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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
♥ 1:00 PM

& its easy to tell, this is the real thing.

♥ 12:18 PM

i dont wanna do mathhh! *wails like a fire engine*
grrr

and its assessed!
so i have to do it. ):
but its sooo long-winded and everything!

plus i still have to do english and computer technology *gasps*
i always take reallyyy long to do computer tech
but then i like it like that. (:

TEOIE CANT GO FOR THE CLASS REUNION!
then we can talk to each other on msn while their all off having fun okay?!
I LOVE YOU TEOIE!

& its halloween tomorrow (:
i'm gonna go to tilly's house straight after school
and then at night, when we're done trick or treating at her house,
we're gonna go to ta's house and get more sweets (:
heheheee

and i'm totallyyyy in love with the stuff we bought for halloween
cause we're gonna look soooooo sexyyy
and get loads of candyy!

Monday, October 30, 2006
♥ 2:17 PM

HEY LOVE.
thanks for trying to cheer me up!
so im sending back my LOVE!
heehee.
SEE.
we're so much hotter than that guy can can can.
WAHAHA.
SMILE DARLING (=
kay <33

♥ 9:39 AM

aiyahhhhh, that ruthie made me do the HUNDRED questions quiz !!!

1. full name; tan siyin
2. name backwards; niyis nat
3. were you named after anyone; nopeeeee
4. meaning of name; HOW I KNOW?!
5. nickname; hahhhh. soooo many leh. somemore sooo embarrassing. SKIP!
6. screen name; only in your dreams__x
7. date of birth; 5th april 93
8. place of birth; singapore!
9. nationality; singaporean
10. current location; hong kongg
11. phone type;nokia 3250 ( RUTH SAY ONE )
12. religion; christianity
13. height;16+
14. weight; i REALLY dont know
15. shoe size; dependddds on the shoe what!
16. hair colour; brown
17. eye colour; brown
18. what do you look like; i look like myself!
19. innie or outie; both, but more inner than out
20. righty, lefty, or ambidextrous; right
21. gay, straight, bi, or other; STAIGHT, I THINK, BUT I'M NOT 100% SURE!
22. best friends; people from 602 & 503 :D
23. best friend you trust the most; i cant choose!
24. favourite pals; also alottt
25. best friends of the opposite sex; brandon, stephen, daniel & moreeee
26. best buddies; like same question can?
27. boyfriend or girlfriend; (: RUTHIE CAN JUST COME BE MY GF! (:
28. crush; -.^
29. parents; their my parents laaaa
30. worst enemy; no oneee
31. favorite on-line guys; isaac, brandon & jared
32. favorite on-line girls; not gonna chooseeeee.
33. funniest friend; lisa, ruth, zhi wei
34. craziest friend; EVERYONE (:
RUTHIE LOST QUESTION 35!
36. loudest friend; dont know lehhh. probably bernita
37. person you cry with; HAHA i dont cry with anyone, but when i use to cry, i'd look for jia ying or stephen
38. any sisters; nopeeee
39. any brothers; ya
40. any pets; i dont think the fishes died yet.
41. a disease; noooo
42. a pager; NO. who uses that now?!
43. a personal phone line; only my handphone
44. a cell phone; yupp
45. a lava lamp; nope
46. a pool or hot tub; does a bathtub count?
47. a car; too young.
48. personality; you tell me.
49. drivers licence; yeah sure, i have a licence to kill too.
50. car or one you want; anythingg
51. own room; yeah
52. gotton lost; ahahha yes
53. school; chinese international
54. bed; ahhh its a nice bed (:
55. relationship with your parents; good
56. believe in yourself; hahah most of the times.
57. do you believe in love at first sight; YES
58. consider yourself a good listener; hahaha yes. except when i'm not interested then i'll think of other things
59. it just died; nothing died.
60. get along with your parents; yeahh but they argue too much. tsk tsk. (X
61. save your e-mail conversations; yeah, all
62. pray; yes
63. believe in reincarnation; nope
64. like to make fun of people; HAHAH YA SOMETIMES
65. like to talk on the phone; yup, i practically liveee for it.
66. want to get married; see how first
67. like to drive; how i know
68. get motion sickness; uh huhhh
69. eat the stems of broccoli; hahahha yes
70. eat chicken fingers with a fork; ahhh i wont eat it.
71. dream in color; yeah
72. type with your fingers on home row; depends
73. sleep with a stuffed animal; YEAH, PIGGIE AND ANOTHER PIG LIKE STUFFED TOY
74. right next to you; the green flower (:
75. on the walls of your rooms; hahah posters and pictures
76. on your mouse pad; no mouse pad
77. your dream car; anything la
78. your dream date; ahhh
79. your dream honeymoon spot; dont knowww
80. your dream husband or wife; ask me in ten years.
81. your bedtime; ahhh around 12
82. under your bed; shelves for things i dont know where to put and can just chuck in
83. the single most important question; dont know lalala
84. your bad time of the day; in the afternoon, about 2 to 4. i always want to sleep then
85. your worst fears; being forgottennnnnn (I INVENTED THE WORD PEI JIA :P)
86. the weather is; getting cold! (: (: (:
87. the time; 4.59pm
88. the date;29th october
89 .the best trick you ever played on someone; oh, loadddds
90. got lost; yupp
91. theme song; it makes me sound like a program!
92. the hardest thing about growing up; nothing, they all beat one another sooner or later.
93. your funniest experience; like sooo manyy
94. your scariest moment; its a secret (:
95. the silliest thing you've said; OH MYYY, SO MANY CAN!
96. the funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex; heheheee
97. the scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friends; getting stuck in the lift with diondra and psle
98. the worst feeling in the world; being un-loved
99. the best feeling in the world; being loved!
100. 5 people to do this quiz; ANYONE!

