how did our friendship;
one that was filled with
laughter and smiles,
turn so cold?
how did the smiles you use to give me;
the special ones,
just after we'd catch each other's eye,
followed by laughing our hearts out,
become ones that you gave others?
how did the grabbing of hands,
writing of messages on tables,
poking each other in the ribs;
in aim to make each other laugh,
turn to this horrid silence?
i wish i could turn back time
and bring back time.
cause you make me laugh,
you make me smile.
you make me do loads of crazy things.
but you make me cry too.
♥ 2:00 PM
yesterday we had dance
and it was really fun
i sweat like crazy.
hee.
and i cut myself too
but i didnt notice till like much later.
oh well.
but we've nearly finished up all of the dance.
so i'm really happy.
and our dance is SO neat.
YAY.
and i think we're like that fastest group so far.
oh and we're going to beijing soon.
i wish it'd come and go quickly already.
but the booklets will be out on tuesday cause monday no school.
so then maybe i'll know more.
thursday is swimming gala.
must swim backstroke.
eyes sparkle.
i hope i dont do badly in front of everything and stuff.
cause its gonna be soo embarrassing.
oh and today i had to recite the poem
- the CHINESE poem -
in chinese studies and i managed to do it. =p
i studied like shit.
and ee leng took hon yan's handheld home today
cause she just left it on the 8th floor.
haha.
hon yan is soo gonna freak.
&& i learnt so much about you today.
i wish you told me sooner.
Friday, April 28, 2006
♥ 10:30 AM
i wish you'd listen
i wish you'd understand
i wish you'd TRY to understand
♥ 8:04 AM
i'm sorry.
i am.
i wish you hadnt rolled your eyes,
i wish i hadnt said no.
i'm so afraid to be myself in front of you
i'm so scared i'll screw up so bad
and you'll starting spreading rumours.
i know you dont like her
but she really is pitiful
i hope you understand
and even though i'm the one wrong,
i'm always going to talk to her
not cause i like her but cause she has no one.
i'm sorry.
<3
Thursday, April 27, 2006
♥ 12:07 PM
p.s. i think you're cute.
♥ 12:05 PM
i got a 6 outta 7 of my history essay.
the one i worked soo hard on.
anyway i guess its ok.
i got
a) 9/10
b) 8/10
c) 8/10
d) 5/8
so 30 outta 38.
oh well..
i gotta go do my wharram percy project cause its due tomorrow
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
♥ 9:54 AM
to jia ying:
you're sweeter than sweet love.
`you're so sweet you
make my mouth water`
♥ 9:53 AM
i miss the big hugs from you guys,
the kind that makes me feel great,
even though i've been feeling crappy the whole day.
i wish someone would just come over,
open up their arms and hug me real tight,
then tell me that its all going to be ok.
i dont want to be the one telling them its ok
cause im more venerable than ever
and i want to cry everything out
to someone who was willing to listen.
so wont you be a doll
and come hear me out?
and then maybe you could give me a hug too.
♥ 9:50 AM
heyy.
go look at this.
talia made it for ME!!
lol.
its really nice.
and i promise its not that ghost
coming out of no-where thing.
and its only avaliable till this friday,
28th april.. so hurry.
its really great.
thanks talia!
<3
♥ 9:44 AM
beauty is special.
its like a pool of light;
it cools.
it warms.
♥ 9:41 AM
I GOT A 6 FOR SCIENCE!!!!!!
yay.
thats good by the way.
cause its outta 6.
but i got three wrong.
but STILL.
sixxxxxxx.
yay.
tomorrow we're going to get our history essay back.
i hope i do well.
i worked my butt off that essay.
oh well..
we had drama today too.
i had like lines to memorise and so i asked amanda to help me.
she pretended to be ' my gay son '
it was soo funny.
and then talia, asia and i started to play with the scarfs.
we used them to tie each others hair.
and it was really fun cause well
i miss playing with my hair and being able to do all sorts of wacky hairstyles on it.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
♥ 11:36 AM
I GOT THIS FROM A RANDOM XANGA.
NO COPYING!
=p
SECTION 1 ABOUT YOURSELF
+ Known as: siyin.. ah yin?
