

when i was nine
and you were too,
we fell in love
and the world went crazy.

when i was nine
and you were too,
you made my heart go fast and slow,
every single time.

i remember the times we talked in class
the times we teased each other,
the times we were goofy
and the times we had fun.

i remember how you made me sit beside you
with a table full of boys
so that you could protect me,
from everyone in class and the whole wide world.

i remember the time i had to make a speech for drama
and i spent so long,
writing it, revolving around us,
and you stuck your tounge out at me.

when i was nine
and you were too,
we fell in love
and the world went crazy.

& i remember how i was feeling down,
sitting by the plaza.
you came with your friends,
not afraid of anything,
just to ask if i was okay.

not forgetting the effort you took,
just to help me with math, and to teach me the shortcut.
and when i had troubles,
i would take out the paper,
read it and magically understand.

when i was nine
and you were too,
we fell in love
and the world went crazy.

i remember the camp we had back then,
i packed so much, and you so little.
there was a lizard in the dorm
and you didnt care about anything,
you just went in and helped us kill it.

i remember how on the last event of the camp,
we were all squashed in that little room,
where we sat side by side.
we talked so much,
we laughed so much.

when i was nine
and you were too,
we fell in love
and the world went crazy.

but somewhere along that line,
you got angry and we stopped talking,
till december 20th, dress casual day.

it was my last day in school
and we sat in two lines,
me in front, you behind.

other people were there and laughing,
but you and i werent talking.
we were silent and tried avoiding eye contact
as best we could.

when i was nine
and you were too,
we fell in love
and the world went crazy.

now we're 13 and friends again,
i sometimes wonder what you're thinking about,
& i wonder if
i used to make your heart go fast and slow,
like you did to mine.


i wish you didnt do what you did today.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006
♥ 1:00 PM

ruthie!


WHAT IF......
I committed suicide: EH STUPIDDDDDDDDDD ! it would have been nice if you had told me beforehand -fumes. BYEBYE ANYWAY
I said I liked you: I like you too ! (excuse me while I puke)
I kissed you: eh? You're FINALLY* off guys ?
I lived next door to you: erm. Hello ?
I started smoking: wow. Too much $$ gimme mah.
I stole something: I bet you got caught on the spot
I was hospitalized: HAHA.OBEQUEK : P
I ran away from home: fly over & stay at my hse?
I got into a fight and you weren't there: THANKGOODNESS AH ! scully I end up being the one kena punched : p

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

Personality: act all nice and friendly lah : p
Eyes: no comments (not cause its anything bad hor susu ! )
Face: pimple-free? What facial foam you use !
Hair: BROWNNNNNN
Clothes: CHEESYYYYYYY
Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you? I am me
[2] Are we friends? So not ! which liar told you that ?!
[3] When and how did we meet? Last yr in rosyth first day of school in 6o2'o5
[4] How have I affected you? You broke me & piggie dear up ! -bawls
[5] What do you think of me? guy crazy girl despite having having tried to get off guys
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? Our (not very secretive) secrettttttt -wink wink
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? Foreverrrrr ! (( :
(if you return piggie to me. Or you can forget abt it ! : p)
[8] Do you love me? No lor ! so not ! I <333333333
[9] Have I ever hurt you? YAAAAAAA ! you cheated piggie & my feelings
[10] Would you hug me? Errrrr. okkkk So you refused to take no for an answer and forced it on me last time?
[11] Would you kiss me? IF YOU WANT O.O
SKIP 12
[13] Are we close? If you think so !
[14] Emotionally, what stands out? (?!) whatever that's not sitting
[15] Do you wish I was cooler? NONONO ! you're good the way you are! HOTTTTTT !
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? -10
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. SUSU. Cos teh is nice
[18] Am I loveable? SO NOT ! PLEASE ! bu yao qi pian zi ji de gan qing le lahhh. Bad for your health leh girl ! : p
[19] How long have you known me? ALMOST 2 years?
[20] Describe me in one word. HOTTTTTTTTSEXBOMB -kaboom : p
[21] What was your first impression? Aw man ! I wasn't interested enough to notice you erm. Popular & nice?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now? Popular yes. Nice? NO !
[23] What do you think my weakness is? GUYS LORRRRRRR (still need to ask one meh !)
[24] Do you think I'll get married? YA LAH ! YOU OREDI ARE TO PIGGIE !
[25] What about me makes you happy? You getting pissed like mad : p
[26] What about me makes you sad? You are so so so pretty ! RAHHHH. im gna eat you !
[27] What reminds you of me? HEH HEH. CHEEEEEEEESE
[28] What's something you would change about me? Your guy-craziness
[29] How well do you know me? Hmmmmmmmmm. I know everything about you -wink wink
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? I told you ystd ! i... am a... guy
[31] Do you think I would kill someone? HAHA. As your friend has said, looks kill & I bet you have already killed many poor innocent guys out there who just wanted to catch a glimpse of you : p