Sunday, October 29, 2006
♥ 3:59 PM

what i do when i'm really frustrated with people.

why, when i'm really frustrated with people,
i imagine myself with a pen and
JAB JAB JAB.

then i think of why on earth they could have done such a thing
and realise, *gasp* there is no reason!
JAB JAB JAB.

♥ 2:50 PM

you know how some people's eyebrows will go up on one side and stay down the other?
like as though their naturally inborn with this thing that can make themselves look so good and sexyy?

TONY CAN!

& even though his doesnt go ALL the way up, i'll help him practice till he looks sooo hot doing it that by the time he's 7 and he'd be ready to seduce people who wanna be seduced! (:



Saturday, October 28, 2006
♥ 3:58 PM

you may complain, but what about yourself?

Friday, October 27, 2006
♥ 12:53 PM

" you're making everyone around you happy
and its really sweet and all
but you have to want something for yourself! "

& oh my gosh, i just realised thats so true
but if i do anything bout it, i'd be so mean!

i had loads of fun todayyy,
esp during lunch. (:
hahah ee leng and i did something really fun
but i guess it was kinda mean as well.

and after school, we stole cookies from the 8th floor
*snickers*
they were sooo good though!

ohhhh, ta's showing me her conversation now (:
hahahah.

and monday's gonna be a public holiday!

Thursday, October 26, 2006
♥ 3:15 PM

awww, now i feel so special and everything. (:

hahaha. i'm sneaking on the computer, cause i'm supposed to be asleep
but i'm SO wide awake!

anyhow, singapore was reallyy fun
and bintan too!

on the last night of bintan,
nicole and i got really high and naughty.
we made all sorts of weird sounds
and took pictures around the COCONUT TREE!
hahhaha the pictures loook sooo funny!

okayy, i'm going to sleep now.
good night people (:

♥ 11:37 AM

most parents would kill to have their child do things like that,
they wouldnt prevent them.

♥ 8:22 AM

BILL IS BEING CRUEL AGAIN!

7 Random Facts About Me:
#1 : we had an english assessment today ):
#2 : I THINK CHANNING TATUM IS HOT. but then who doesnt?
#3 : i'm sick!
#4 : I CANT WAIT TILL WE HAVE DRAMA ON FRIDAY!
#5 : i came in fourth for running today ):
#6 : i feel like eating something.
#7 : FOR HALLOWEEN, I'M GOING TREAT OR TRICKING WITH TA, TILLY AND SALLY. TILLY IS GONNA BE THE BAD ANGEL AND I'M GONNA BE THE GOOD ONE!