+ Lives in: hong kong. sad but true.
+ First Breathe: 5th april.
+ School: Chinese international school
+ Ethnicity: chinese.
+ Religion: CHRISTIAN!!
+ Shoe size: somewhere between 6 to 8.
+ Hair color: blackish brown
+ Eye color: brown.
+ Style: I LIKE WHAT I LIKE. (x
+ Fears: loads.
SECTION 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? emm. yeah I guess so.
+ Been Cheated on? ahhh. no.. wait. YES.
+ Fallen off the bed? nooo. who does that?!
+ Broken someone`s heart? yeah. sorry but yeah. (:
+ Had your heart broken? uh.. yeah.
+ Had a dream come true? not really..
+ Done something you regret? DUH. all the time.
+ Cheated on a test? *blushes * yeahh.
SECTION 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? school uniform. skirt and top.
+ Chatting with? ah wei, talia, xi nan, pei jia, ralph and adam.
+ Watching? teen titans?
SECTION 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? yeah. and i loveee to.
+ Have any piercing? YEAH. one.
+ Drive? noooo.
+ Drink? a couple of times.
+ Smoke? NAH. IT SUCKS. NEVER WILL DO IT.
+ Got a pager? noo. who USES pagers?! they`re soo last century.
SECTION 5 FRIENDS...
+ Who do I hate? no one. i only dislike.
+ Who is the shyest? emmm. nobody la. your all so da dan.
+ Who is the most talkative? LISA LISA LISA. maybe xi nan too. NONO. JIA YU!!
+ Who is the cutest? ALEX. HAHAHA. he`s spooo cute.
+ Who laughs the most? ah wei lor. so simple..
+ Who have you known the longest? from rosyth? emm. jia yu i think.
+ Who have you known the shortest? dont know leh. like alot like that.
+ Who do you miss the most? HAHAHA. too bad. you`re not getting this outta me.
+ Personal problems? =p
+ Are you a good friend? DUH. at least i think so..
+ Can you keep a secret? IF I want to.. yeah.
SECTION 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? My mom? or else.. jia in singapore i think. ( I miss all your hugs )
+ Yelled at? jinnie.
+ Kissed? on the lips? TONY! ( 3 times in a row! )
SECTION 7 PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? sooo many things.
+ What has been the best day of your life? my birthday in p6 cause you guys threw me a party, psle last day, collecting our sec. school slip. and a few more.
+ What comes first in your life? GOD.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? singapore or the people in singapore.
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? emm. not really.
+ Love your family? YEAH. SO MUCH.
+ Love your friends? YUP YUP YUP. cause they rock and cause they love me. =P
SECTION 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: TOO many. don`t wanna type them down.
+ Song: can NEVER decide.
+ Group: same. cant decide.
+ Relative: TONY RICKY AND NICKY. ( sry! )
+ Sport: swimming, ballet, netball, maybe tennis. oh and RUNNING.
+ Holiday: christmas and chinese new year.
+ Day of the Week: now in hk; friday.
+ Color: no clue.+ Quote: now; ` i love you ` i quote from xi nan.
SECTION 9 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? to people I like..
+ Like to give kisses? to tony and ricky and nicky. yeah. and to some other people.
+ Like to walk in the rain? YES. when its not too heavy.
+ Prefer black or blue pens? Now; black.
+ Like to travel? LOVE it
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side. or else i cant sleep.
+ Have stuffed animals? yeh.. PIGGIE.. and a few others.
SECTION 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion: BAD. God created the child. why kill it?
+ Smoking: THE WORSE.
+ Suicide: ok this is worse than smoking.
+ Summer: yeah. i get to go back to singapore.
+ Tattoos: their fine..
+ Piercings: YEAH. but not too many.
SECTION 11 THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? none.
+ MTV or BET? Mtv la duh.
+ Sugar or salt? sugar.
+ Silver or gold? silver. gold is for old ladies. (x
+ Chocolate or flowers? chocolate flowers.
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? BOTH!
+stay up late or sleep in? do both then shoik.
+ hot or cold? COLD COLD COLD.
+ Sun or moon? moon.. I think.
+ Left or Right? right all the way.
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? depends.