Monday, November 06, 2006
♥ 12:01 PM

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, boy* it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done
Then i start back at one

Sunday, November 05, 2006
♥ 4:19 PM

hahaha i've been looking through the what if quizes
and i'm gonna post a few questions that are reallyyy funny! (:
& i didnt finish the list, cause i'm really tired and all
butttt have fun reading and laughing(:

WHAT IF......
yong jie;
I committed suicide: You will be on the headlines on the newspaper.
yeong kai;
I committed suicide: a normal person would feel sad
natasha;
I committed suicide: I'll go to ur funeral
bella;
I committed suicide: I'll say, "why is siyin so stupid?"

talia;
I said I liked you: You're an amazing friend and I love you to pieces, but im straight.
melanie;
I said I liked you: I'll be happy if you said that as a friend. If not, then it's my turn to jump down.
shyuan;
I said I liked you: no need to say. I know
de ying;
I said I liked you: Its normal to like a person..
diondra;
I said I liked you: u cant be a les lor..
beverley;
I said I liked you: I would laugh hysterically and go NO WAY.. are u les??

ambra;
I said I liked you: I LIKE YOU TOO! LETS HAVE A RELATIONSHIP! LOVE YOU LP! Whoo! <3>

Saturday, November 04, 2006
♥ 3:27 PM

today for english we watched silent hill
we werent supposed to but we had a late-halloween party.
(:

chris got so scared, he hid his head into a huge empty bag and practically covered the top part of himself
while mrs chadwick was trying to scare him by making weird noises.

then, later, he even hid under the teacher's table and the whole class was laughing at him,
only his eyes were sticking out.
haha.

kevin was sitting right smack in front of the screen and he wasnt scared at all.
he and a few other boys were all laughing, cause us girls were using our jackets to cover ourselves and shrieking every so often.

but cause we started the disc late, we couldnt finish it and
we stopped at disc one.
so now everyone's like, hanging on the cliff,
dying to find out what happens next before we get so scared, we have nightmares.

haha and during chinese, i went on msn
and i started talking to teoie (:
heheheee.

i'm talking to mark now,
about condoms. (:
hahah. grr, i miss p6,
when we used to talk so much and have fun!
but then we grew up and things changedddd so bad.

oh poof, i'm still sickk and feeling like crap
but i refuse to go see the doctor,
cause he looks like some kind of astronaunt, he wears a mask, and this weird thing to cover like his WHOLE face.
and he looks SO weird, i wanna laugh.



&its gonna happen,
all over again.

Friday, November 03, 2006
♥ 1:52 PM

jerk.

Thursday, November 02, 2006
♥ 10:17 AM

HITLER, HE ONLY HAS ONE BALL
G0RING, HAS 2 BUT VERY SMALLLLL
HIMMLER, HAS SOMETHING SIMILAR
AND GOEBBELS, HAS NONE AT ALL!

hahah tilly taught us that song,
as we were riding up and down the elevator.

before we went off trick or treating,
we spent like 2 hours in tilly’s house getting ready,
and it was soooo fuunnn, cause we turned the house to like a mad house,
just the four of us alone! (:

hahaha oh my gosh,
kevin just came over and I practically jumped up on the chair when I turned to look at Claudia and adrain and he started laughing at me!!

anywayyy, at about 5.30, we had finally finished getting ready
and we went to the party
tilly and i had wings, so everytime we went into the elevator,
we would get stuck and have to like force our way in so it was really funny.

we went off treat or tricking until about 8 something,
when we were all soo tired and went into the aerobics room,
where they have the air-conditioner turned on and mirrors and barres all over.

there, we just sat down and took PICTURES!
tilly and i even took a videooooo,
its reallllyyyy retarded but sooo funny (:

plus, i realllyyy LOVE my costume
and i dont think i had as much fun because of something simple since a reallyyyy long time! (:


♥ 9:04 AM

What kind of girl are you?