7 THINGS/PEOPLE THAT SCARE ME:
#1 : DIGUSTING PEOPLE
#2 : doing REALLYY badly for school
#3 : being forgottened
#4 : -
#5 : -
#6 : -
#7 : -

7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
#1 : no promises - shyane ward
#2 : unfaithful - rihanna
#3 : i write sins not tragedies - PANIC! at the disco
#4 : supergirl - hilary duff
#5 : mona lisas and mad hatters - mandy moore
#6 : buttons - pussycat dolls
#7 : the other side of the world - tk tunstall

7 THINGS I LIKE MOST:
#1 : my stuffed toyy!
#2 : SHOPPING
#3 : watching retarded television shows
#4 : going to school and gossiping with ta
#5 : staying at home on the computer doing nonsense
#6 : MY BALLET SHOES!
#7 : the green flower from j8 (:

7 PEOPLE I LIKE/LOVE:
#1 : YOU
#2 : YOU
#3 : YOU
#4 : YOU
#5 : YOU
#6 : YOU
#7 : YOU ! (:
it'd be mean to name seven people lalala. BESIDES, HOW CAN I CHOOSE BETWEEN YOU GUYS? (:

7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
#1 : (:
#2 : HAHAHAHA
#3 : grrr.
#4 : I LOVE/MISS YOU! ( esp to TEOIE! (X )
#5 : the weird laugh that goes *hee-hee-hee*
#6 : thank you!
#7 : mommmyyyyyyyyyy,

7 people i tag
#1 : anyone
#2 : who
#3 : wants
#4 : to
#5 : do
#6 : this
#7 : quiz!

Friday, October 20, 2006
♥ 5:02 PM

today was a okay day which ended horribly.
i came home and the room was in a mess
so i was in a priss-ly mood.
then i went downstairs and the rest came back.
but me and jin started fighting
and i was crying like some insane person for really really really long.
it didnt get much better,
till just.


& whenever i'm really down,
you're always there to cheer me up. (:

♥ 4:37 PM


outward bound was so fun (:
i've got a few pictures so i have decided to blog!

on monday, when i got to school,
i was early so i just put my bag down in the line
and went to talk to everyone who was there.

then, we had to go to our homerooms for a while
before going back down to the 3rd floor to line up.
we got onto the bus not too long after and we were on our way!

when we first got to our base, we talked to our instructor, alex
and played some get-to-know-each-other games.

it was already pretty late so we had lunch next.
after lunch, we had to do toilet duty;
we had to clean up the whole toilet!

but luckily, it wasnt really hard cause no one had really used the toilet.
the group who was doing kitchen duty, they took reallyy long,
like about 3 hours while we took less than 1.

after that, we had to go build a raft.
it was really quite fun.

after dinner, we had corridor duty which was, technically,
pretty easy as well.

then, we had the guideline game
it was so dark and we had to walk about,
holding onto a piece of rope in the DARK DARK NIGHT
but it was really quite fun in the end.

the next morning, we had to get up very early in the morning,
just to swim for like 10 minutes.
alex, our instructor, said that he just wanted us to be awake.
like, oh my gosh?!

that afternoon, we had to do kitchen duty.
it was soo gross cause we had to touch so many dirty and gross plates.
by late afternoon, we were ready to go hiking.

the first day of the hike,
the sun was so making it so uncomfortable for all of us.
we overshot one turning and nearly missed another as well.

we climbed up a really steep mountain till it was dark before actually reaching our destinated area.
also, in between, it started raining so it was really hard to hike,
especially with our rugsacks containing 5 litres of water, our tents and sleepings bad, etc etc

but when we got up, it felt really, really good.
so in a way, i guess it was all worth it!

that night, we cooked udon and fried some chicken.
it tasted really good and it was quite simple to cook.
but i think it was really unhealthy cause we added loads of chicken powder and oil and other weird seasonings.