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup. but i don’t really like it.
+ Spring or Fall? EMM. whats the difference?
+ Happy or sad? both. i like to cry and smile.
+ Wonder or amazement? cant choose.
+ Lights on or off? both also can.
+ Candy or soda? ahh. CANDY!
+ Pepsi or Coke? coke all the way.
Monday, April 24, 2006
♥ 11:41 AM
oh crap it.
i wanna go back to singapore.
i'm not the kinda person who can
stand NOT being controlled when it comes to homework.
i want to have homework that will have to be handed up the very next day
not a week or two later.
cause then it'll all be a mess.
i dont want computer homework cause i'm NOT doing it.
and i dont freedom in school
i wanna be able to change in class with everyone esle
and walk around the school
like as though i own it.
i want to smile everyday i wake up
and look forward to school.
i want to be able to laugh like i mean it
and hug all my friends
just because i love them so.
i want to know that i'm going to have fun in school
just because i get to see my friends.
and i want friends who actually care,
and know what i'm thinking,
and what i'm gonna do
for every single situation.
the kind who will sing me the words of MY song,
when i forget them.
the kind who will remember my number for me,
the kind who will catch my tears,
instead of just wiping them.
the kind who will throw birthday parties JUST for me.
and do all sort of weird stuff,
to keep me from finding out.
the kind who will hug me tight and tell me its ok when i've just broken up
and tell me that i still rock
when i've gotten into a fight with someone else.
the kind who calles me just to hear my voice,
sms to just see if i'm fine.
the kind who
LOVES ME FOR ME.
but thats like a dream now
and i've just woken up
so buh bye fairy tale,
buh bye.
it was nice while we lasted.
and i'll keep you hidden somewhere inside my heart
perhaps someday,
you'll come true again.
♥ 11:20 AM
its two different worlds hun.
two different worlds.
♥ 11:12 AM
the reason why i havent been blogging much is cause
i've been working on talia's present
i'm sooo excited.
i hope shes soo loves it.
anyway.
went to church today
nothing much really.
but we also went ot stanley
jin bought loads of stuf
i only bought like 4 tops.
4 not-expenisive tops
well cause i spent ALOT yesterday night
so not spending today is like..
make up for it.
hee.
ahhh.
i miss singapore.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
♥ 11:53 AM
i promise i'll blogg tomorrow!!
Saturday, April 22, 2006
♥ 4:14 AM
heyy. in school again.
the year 13s are having their last day of school today.
they've got a pool in the middle of the court
and their dragging teachers in.
HAHA.
zhang lao shi went in
and so did MRS O'CONNEL.
hahaha.
and they even locked the 8th floor staff room
so that they wont be dragged down.
lol.
its drama next.
ahhh.
its not THAT bad i guess.
its really QUITE fun.
but oh well.
Friday, April 21, 2006
♥ 12:32 PM
heyy.
i finished watching disc 2 of the o.c
yay.
their so hot.
mom signed me up for swimming.
twice a week.
i dont know if i wanna do it though.
cause it means missing squash.
maybe if i do everything really quickly,
it'll work.
maybe.
i doubt it though.
i did my tee shirt for drama just now.
i wrote my name with some liquid thingy.
i dont think it'll dry for tomorrow morning.
and if it doesnt,
i'm soo dead.
♥ 4:13 AM
its lunchh now.
next lesson is science.
i hate science.
cause its super boring.
ahhhh.
talia lent me the second disc of o.c
yay.
can watch it today.
i cant wait till i get home.
i only hope jin will NOT watch his foster's home of imaginary friends.
i mean, blue IS cute and all.
but still.
its IMAGINARY.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
♥ 12:45 PM
if one day you woke up
and realised that it was me you wanted
would you let me know first?
cause its killing me not knowing.
and i heard somewhere
that in love,
its better to know and be disappointed
than to never know.
i see the girls talking to you
and you so happy
and i get a weird feeling.
i wonder why i cant be them.
and even when your sitting beside me
i'm still wishing for you cause
suddenly you've changed so much.
we've practically stopped talking.
and i long for the days where
we used to sms and talk all the time.
but those days aint coming back are they?
cause we left them so far behind
and now that we arent even talking,
how are those days come back?
i know that we're really different
and asking you to you wait for me is stupid.
cause you're gonna move on sometime.
but please dont forget me,
i'll bid you happiness,
whatever it is that you may do.
cause..
i really like you.