HOE
[ ] you have had more than 3 boyfriends this year
[x] you have stuffed your bra at some point in your life
I WAS ONLY TRYING IT OUT!
[ ] there is no such thing as too much makeup
[x] you would rather hook up with people rather than have a relationship
ITS EASIER AND HOOKING UP ONLY WINS BY A TINY LITTLE BIT
[ ] you have had 5 or more hookups this year
[x] you know you can get any guy you want
[ ] your a hottie and proud of it
[x] you have been called a hoe, whore, skank or slut before
YEAH, BY MIN YI
[ ] kissing is fun
Total= 4

PUNKASS
[ ] people have referred to you as punk or goth or emo
[ ] black eyeliner is one of your best friends
[x] you like boys with long hair
[ ] boys with makeup also turn you on
[ ] hot topic is your favorite store
[ ] you have purchased something from hot topic
[ ] you have dyed your hair black
[ ] sometimes you hate the world
[ ] you like writing poetry
[x] you feel misunderstood
I'M SUREEEEE EVERYONE DOES
Total= 2

SMARTYPANTS
[ ] you have straight a's right now
[x] your a teachers pet
I ASKED TA, AND SHE SAID "YEAHHHH!" IN THIS *DUH* SORTA WAY
[x] you have 0 tardies
[x] you have never skipped a class that hasnt been excused
[x] for the most part you get along with your parents
[x] your friends are smart too
DUHHHHH
[x] boys that are good looking and smart are the best
HAHA THEY DON'T HAVE TO BE VERY MUCH OF EITHER
[x] you have glasses
[ ] you have never had a boyfriend
[x] you love going to school
BECAUSE SCHOOL HERE IS BARELY LIKE SCHOOL!
Total= 8

SWEETHEART
[x] you have best friends
[x] you love your friends more than anything
[x] you like sweet boys
[x] honesty is important in any relationship
[ ] you like pink
[x] a lot of stuff can be described by the word "cute"
EVERYTHING CAN!
[x] shopping= your best friend
HAHAH YEAH
[x] you'd say you are girly
SHYUAN SAYS YES!
[x] you constantly want to help other people and animals
PEOPLE, YEAHH. ANIMALS? NOT SO MUCH.
[x] you dont hate anyone
Total= 9

POPULAR BITCH
[ ] somebody has called you fake
AT LEAST I DONT THINKK SO
[x] your cellphone= your best friend
HAHAH SO TRUEEEE
[x] you are boy crazy
[x] you like to party
WITH NICEEEE PEOPLE, THEN YEAHHHH
[x] you have been called a bitch
BY THE ONE AND ONLY ADRIANNNN. GRR.
[x] you use the word 'like' like a whole lot
A LOT A LOT
[x] you have tons of friends
[x] you love attention
BUT THEN, WHO DOESN'T?!
[ ] you know you are hot
[x] you tend to gossip a lot
HEHEHEEE
Total= 8

♥ 8:17 AM

what will you say when someone...

give you a dirty sock? *hold it far from me with the tips of my fingers* if its nice, " CAN I KEEP IT? "
give you a rose? "aww, thank you soooo much!" *hug*
give you a piece of shit? scream and run away
a stack of exam papers? "OH MY GOSH, THANKK YOU."
a strand of hair? "i'll keep it forever, promise."
a hand shake? "hellllooooooo" and smile!
a kick? "GRR" then turn and walk awayyy
a kiss? *BIG SMILE IF ITS FROM A GIRL AND KISS BACK*
a crumpler bag? "thankk you, but you can keep it."
a Bible? "thank youuu"
a plaster? IF ITS CUTE, " OH MYYY, THANK YOU SO MUCH, WHERE DID YOU GET IT?!"
a knife? "its okay, i have loads at home"
an empty envelope? "THANKKK YOU, DO YOU HAVE MORE?"
new handphone? "IS THIS YOUR OLD ONE?!"
leftover food? if i'm hungry, "THANK YOU! CAN I EAT IT NOWW?"
new laptop? *SCREAM* THANK YOU!
a treat? *smile* "thank you"
a cane? "THAT'S SO COOL!"

Wednesday, November 01, 2006
♥ 8:08 AM

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up, oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal


shayne ward

♥ 7:41 AM

about this time last year, i was in a horrid state cause my best friend proved to be such a bitch.

&sometimes i wonder why i forgave her.
but then i think of all the fun, all the secrets and all the memories we shared and figure its all gonna be worth it someday.


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