the next morning, we all awoke early and had can soup for breakfast before continuing our hike.
this time, we walked really far and we accomplished alot. (:

half-way through, when we were so exhausted,
we just sat down in the middle of no-where and had lunch.
then, another group came by and we were all so glad to see one another.

by 3, we had already reached our destination
and luckily, there were public toilets!
when i first when into the toilet and looked at myself in the toilet,
i squealed " OH MY GOSH, MY HAIR! "
and the other four girls started laughing at me!

we played billy-balla-bob-bob-bob with food as our forefeit
and it was sooo super fun.
not too long after, it was time for dinner.

we cooked curry and rice and quickly cleaned up and got ready for bed by 7.
then, we had a short debrief.
before we slept, there were a few dogs outside and they were barking non-stop
so it was quite scary.
the boys had all named them hobo 1, 3, 3 and so on.

in the morning, 2am, my alarm clock rang and i was supposed to wake the rest of the girls up to go collapse the boys tent but the dogs were outside so i didnt dare.
at 4am, asia woke up and said something like " i really want to do this "
and so we got the other girls awake and we went to do the tent closet to ours.

but elly bellie heard us and was like
dudeeee, what are you guys doingg?
and so we all ran back to our tents.

after trying sereval more times, we gave up cause they were more or less awake
and we procceded to try collapsing the other tent.
but, jim heard us as well and we all ran back again.

then, he went to the toilet and asia ran after him,
telliing him really loudly that we were going to collapse his tent,
but asking him not to go back in.

at first, jim was so scared that he was practically running away.
plus, asia was speaking so loudly, we could all hear her.

anyhow, we managed to collapse the boys tent
and timmy was all
dudeeee, i was sleepingg!

but we had loads of fun.
the best part was that after, the boys also collapsed our tents
and timmy got water and started splashing us with it, trying to get revenge.

we spent most of that day going back to base
and washing up, lazing about.

at night, we had a drama presentation
and we presented the scene where we collapsed the boys tent.
honestly, i thought it was really good!

the next day was our last and we had our final challenge.
it was quite fun, but i heard lucas fell 2 metres and was stuck up on the mountains for like 4 hours.
good luck lucas!

we took a few group photos and they all turned out quite nice,
just that julian kept poking up from who-knows-where.
anyhow, i really like outward bound. (:

♥ 7:43 AM

here is the quiz that isaac is making me do :P


1.How old do you wish you were?
11, cause i liked p5 and p6 the best! heehee.

2.Where were you when 9.11 happened?
at home, i was tying up my hair. hahah.

3.What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
i feel guilty and dont try getting a drink again!

4.Do you count yourself kind?
ahh. no, not really?

5.If you had to get a tattoo,where would it be?
just above my butt (:

6.If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be?
french.

7.Do you know your neighbours?
yeah, but we dont really talk.

8.What do you consider a vacation?
when i have real, actual fun

9.Do you follow your horoscope?
nope.

10.Would you move for someone you love?
uh huhhh

11.Are you touchy feely?
hahahha a bit la la la.

12.Do you believe opposites attract?
hahah yes.

13.Dream job?
emmm. to teach little kids.

14.Favourite channels?
E! and all the other junk-y channels

15.Favourite place to go on weekends?
simon, cause everyone's mostly there.

16.Showers or baths?
showers

17.Do you paint your nails?
nopeeeee

18.Do you trust people easily?
yeah

19.What are your phobias?
oh. loads.

20.Do you want kids?
yeahhhh

21.Do you keep a handwritten journal?
yupppp

22.Where would you rather be right now?
i'm happy here!

23.Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
hahaha actually, everyone i really, honestly like.

22. Are you a heavy/light sleeper?
ahhh both. it depends on how tired i am!

25.Are you paranoid?
nope, i just dont care.

26.Are you impatient?
not really, sometimes.

27.Who can you relate to?
A FEW SPECIAL PEOPLE OUT THERE (:

28.How do you feel about inter-racial couples?
nothing, their human too.

29.Have you been burned by love?
..