♥ 12:15 PM
today my mom insisted that me and jin went for squash.
so no choice must go la.
it was ok i guess.
its soo much easier than tennis.
everything seems so light.
and the coaches are really nice.
and talia lent me the oc
so i watched and watched and watched.
i finished the first disc.
and i cired
cause ryan is soo pitiful.
my mom watched it too.
but she didnt cry.
i think shes enjoying it more than me.
but heyy.
they ARE cute.
so i guess its normal.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
♥ 8:45 AM
but
you
promised
me
♥ 8:36 AM
i forgot to say that on saturday,
at orchard,
i bought a bian tai boy.
its a handphone keychain thats really cute.
and whenever someone calls,
theres like a bulb thingy down
where the private part is supposed to be.
and it LIGHTS up.
cause its TURNED ON.
haha.
its so cute.
♥ 8:26 AM
thats me kissing ricky.he's so cute.
xoxo.
♥ 8:21 AM
today was the first day of school.
so sian.
i didnt want to wake up.
cause i didnt want to go to school.
but then now i'm ok.
more or less.
but of course i still dont want to go to school.
who would.
but no choice la.
tomorrow have another 2 periods of chinese.
ahhh.
so boring.
i printed out a few pictures of tony and ricky.
so i'm gonna paste them on my diary.
school diary.
OH
I CAN PASTE THEM ON MY LOCKER TOO!
yay yay.
then i can see their beautiful faces everyday.
<3
♥ 8:04 AM
hello.
i MUST say that it is NOT my fault that
weng fong calls and calls you guys.
hiaz.
not like i went up to him and said
" please ask the girls more more MORE about me" right
not like i WANT him to like me right.
RIGHT.
so hor.
please lor.
NOT MY FAULT.
i so innocent la.
jk jk. lol.
anyway.
pictures from xinmin homecoming are up.
enjoy.
xi nan and amanda.
I TOOK THIS!
me and xi nan. mandy took this.
nice eh? (:
Monday, April 17, 2006
♥ 4:03 PM
why do you ignore me;
what did i do wrong?
are we just not meant to be
or is this something?
♥ 3:37 PM
then on sunday i went to church early
cause godpa said that i had to help him with the store for the church camp.
i didnt go in for service either until
later when godma finished her meeting.
so i decided to just go in with her.
when it was done we hung about for abit
like chatting and all.
when we got to the airport,
we had to check in.
so the adults did that.
but cause there was exactly 6 of us,
we all got into pairs and just pushed each other round and round and round,
pretending we were all british and one pair would be the japanase.
and that we had to kill each other with this ' bomb '
it was very fun and we were like running about all over the place like some kind of mad people.
but then again.
arent we already mad?
x)
after that we went to eat and then it was pretty much time to board the plane. and i cried.
yes i know.
again.
but its like as though i no longer FULLY belong to singapore
but neither do i fully belong to hong kong.
its kinda sickening and
it makes me go all weird all over and everything.
♥ 2:56 PM
on thursday i did work the whole day
before i went off for dinner.
then i went back to simon and watched in her shoes with min.
but cause it was really late so we fell asleep.
and then when we woke up
it was cause we had to get ready
cause min had to go home.
zzz.
friday EARLY morning i went to church.
but we didnt go for service.
cause we had to ' bond '
but jerry sang
and like everyone is, or was, saying that it was nice.
then after that we went to kfc for lunch
but then i had to run off to j8 to meet sara bernita and clare.
we went to take neoprints then went to macdonalds before clare had to go.
me and bernita bought like accessories
and we gave them out,
walked around a bit and then went our seperate ways.
i had to go all the way to min's house by mrt,
which takes like an hour.
by the time i was there,
the kids were already there
and so i played played played.
i had stuck my hand up tony's shorts and min saw
so she was like hitting my hand.
then she took tony to a side and said something to him.
then of course i knew that they were talking bout me
so i went up and tony like ran away.
so i chased him
-duh-
when i chased him to the kitchen and pretended to call my mother and tell her to take back a toy guitar that she had just bought for him and he was about to cry.
so i put down the phone and preteneded i was going to hug him big.
he screamed and fell on the floor,
trying to kick me away.
but then he was kinda trapped beneath me
and i was trying to kiss him.
but then that smart guy
used one hand to cover his mouth!!
haha
i ended up laughing along with him.
hes soo cute.
on saturday everyone was over at simon.
in the morning i went to xinmin homecoming.
it was quite fun.