30.Whats your favourite pick-up line?
heh. people who use pick up lines are desperates!

31.Whats your main ring tone of your mobile?
unfaithful by rihanna

32.What were you doing at midnight last night?
playing boggle with min, aunty jeanne and uncle jason.

33.What did the last text of your cellphone say?
oh. from brandon. but i deleted it alreadyyy.

34.Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
aunty jeanne's and uncle jason's

35.What color shirt are you wearing?
black

36.Most recent movie you watched?
John Tucker Must Die! * swoon *

37.Name 3 things you have on you all the time.
phone, something to tie up my hair and UNDERWEAR!

38.What colour are your best sheets?
THIER COLOURFUL!

39.How much cash do you have on your own now?
like right now in my wallet? about 40 singapore and 200 hong kong i think.

40.What is your favourite part of the chicken?
ahhh i dont actually careeee.

41.Whats your favourite town/city?
dont know laaaa

42.I can't wait till....?
friday! (: thats the closest thing i cant wait till anyway.

43.What did you have for dinner last night?
emmm. OH rice and dishes

44.Do you own A GUN?
YEAH DUH, I KILL TOO!

45.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
milk

46.Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
DONT KNOW LA

48.What songs do you sing in the shower?
hahah stupid random songs i cant get out of my head!

49.Last thing that made you laugh?
the kids playing

50.Worse injury you ever have?
actually i dont know.

[51.cant be seen]

52.Whats your favourite candy?
melty kiss. i'm a sucker for them.

53.What song do want to be played at your funeral?
collide and tong hua.

54.Five random people to do this:
anyoneeeee

♥ 7:15 AM

&reply tags!


ruth- HOW ON EARTH COULD YOU FORGET?
isaac- haha (:
clare- aiyahhhh. then be innocent and dont care la!
michelle- hahah yes i know! have yo done du shu bao gao? i havent even read the book!ahhh! haha * snickers *
bill- thanks (:
ruth- THINK I SCARED YOU AH :p hahah
isaac- hahah nevermind bout him
val: SO LUCKY I DIDNT HAVE MY PERIOD DURING OUTAWARD BOUND SIA! I WLD HAVE MISSED SO MUCH
valerie- OH MY GOSH, I HAD MINE CAN! and i had to go into the WATER. grrr. so gross la! but i'm glad i didnt miss anything (: hahhaha we didnt have to jump off the jetty. ahaha
jia ying- okayyy. i'll call you again later tonight to let you know (:
michelle- ahhh whatever!
jia ying- hahah (:
isaac- haha thankk you (:
pei jia- yupyupyup! esp heart-attack!
ruth- hahaha YOU TOLD THE WHOLE WORLD OUR SECRET! hahaha but it was nice wasnt it? (:
yingbin- hahah okayyy, thankk you
clare- yes yes yes!
jia ying- (:
bill- hahah yeah i know. thanks (:

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
♥ 1:43 AM

right now, i'm hot, angry and bothered.
butttt, i just wanted to say that i'd update REALLY soon,
just that i'm so busy now,
esp cause the school gave so much homework.
&the world will chase up to you.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
♥ 9:36 AM

reply tags (:

isaac- (: hahah thank you for tagging so much okayyy? i'm not gonna reply every single tag though, cause there's soo many. (:
brandon- haha yay, you dont have camp! (:
bill- thanks, i'm fine.
zhi wei- MEAN MEAN MEAN! :P okayy, i cant wait for the 18th! &i love you too!
lisa- I TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES!
jia ying- (: FRIDAY, the rest are deciding. i'll tell you kay?
geraldine- HELLO!
michelle- it was SO good (: yours?
bella- hahah hello!
yingbin- i know! (:
amanda- hello!
diondra- hahaha hellooooo di
xi nan- (: love love love
valerie- haha it looks nice val!
michelle- far far away!
clare- (: i cant wait wait wait!