(:
then i went shopping with the cousins at orchard and i saw
2moro!!!!
they are sooooo cute.
do you guys know who they are?
you know the guy who played jianyi in the dancing show?
the rainbow connection?
yeah that guy and his twin brother.
me and kay went to buy their cd and we
GOT IT SIGNED!!
they LOOKED AT ME IN THE EYE
and one of them evern laughed at me cause i was like.. bouncing and very very very happy.
but they SHOOK MY HAND!!
ahhhh.
when they were on the lift,
about to go off,
they looked at me,
or rather my direction and THEY WAVED!!
haha.
Friday, April 14, 2006
♥ 4:26 AM
IMPORTANT.
lisa's ecstasy.
is not
NOT NOT NOT
good looking at all.
in fact,
he has no butt.
and EVERYONE knows that no-butt people arent nice.
so onn lisa.
( i like that name )
please la.
next time you fall in love,
CHOOSE SOMEONE WITH A BUTT!
♥ 4:17 AM
they
know
each
other
by
heart
♥ 4:13 AM
i have to say
before i forget,
that xi nan sounds very cute
when she just wakes up.
(x
♥ 4:10 AM
i'm talking to xi nan on the phone now.
this is our morning call
MORNING
and its afternoon now.
XI NAN JUST WOKE UP!!!!!!!!
♥ 4:02 AM
oh and everyday,
xi nan is the first AND the last to call me.
so we have been talking quite a bit recently.
she ought to GO TO SCHOOL
but without her i'll be so bored in the nights and mornings.
hahaha.
xoxo
♥ 4:00 AM
on tuesday i went to rosyth
and the others were there too.
but ah. that AH WEI LA.
got tuition then we cannot go her hse.
haha.
on wednesday i went to cedar
i only stayed there for a short while and all.
but it was fun caused i got to catch up with most of the people there.
and i tell you.
it has not changed at all.
honest.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
♥ 10:31 AM
helloooo.
i have to write my chinese essay.
but hellooooooo.
and i'll blog tomorrow.
i think.
x)
Monday, April 10, 2006
♥ 3:06 PM
i'm going to singapore soo soon!
yay yay.
i cant wait liao.
i wanna go on the plane and watch the tv and eat the food!
but now i'm so dead tired.
i just wanna sleep and stop packing.
anyway you guys..
i love you all and cya.
i'll try to blog but i dont know how much i can do.
♥ 2:56 PM
amanda and her family came over for dinner.
it was really fun and we picked off right away.
she's still so nice.
and she's got a boyfriend liao.
but he's one year younger leh.
but they like very close leh.
then we played monopoly.
haha.
but it was quite fun i guess.
so so nia la.
i dont really like monopoly. (X
♥ 9:34 AM
i've packing and everything
and i cant wait to get to singapore.
i cant wait for tomorrow to come.
i cant wait
i cant wait
i cant wait.
YAY.
i'm so ridiculously happy now.
haha.
ok.. i'm gonna watch
the suite life of zack and codey now.
cause they are soo cute.
♥ 9:30 AM
ahhh.
thank you bill for writing that tribute.
although i aint half as nice as what you say i am.
haha.
its the truth.
but thank you anyway!!
and i wanna thank lisa and xi nan again.
thanks you guys.
it means alot to me.
♥ 9:27 AM
on friday i called jia ying's handphone.
then clare's handphone cause jia ying's phone no battery.
then talk talk talk.
with sara too.
this friday we're gonna go to j8 and watch a movie and then..
what else but take neoprints.
thats like all we ever do.
hahaha.
then yesterday, i called lisa's phone and we had conference
first with xi nan only.
then the second time i called with xi nan and amanda.
xi nan is soo dying from boredom cause of her chicken pox.
HAHA.
xi nan.
thank you for hacking into my account and all.
thank you.
today's jogging was ok only.
it was like.. all jog no run
so i didnt really sweat much.
but next time i shall do all run little jog.
then so shoik.
the ballet today was also better.
the girls there are quite friendly really.
church was ok i guess.
i slept. (x
then after church we went to lunch with
brandon andrea and justin and their parents.
it was ok i guess.
but it was all quiet.
the kids i mean.
the adults were all chatting away.
amanda and her parents are coming for dinner later.
we used to play all the time when we were younger.
it was her i was playing with that i got my stitches.
haahs.
i cant wait for tomorrow!
Sunday, April 09, 2006
♥ 2:27 PM
pictures time~
thats just me. x)
thats me and jin in the hotel, long time ago when we just came to hong kong. we were going out.. somewhere.
♥ 2:16 PM
thank you xi nan soooo much!
ahhh.
thanks thanks thanks.
you guys all mean the world to me
and you know that right,
i'll see you on saturday xi nan.
i'll see you then.
love ya.
and thank you ruth for my
soon-to-be present.
thank you thank you thank you.
tomorrow morning i'm going jogginggg
at 8 am.
with clara.
YAY.
i cant wait to go jogging.
yuppie yuppie yuppie.
then after i can just cross the road and go for ballet.
but then i'll be so thirsty.
sigh.
but still i cant wait.
i havent ran in such a long time.
i wanna ran 2.4km
that is soo shoik.
wahh so long never run liao.
i go singapore i wanna either run or swim.
but i think run.
then when i come back to hong kong,
i'm gonna wake up at about 5.30 in the morning
and swim.
i cant wait.
i honestly cant.
i simply love running and swimming.
weng fong just told me something.
ahhh.
you know its freaky.
i waited so long to hear it from him.
to come so far.
but its only when
i cant do anything anymore,
that i hear it.
i've waited and waited
till i gave up.
but then he said it.
and i dont feel a thing now.
i'm gonna go sleep now.
cause i wanna be bright tomorrow.
i cant wait to go to singapore.
i can barely contain my excitement.
love you guys.
♥ 10:40 AM
YOU HAVE BEEN HACKED!!!:p
NOT REALLY CAUSE U TOLD ME THE PASWORD. I JUST WANNA WISH U A HAPPY BELATED BDAE AND THANK U FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND... DOUBT U WLD BE AS TOUCHED AS IF I HAD TRIED TO REALLY HACK INTO THE ACC. LASTLY I WANNA WISH U GD LUCK IN EVERYTHING U DO. INCLUDING UR lurv LIFE(IN UR FAV COLOUR) ROck on
by xinan
♥ 8:59 AM
You're like a storm against the window
Follow me around just like a shadow
I'll swim a never-ending ocean
Until you bring back your devotion
It's like I live a thousand lifetimes
Still looking for the one that feels right
See, moving on just isn't working
You lit the fire that I burn in
And all I've been doing is protect it
A lie for the sake of my pride
While all the others set me thinking
we could be more than just amazing
I guess I'm holding on to my faith
A solid hope I'm heading your way
And crawling over is so tempting
We could be more than just amazing
And all I've been doing is protect it
A lie for the sake of my pride
While all the others set me thinking
We could be more than just amazing
I couldn't see it
I must have believed a lie
If I admit it would you let me
make it right
Is it all gone
Oh no
We could be more than just
we could be more than just amazing
And all I've been doing is protect it
A lie for the sake of my pride
And all the others set me thinking
We could be more than just amazing
And all I've been doing is protect it
A lie for the sake of my pride
While all the others set me thinking
straight to the point of what I'm feeling
Oh we could be more than just amazing
lisa sent me this song.
amazing by westlife.
its so good.
and it makes sense.
cause yeah boy.
we could be than just amazing.
dont you think so?
thats me kissing ricky.
me and xi nan.
after that we went to eat and then it was pretty much time to board the plane. 
thats just me. x)
thats me and jin in the hotel, long time ago when we just came to hong kong. we were going out.. somewhere.