Monday, October 09, 2006
♥ 2:05 PM

i'm off to outward bound you guys!

but i cant wait till i get to singapore
and we can go out (:

& i love you isaac. (:

♥ 3:10 AM

THIS IS FROM BILL,
AS HE SO CRUELY MADE ME DO IT! :P

Single, taken or crushing?
heh (:

Are you happy with your life now?
yeah. i figured i'll just be happy instead of mopping about and wasting time.

Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
nope.

Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
if i really really like him, and i know he's sorry, then maybe.

Have you talk about marriage with another before?
hahah yes.

Do you want children?
YEAH (:

How many?
THREE AT LEAST, OR FOUR OR SIX OR MORE MORE MORE!(:

Would you consider adoption?
yup. if i'm not married by 35, i'm gonna go adopt already!

If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
come up to me and tell me! its not like i'll go bite his head off.

Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
yes. no. maybe. dont know.

Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
oh. we were innocent, sweet, young people. (: hahah

Do you believe in love at first sight?
generally, if you look at a whole room full of people, you'll be attracted to a few, and then you'll want to get to know them and from there, you'll fall in love! so technically, yes.

Are you romantic?
who knows. who cares.

Do you believe you can change someone?
yuppp

If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
in a church, with flowers all over, i guess.

Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
uhhh. when i'm down, i'll just go find people like TEOIE and then i'll feel all good again!

Do you have feelings for someone right now?
YES, ISAAC! (:

Have you ever broken a heart?
yeah, one too many.

If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
depends on who and when i guess.

Are you missing someone now?
yeahhh duh.

Sunday, October 08, 2006
♥ 11:26 AM

isnt it better to cleanse the dream
with what might have been
instead of ruining everything with reality?

Friday, October 06, 2006
♥ 9:09 AM

grrr,
i liked today (:
and the past week too!

at first it sorta sucked cause he lied striaght to my face
and could still act like he's right and everything,
but it got better (:

on tuesday we had some sort of weird math thing
to do on our notebooks and we kept arguging within our group
but it was really funny.

on wednesday, we had cross country (:
i totally had no idea how far we were supposed to run and everything,
but i just ran and ran and ran.
we have to run up steps and they totallyy killll.

i was holding onto my bottle the whole time and when i was coming back,
mandy was like " water, water, waterrr"
so i stretched out my hand but she missed so i put it on the floor and yelled to tell her that i did.

tilly wasnt feeling good and she had an asthma attack half-way through
and you can tell that she's so totally upset cause she trains so hard all year round for this.
sooo, we're gonna go over to her house this saturday and cheer her up!

towards the ending, hannah and i were like
taking turns to be in front of each other.
she was all, shall we just come in and tie?

i smiled and was all happy to say yes,
so we ran side by side till the last bit where you run up the hill.
we held hands to past the finishing line & came in 9th and 10th outta like 50 over! (:

after cross country, we had to go immediately to get ready for the dance during assembly.
we had never seen the costume and we looked like bunnies who were being warped from another planet!
we put on our own make up and got into our costumes.

the skirt was so nice; its really long and silky so it feels like your pajamas
but the top was practically transparent and thank goodness i was wearing my sports bra,
cause everyone's esle, you could tell what it actually was!

before the assembly started, we were outside in the lower gym practising and people started coming in
when we were done, i went up to natasha and claudia who were laughing already!
i talked to them for a bit before i started to head out.

but before that, i caught callum's eye as i was looking at the door
and his eyes bcame REALLY BIG and he started laughing so loudly!
then i just used the fan to cover my face and headed out. * whines *

and so, we spent like 2 hours fussing about in the changing room,
we even practiced the dance in the changing room!
when it was about our turn to perform, we got ready by the side door.
it was so emmbarrassing, i dont think anyone actually dared to look up.

today, i was nearly busted for science and math
because the homework was so super super super hard.

drama was really fun,
mr malcahy asked me to choose warm ups and i chose crazy eights and the boat game.
when we were playing the boat game, mr malcahy asked them to sing a song from green day
and most of them couldnt really sing was it was so funny.

then, mr malcahy made them get into 3 lines and the both of us were conductors,
making them sing BARNEY! (:

after, i got to just sit about and watch ta, xiang yi and hugo do the fight scene.
it was really funny to watch them run about in circles over and over again.
plus, they were really sweating in the end. (:

when drama was over,
i was packing up and taking really long cause my legs hurt like anything now
and eric came in as i was about to go.

he was all; hey sarah! great job at yesterday's assembly!
while he was practically laughing non stop.
i was like rolling my eyes and going shut up over and over.
thennn, (:

when ta and i got to the seventh floor, we met up with ee leng
and went to the new building to try looking for the correct classroom
but we couldnt find it so we signed in into their e-mails to look for it.

charles and james were also using the computer opposite us
and charles was helping james with his chinese homework.

charles came up to me and asked for help so i went over and did help
but then they seemed fine and it was really funny cause charles was all,
i'll help you make it nice alright?
then i went back to help ee leng and ta
when charles asked for help again.

i went over and he was telling me some long sentence but i just typed two words in
and he was all;
oh cool! this is gonna make you look good man!
to james and i started laughing all over again.

by then, i had missed the school bus so the three of us went down to the library to watch parent trap (:

Tuesday, October 03, 2006
♥ 10:41 AM

the world, is filled with assholes,
who lie and think that the rest wont find out.

but one day, i'm telling you,
one day, the world is gonna catch up to you
and you'll realise how big you screwed up.

watch out, i'm here to rock your life.

♥ 9:11 AM

HAHAHAH YAY! OKAYYYYY, WHO WANTS TO GO WITH US ON THE 18TH OF OCTOBER, 3 SOMETHING TO J8?

Sunday, October 01, 2006
♥ 3:58 PM


♥ 4:51 AM

MICHELLE, YOU ROCKED SO MUCH YESTERDAY!
look, so many people cried!

the past few days have been soo busy, i only get home close to 11 and i have to take off the horrible amount of make-up and hair gel i have on my face/hair and then do my homework. by 12, i'm normally so tired that i fall asleep and i set my alarm for 5 something, but i never ever seem to be able to wake up!

on monday and tuesday, we had full dress rehearsal from 12 till like 6 something, close to 7. we didnt manage to eat lunch on monday, cause mrs sterns would scream if we were to be missing from out from any scene.

on tuesday, we had math and i was asking mr varro for my merit after class while xiang yi was still in class cause he was gonna get scolded. * snickers * mr varro deicded to give me 2 merits and xiang yi was all, why does she get 2 merits?! and mr varro said, " because she's special! "
muahhaha. in your face xiang yi, in your face.

then, we left chinese early to go eat lunch at about 11.20. we got back our chinese tests just before we went.
grrr. my chinese is so screwed, i'm only gonna get a 4 or 5!
anyhow, valerie was crying cause she didnt do to well and everyone was trying to console her. while we were talking, john just came up to our table and took my fork from me and started eating from my tray! i was like too engrossed with valerie to care then but i'm absolutely absolutely positive he had his own lunch cause i saw him come from the year 12 common room and put his tray in.

when we went to put on our costumes and make-up, it was really noisy and everything, but it was so fun. and backstage, when it wasnt my scene, i was loading ta with all my crap and things like how annoying xiang yi is. eric came along and wanted to know what we were talking about so we told him.

later, the both of them started telling me how love isnt true and how national graphic even proved it. i was so pissed cause i dont care what the whole wide world says, it is real and i was practically whining non-stop like some brat. then, eric started telling me about how sharks mate. i started laughing really hard cause its soo weird.

on wednesday, we had swimming for the last time. we were being asessed and i paired up with ta. we were supposed to be doing the life-saving thing but i think we would have killed each other by then!

during lunch, there was the chinese dance thing and we're just gonna make a fool outta ourselves in front of the whole school. like seriously. we're supposed to look like bunnies! we also had to go practice after school and i can make the nice sound with the fan already! * squeals *

we were dismissed like, a whole hour late and valerie and i had to run down to go grab dinner. ta came along as well. then, * drum rollll * it was time to get ready for opening night!

i was soo nervous before we actually began and eric was there. he held out his hand for a hand shake and squeezed my hand really hard before doing it again. & he was so excited and told me that it was gonna be okay, that i had to believe him. cause if he can be that relaxed and all, i realised i ought to be too!

the best part of that night, was the fact that i was exactly on time for officer krupke! i was soooooo happy and i swear, we rocked so bad that we had the loudest claps. TOO BAD VALERIE! backstage, i saw john and was like yes! and he pumped his hand into the air at the same time! asia, steph and jing ting were there and i got flowers! * squeals even more *

thursday, however, was a crappy dayy. i didnt do my math homework cause i was so tired and went whining to mr varro about it. but he just said it didnt matter. just before math, we were standing outside waiting for mr varro and xiang yi pushed me to adrian. i screamed and glared at xiang yi before saying sorry to adrian. but then adrian just had to show off and push me back to xiang yi. i practically wanted to rip their heads apart. like what the heck, i'm not your toy to just push about.

i was already really frustrated so i got my p.e shorts, ran to the toilet and changed so that i could sit anyway i wanted in class, without having to show my underwear to the whole class. i ran into class cause i was slightly late and went to sit down. but there wasnt much space on the table, cause the four of us, me ta valerie and charles, had all our books out on the table and i was so pissed so i just grabbed my books and went to the table with the computers. i tried to like pay attention and everything, cause math is my favourite subject now, with mr varro and not mr king.

but grrr. kevin and ta kept giving me weird looks and i wasnt in a good mood at all so i took of my shoes and sat cross-legged on the chair with my colourful socks. (: then, cause i was trying to keep up but couldnt really cause i hadnt done my homework, i didnt know what mr varro was saying. i asked him a question and he told me to go up and explain to him what my question was. i had to quickly just jam my feet back into my shoes and go up to the front and kevin was practically laughing.

by the end of the lesson, i think even mr varro knew something was wrong with me. but you know, he's like the best teacher ever cause he knows how to teach and actually thinks for us.

i had to stay back with xiang yi and talia for our drama project and i seriously cant stand xiang yi. the whole time he was just playing about and talia just kept fighting with him, not to mention her strong case of pms. even valerie knows i was all pissed and everything. let me copyy from her blogggg.

" sarah looks really exasperated. "

hahah see! they were soo annoying. and they both left me there to finish it. grrrr. thursday pretty much sucked some more. i was too fast for the songgg! and i was so so so nervous because i screwed it up and screwed up some more! luckily, most people watching the show didnt realize it.

on friday, we had drama. * screams on the top of my lungs * at first, we were all really not working at all. xiang yi and ta continued to argue while hugo didnt really do anything. towards the end of the lesson, it got better and everything.

we were also allowed to dress casual again and there was solidarity meeting during recess. i was one of the last ones to leave and had to run to my locker, or i would be late for chinese. my jeans were slightly too long and i had to balance my p.e bag and my other bag, my chinese foldee, my pencil case and some other books while hold my jeans up to run.

then, i saw eric and he said; hey sarah! and held his hand out. i smiled and said heyy. i had to transfer all my things onto one hand and meet his hand. but i nearly missed and i was still running so it was really quite funny. plus, theo was behind him as well, going up and saying hello too.

west side story was better and michelle was greatttttt! she was so happy that she didnt need to do maria anymore that she bought a dozen krispy kreme to share with everyone. thank you michelleeee. then, she gave me a lift home.

i was really excited to be home, cause i thought i could just get the pictures from ta and go to sleep, but she wasnt online and when i talked to isaac, it was so different and everything. when he went offline, i went to take off my make-up and showered before staying online for a while more and then going to sleep.

today, i havent really done much.
i woke up really late and have like a pile of homework,
not to mention tuition. grrr.

by then i'll have to go to school for the last night of west side story.
nevermind, monday is gonna be a holiday,
& wednesday there's gonna be cross country!

then the dreaded outward bound is gonna come.
but i still cant wait cause i dont care,
i'm gonna make it so much fun.

i think, i deserve that bit of fun after working my butt off ,
barely having enough sleep for sooo long,
eating my meals at weird hours
and all the things i have to put up with.
grrr.


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